After years of being in bdsm culture i think im officialy done with having those fetishes for good.Men disgust me fr ,who can be really dominant when they cant control themselves,instead of being sexy its more of a cringe comedy,non of it was ever like it was in my fantasies and i just dont feel submissive anymore.I thought im gonna be like this forever (submissive) i just dont feel it,i would never give men control maybe women yes (even tho im not atracted to women,i just feel like a lot of women knows what they are doing most of the time) if i ever actually need it,I will officialy kill every inch of fetishes in me because its easier that way then being dissapointed from wanting to much and being too much always