Luke tried desperately to take in his sisters words and hold onto them; to draw some of her stubborn determination into himself. She was right - two heads were better than one and they were practically two halves of a whole person destined to stand united rather than apart. âWhat? No. Iâd never hurt you, Liv. Iâd die first.â He remarked when she questioned him, letting out a small sigh as she compared his guilt and empathy in bounds to what Kai had displayed.
âMaybe.â He uttered softly. âMaybe youâre right, Sis, but Iâm just - Iâm scared.â He admitted and chewed his lip for a moment before deciding to just lay his cards on the table. She knew half of the situation and it was better she knew the entire truth instead of walking around with only half of the information. âIâve been.. using magic to sort of calm my thoughts when they get too frazzled and the impulses start piling up.â He explained and frowned. âDark magic. The surge of adrenaline and chaotic energy from it is the only thing Iâve found that even helps - like the side effects of the magic sort of push aside the impulses for a time before they returnâŚâ He sighed
âWithout our magic⌠with whatever this is thatâs going on now. I donât know if I can keep the thoughts at bay.â The witch finally spoke as he adjusted himself in his sisterâs embrace.
Liv figured that would be his answer, in fact that was her point. âThatâs right, youâre not gonna hurt me so thereâs no way in hell Iâm gonna ditch you when you need me.â She wasnât the type to ditch her loved ones and she certainly wasnât going to let Kai get away with hurting Luke even more than he already had.Â
Listening to her brother talk Liv nods her head understanding, while if it were anyone else she might have teased them to high heaven for admitting fear simply as her own coping mechanism. However when he went on to mention using dark magic her understanding nods were replaced by a swift smooth smack to the back of his head with a flick of her wrist. âHow thick headed are you?â She asks boring her bright blue eyes right into his, âSeriously, on a scale from one to fucking stupid.âÂ
Dark magic was nothing to play with, certainly not with the added dark nature that he was struggling with, it was like throwing gas on a fire trying to put it out. Cause hey at least the gas is a liquid. âWe donât use dark magic to take care of things!â She hisses at him before letting out a sigh, âMagic being gone is gonna be a blessing for you, we can get you off the dark shit and get your head right enough before we get magic back and I can help you the right way. Weâre better than using dark magic to get an easy fix.â