with gloom comes growth 🌱

Over the past maybe 6? ish months I've been really connecting to my spirituality, and I feel as though I want to express some of the experiences, but more privately, so Tumblr, hi how are ya, I'm coming back! I will delve more into what I've experienced this far, but mostly I want to document something from this evening!

So tonight I sat and closed my eyes and set the intention to try connect with my spirit guides and/or spirit team. It was suggested to ask for them to show you a colour, whether I see it, I hear it, something, to make that first connection.

So I sat at asked for such a sign. The first minute I didn't see anything at all, but stayed sitting with my eyes closed and waiting. I wound up seeing burgundy! In kind of a moving red ball with almost like static coming off of it. I concentrated on it, and it glowed and moved even more!

I look at myself now and I see a ghost. Who are you? This isn’t you. Not one bit.