(Satoru Gojo x Fem! Reader)
âAnd you just keep on takin' me back. And I don't know why you do. 'Cause I'm no good to youâŚâ
Friends with benefits. That was the best label to describe your relationship (if you could even call it thatâŚ) with Satoru Gojo. It was always on again off again with the two of you, but for some reason neither of you could stay away from each other. He would mess up, youâd fight, wouldnât talk for a few weeks, and then heâd call late at night and you would take him back. You knew this relationship wasnât good for either of youâŚbut you just keep on taking him back.
warnings/notes: fem/afab reader! gojo fucked up but he redeems himself (trust). sort of angst? they argue but then they make up. pre-jjk0 timeline. eventual smut!! (submissive gojo???)
You swore to yourself this was the end to your ârelationshipâ with Gojo. It had been weeks since your huge argument with him, and he hadnât reached out once. Normally a week, two at most, would pass and then he would call you, apologize, youâd hook up, and then things would go back to normal.
Not this time though. You were sick of it. You never seemed to know where you stood with him. The two of you have been friends since highschool, and youâve been hooking up since you were 18. Now you were both in your mid twenties. Too much time has passed for you to continue pretending you were satisfied with the uncertainty you both held for each other. You wanted commitment, and you knew deep down Gojo wouldnât be the one to provide that for you.
So, when you exchanged those bitter words with each other three weeks ago, you knew it was over. He could disappear off the face of the earth and you wouldnât even bat an eye.
âŚThatâs what you told yourself at least.
So, why did your mind still wander to thoughts of him during late hours of the night? Why hadnât you at least tried to find someone else? It wasnât like either of you were completely loyal before thisâŚso why now were you choosing to be celibate? Gojo hadnât even given you so much as a text to prove he was still alive, or hell, even apologize!
These thoughts plagued your mind even now, weeks later. You were lying in your bed staring up at the ceiling. It was nearly one in the morning and you still hadnât fallen asleep.
Shoko told you that Gojo had taken a particularly dangerous mission right after your argument, and nobody has heard from him since. It was almost like your wish for him to disappear really had come trueâŚ
A sigh escaped your lips as you sat up in bed, running your hand through your hair in frustration. Even though you were mad at him, he was still your friend at the end of the day. Being worried about him was natural especially in this case.
Just as your hand reached for your phone on the nightstand it lit up and started buzzing. You squinted at the sudden light before picking your phone up.
Your heart jolted upon reading the caller id.
You cursed yourself internally at how fast your thumb almost pressed the answer call button. However, you had a shred of self respect and you didnât answer yet.
He hadnât reached out for weeks, and now heâs doing it?? At one in the morning? No. You werenât going to answer. If he really needed to talk to you heâd call again.
Still, it took every ounce of your self control to let your phone ring out like that. You bit your lip as you watched the screen fade to black.
A minute passedâŚtwoâŚthree.
You scoffed bitterly. Of course he wasnât actually calling you for something importantâ
âDo you know what time it is?â You asked, internally cursing yourself as soon as the words left your lips. Seriously? Thatâs the first sentence you say to him after nearly a month of not speaking???
Gojo chuckled on the other side. Your ears didnât miss the hint of tiredness in his usually bright laughter. He sounded worn out. But then again, it was one in the morning.
âAwâŚNo I missed you for me?â He asked, his voice low and teasing just like you remembered. You hated the way it immediately garnered a reaction deep inside you.
âYou donât deserve anything nice from me. Where the fuck have you been?â You asked, your voice sharp. Still, you couldnât hide the concern in your tone.
You could hear Gojo sigh. He really did sound tired.
ââŚLook, it doesnât matter where iâve been I justâŚfuckâ I need to see you right now. Please.â His voice sounded genuine, and you had to literally force yourself not to cave immediately.
âNo.â You answered bluntly, surprising yourself and no doubt him as well.
âNo??â He scoffed in disbelief.
âBabyââ He attempted to plead before you cut him off.
âDonât âbabyâ me. You fucking disappear for three weeks after we argue, you go no contactâ i wasnât even sure you were alive, Satoruâ and now you wanna try and waltz back into my life?! Are you serious??â Your voice raises as you grow more and more frustrated with him.
Thereâs silence on the line for a few seconds after you yell at him. Your heartbeat is racing from the sheer amount of emotion youâre feeling right now.
You can hear Gojo sigh again, but thereâs an unmistakable shake in that breath.
âIâŚI know. I know i messed up, and I understand what youâre saying. I justâŚâ He pauses, and your eyebrows furrow at the sound you hear. A sniffle. Is heâŚ?
âPlease, please just let me see you. I know we have our problems, and I know I keep fucking things up, but I canât stand being apart from you. So pleaseâŚjust open the door.â
The way heâs begging is making youâ Wait.
âI swear to God if youâre standing outside my door right nowâŚâ You said, your jaw clenching.
ââŚSurprise?â Gojo chuckles sheepishly. If you werenât already beyond frustrated with him before, you definitely wouldâve reached your limit just now.
StillâŚat least he hadnât just teleported himself inside your apartment. But that didnât change the fact that he was still outside your damn door at an ungodly hour of the night.
Before he could piss you off any more you hung up the phone. You ran a hand through your hair again, clenching your jaw in annoyance before you sighed out.
He was your only weaknessâŚand when he begged so nicely you couldnât just leave him out thereâŚ
You stood outside your front door with your hand hovering over the doorhandle for a good 30 seconds as you truly contemplated why you were even letting him inside. You hated how weak you always were to him.
You shook your head before twisting the handle and slowly opening the door to reveal all 6 feet and 3 inches of him.
He stared down at you with a tired smile, and you internally cursed yourself at the way your heart started racing just at the sight of him.
âHeyââ He began and you just cut him off.
âJust get inside.â You glared, pulling him inside before sticking your head out the door just to make sure there was nobody there. Your neighbors were already painfully nosy and aware of the unstable relationship you two had.
Gojo stumbled inside, watching as you shut the door.
As you turned to face him he was already staring down at you. He had that stupid smirk already etched onto his infuriatingly perfect face.
He opened his mouth to speak again but you didnât let him.
âWhy are you here?â You crossed your arms, already attempting to put up a wall you knew would never last with him this close.
âI told you, I needed to see you.â He answered simply. He was always annoyingly vague; that was one of the many things about him that pissed you off.
âOh bull-fucking-shit.â You scoffed loudly.
âYouâre just here because youâre bored. Have you really had that much trouble finding someone to fuck?â You accused him bitterly. You werenât even sure why you were being this hostile. Sure you were hurtâŚbut you didnât think it was to this extent.
Gojoâs eyes widened at your harsh words. His lips parted before he scoffed back.
âThatâs notââ He attempted to argue, but you cut him off once again, much to his annoyance.
âYou donât reach out for three weeks and now youâre at my goddamn apartment at one in the morning? Why else would you be here?â You rolled your eyes.
âDo you know how fucking worried iâve been?! Fuck, Gojo, I didnât even know if you were alive! And now you show up like itâs nothing??â You exclaim, your voice shaking with anger and hurt.
Gojoâs eyebrows furrow as he listens to you yell at him. His jaw clenches as he crosses his arms, letting you talk.
âYou donât get to just waltz in and out of my life like this anymore. I told you three fucking weeks ago that I was done, but you just canât listen, can you?!â Laughing bitterly as you crossed your arms angrily.
âDonât you get it?! I canât stay away from you!â Gojo blurts out in frustration.
âFuck! Just let me talk for once!â He runs a hand through his hair as he looks up at the ceiling.
You freeze as the words leave his mouth. The raw emotion emitting from the both of you filled the air with a charged tension that practically made the hairs on the back of your neck stand on end.
You close your mouth as you watch him pace in the entrance to your apartment.
He stops and steps closer to you, but just far enough away to maintain some distance. You couldnât help but secretly want to close that gap.
âWhen we argued last time I knew that I went too far. I could tell immediately that you really meant it when you said you never wanted to see me again and fuckâ that killed me.â His voice lowered along with his gaze as he stared at the floor, his expression filled with guilt.
âIâm not good at relationshipsâŚI never have been. Youâve known me long enough to know this. I thought the way our relationship was would be that way foreverâŚand I was fine with that. Or thatâs what I told myself.â He continued.
âBut iâm not. Youâve always been there for me, and I donât deserve that, and i know that. I know i havenât been good enough to you, and i never understood why you always took me back after we argued, but i guess i grew too used to that. I took advantage of youâŚand IâŚfuckâŚIâm so sorry. I know you need someone better than me, but I just canât allow that.â His voice started to break as he apologized. Youâd never seen him like this before, and it was making your heart clench.
âIâm selfish. I only want you, and I only want to be the one for you. I canât let anybody else have youâŚand I canât be without you any longer.â He closed his eyes as he continued to look down.
âSo please. You can still be mad at me, but please. Donât keep me away. I need you.â He begged quietly. This side of him was completely foreign to you. The Strongest was currently fighting tears as he begged for you back.
You always took him backâŚand you swore to yourself that you wouldnât ever againâŚ
But you knew that would never hold up.
After a few seconds of silence you sighed softly.
âGojo.â You spoke up. He opened his eyes and looked up at you slowly. His eyes were glossy and you couldnât deny the way your heart skipped a beat at the sight of his pretty blue eyes shining full of tears.
You stepped forward until there was only a small bit of space between your two bodies. You reached up and softly cupped his face. His eyebrows furrowed and you could see the way his eyes still sparkled with unshed tears.
He didnât move, seeming unsure if he deserved to touch you.
Your lips pursed together before you sighed once more.
âI canât just act like you havenât hurt me, and I canât completely forgive you just yetâŚâ You began. He gave you a dejected look but you scoffed.
âIâm not done. I canât forgive you yet. But that doesnât mean I never willâŚyou know I canât stay from you eitherâŚitâs like weâre drawn to each other. I donât think iâd be able to keep myself away from you forever even if I triedâŚâ You shook your head, still holding his face. You could feel the small smile creeping onto his face. Still, he didnât place his hands anywhere but his sides.
ââŚIâll take it.â He smiled gently. With that his large hands moved to pull you in by the hips. He leaned his head down to rest in the crook of your neck, immediately breathing in your scent.
âFuckâŚyou donât know how much Iâve missed being this close to youâŚâ He mumbled into your neck. His hands roamed your sides before settling on your waist.
Gojoâs lips eagerly attached themselves to your neck as his hands greedily held onto your hips. You tilted your head back as he sucked on the column of your neck. The man was absolutely hungry for youâŚBut you were just as hungry for him.
You moaned as he bit down on your neck before you carded your fingers through his snowy white hair, tugging slightly. Gojo let out a soft groan as you pushed him up against the nearby wall. It was honestly hilarious considering how much larger he was than you, but then againâŚhe always loved when you took control.
You grabbed a fistful of his black shirt before hungrily latching your lips on his. He reciprocated almost immediately and soon you both were moving your lips sloppily against each otherâs.
Gojoâs hands slid down from your hips to your ass as he hiked one of your legs up to rest on his hip, bringing you impossibly closer.
StillâŚeven though you didnât want to move you both had to run out of air eventually. You both pulled back with a sharp gasp. Gojo was panting a little harder than you, and you immediately picked up on it. He gave your ass a small squeeze, earning a tiny glare from you.
âWowâŚyou really are desperate, arenât you?â You drawled out with a cocky smirk. Gojo didnât deny anything and just laughed breathily.
âI never said otherwise. You know I want you.â He replied back smoothly. He always had to one up you, didnât he.
Your cheeks burned a soft pink as you rolled your eyes, shaking your head. You couldnât let him have the upper hand right now.
You didnât give him time to react before you pulled him by the arm towards your bedroom, a path he was all too familiar with. Gojo willingly followed behind you, laughing at how much you were taking control right now.
Once you reached your bedroom you shoved him inside and onto your bed. He was honestly a little caught off guard by this and fell back slightly, barely holding himself up on the bed as his legs unconsciously spread.
âWow. And you wanted to call me out for being desperate look at youââ Gojo began to chuckle before nearly choking on his spit when you interrupted him by taking a seat on his lap. You straddled him immediately and put your hand on his chest to push him back more.
âYouâre much cuter when you shut up.â You shook your head. Gojo was speechless for a second at how bold you were being so early, but he quickly smirked at you and took ahold of your hips.
âOh come on baby, we both know you love my irritating comments.â He drawled out. However, his cockiness faded slightly when you began to slowly grind your hips up against his.
âOh fuckâŚok weâre doing this now?â He breathed out, tilting his head as he kept his hands on your hips. He smirked wider as he began to slowly match your movements.
âI told you to shut up.â You breathed out as you continued to grind against him, enjoying the shaky breaths and subtle groans escaping him. You grabbed his jaw and watched as his pretty blue eyes widened slightly.
He wasnât used to you taking control to this extentâŚunless you were angry. And to say you were still a little pissed at him would be an understatement. But unfortunately he was still extremely charmingâŚand cute when he begs.
âYeah and if I donât?â He smirked tauntingly. You glared before pressing your fingers against his lips. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion before he felt you part his lips with your two fingers.
His eyebrows raised and he swallowed thickly as he watched you hold his jaw and place your fingers on his tongue. An involuntary moan escaped his lips and he immediately flushed at the sound.
âFuckâ Whatâre youâ?â He tried to speak but the sound was muffled by your fingers. He tilted his head back in pleasure as you ground against a particularly sensitive spot. That sensation along with the added strange feeling of your fingers in his mouth made his head spin.
His eyes relaxed and he slowly wrapped his lips around your fingers, swirling his tongue around the pads of them.
Your eyes widened at how accepting he was of you trying something new, but you soon smirked in satisfaction. The feeling of him sucking on your fingers definitely pulled a special reaction from your bodyâŚ
âOhâŚso you like this hm? You like it when I take control like this? Surprised youâre not fighting backâŚâ You mused, smirking as he continued to suck and lick at your fingers as he tilted his hips up to meet yours.
âMmmâŚnormally I donâtâŚbut itâs hot when you doâŚâ His words were still muffled by your fingers, but he seemed completely entranced by you right now.
âGood to hear.â You smirked, removing your fingers from his mouth. Gojo grabbed your wrist before bringing it to his mouth. He pressed his nose against your pulse point, inhaling the scent before dragging his lips over the skin and kissing that sensitive spot.
You watched him with half lidded eyes, reveling in how infatuated he seemed with you.
Gojo peered up at you through his white eyelashes as he smirked slowly. Your mutual grinding had stopped for a moment, but he soon resumed it. This caught you off guard and you moaned softly.
âThought you were in control tonight? Câmon, take it back.â He cooed, watching as you gripped at his shirt.
You scoffed before running your hands up under his shirt, feeling him up. Gojo chuckled lowly and you could feel it reverberating against his chest.
âTake this off.â You tugged at the hem of his shirt. Gojo made no arguments and eagerly stripped for you.
âIâm feeling a little embarrassed being the only shirtless one hereâŚwhy donât you make me feel better and let me take that off you?â He hummed, tilting his head.
âMhmâŚthe man who, if given the chance, would walk around shirtless 24/7, is embarrassed to be seen without a shirt. Iâm sure.â You rolled your eyes.
âOh câmon donât leave me hangingâŚmaybe iâm just feeling shy tonight.â He pouted up at you, tugging up at the hem of your shirt.
âPlease?â He asked, knowing how weak you were when he begged. Your resolve quickly crumbled, earning a chuckle from Gojo.
âFine.â You scoffed softly. Gojo wasted no time in helping you strip. His eyes greedily roamed your nearly bare torso, not missing the lacy baby blue bra you were currently wearing.
âDamnâŚthis never gets old no matter how many times i see it.â He grinned, letting his hands softly roam your waist. You blushed softly from the attention.
His eyes slowly roamed your chest before they landed on a small white bow in the middle of your bra. His fingertips gently grazed it and he smirked up at you, raising an eyebrow.
âLace and bows? You sure you didnât know I was coming tonight?â He laughed.
âYou bought this yourself? OrâŚâ He asked, a tinge of jealousy creeping its way into his tone unintentionally.
ââŚIt was a gift.â You answered vaguely, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. Gojoâs grip momentarily tightened on your waist at that answer.
âOh yeah? Gift from who?â He asked, feigning interest as his eyebrows furrowed. His smirk tightened a little as he looked at you.
âSome guy I was seeing a couple months ago. Gifted me some lingerie on like the second dateâŚI think you can see why that didnât last. But I got some expensive shit from him, so i thought id keep it.â You shrugged. You could practically feel the jealousy radiating off Gojo as his smile tightened even further.
âI seeâŚâ He hummed glancing to the side before looking back at you.
âI could buy you lingerie too yâknowâŚway prettier, expensive stuff. Way better than this, you deserve it.â His cheeks puffed slightly as he absentmindedly played with the strap of your bra.
You raised an eyebrow at his words before leaning closer.
âDonât tell meâŚyouâre jealous? Arenât you.â You whispered. Gojoâs eyes widened before he scoffed and looked away.
âJealous?? Me?? What would I be jealous for? That some prick bought you some lingerie before I did? Psshhhââ He scoffed.
You just looked at him with an unimpressed look. Eventually Gojo sighed and looked back at you with furrowed eyebrows and a pout.
âOk, yeah, Iâm jealousâŚbut thatâs just because I know iâm better than that guy in every possible aspect of life. I couldâve gotten you way prettier shit than this, and actually gotten it in your size. I mean lookâ The straps are practically slipping off your shoulders! This dude clearly doesnât know your measurements.â He rambled, tugging at the loose strap with an exasperated scoff.
You just smirked and watched as he got more frustrated.
âDidnât you say you liked this bra like two seconds ago?â You chuckled. Gojo glared at you and pouted further.
âWell that was before i found out who it was fromâŚâ He grumbled
âIf you hate it so much then just take it off.â You whispered, smirking at the way his eyes lit up at the suggestion.
âWell shit, donât have to tell me twice.â He scoffed, bringing one hand to your back to undo the strap. It was always a mystery how he could undo your bra so easily when it was so a challenge for you.
The bra slowly slipped down your chest and to the middle of your torso, exposing more and more skin as it traveled. Gojoâs eyes practically gained another twinkle in them as your bare chest was slowly exposed to him.
No matter how many times heâd seen you topless, he could never get enough. That was clear with the way his hands practically shot out to touch you. However, he remembered the mood you were still in and stopped his hands just a couple of inches away from you.
âCan IâŚplease?â Gojo glanced up at you through his lashes, practically salivating.
You almost responded immediately, but stopped yourself. You didnât want things to be this easy for himâŚand he did seem to want you in control.
âI think you can ask me better than that. Try again.â You smirked, loving the way his eyes widened in shock before he swallowed thickly. He nodded as he put his hands down on the bed on either side of you.
âBabyâŚit would mean the world to meâŚif i couldâ sorry, if youâd let meâ touch you. pleaseâŚfuck i need you so bad.â Gojo asked, a hint of a whine slipping its way into his voice as he begged, and damnit was he good. He would get permission for nowâŚbut youâd make him beg again later.
âYou may.â You smirked wider as you leaned closer to his face.
Gojo wasted no time in moving his large hands to your waist, squeezing and feeling the skin of your torso as much as humanly possible. His hands moved up to cup your breasts as he kissed your neck. His hands squeezed and groped the sensitive skin there, earning soft moans from you that only encouraged him to continue.
Then, to your surprise, Gojo kissed a trail down from your neck to the middle of your chest. He soon brought his mouth to kiss on one of your breasts before bringing one into his mouth. His tongue swirled around the bud of one as his free hand moved to massage the other.
The feeling only served to turn you on further as you moaned and moved your hand to grip on his hair. Gojo seemed to like that as he let out a responsive hum into your chest as he continued to suck and kiss at it.
Eventually he removed his mouth with a wet pop, panting softly as he opened his eyes to gaze up at you. His lips curled into a slow smirk as he saw the slightly dazed expression on your face.
âLook at youâŚyou liked my mouth on you that much?â Gojo asked in a teasing coo, earning a glare from you.
âDonât get cocky when you were just begging to touch me two seconds earlier.â You scoffed.
Gojoâs mouth opened to respond before he closed it again. He let out a small sigh through his nose before he smiled.
âTouchĂŠ.â He chuckled.
You rolled your eyes before letting them roam down his body. They stopped and focused on a particularly noticeable bulge that had formed in his sweats. Gojo watched as you looked at him and he didnât squirm. Instead he crossed his arms and leaned back a little.
âWow youâre already that hard?â You asked, chuckling as you didnât look away.
âDo you like it when iâm bitchy to you or something?â You asked, joking. But when you didnât hear an objection your eyes shot back up to his face.
Gojo didnât get embarrassed often, but right now you were pretty damn sure he felt called out. He wasnât looking at you and his cheeks were dusted a pretty pink along with the tips of his ears.
âOh. OhâŚOh my god. Seriously??â You laughed, leaning closer. He still wouldnât look at you as his cheeks puffed out.
âThat actually explains so much. You really like it huh?â You asked, still laughing. Gojoâs eyebrows furrowed and he continued to look away.
âSo what if I do? Youâre one of the only people who doesnât treat me like iâm above youâŚI like that.â He mumbled, looking back at you as he fiddled with the strings of his sweatpants.
His explanation actually made your heart skip a beat.
âOhâŚthatâs actuallyâŚlike, way nicer than I was expecting.â You blinked.
Gojoâs eyebrows furrowed as he scoffed, âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
You shrugged, feeling embarrassed now for assuming wrong.
âI dunnoâŚI just thought it was some weird kink you had.â You rubbed the back of your neck.
âWell thatâs definitely another part of it.â Gojo admitted honestly with a laugh. You rolled your eyes before feeling him pull you closer on his lap.
âWeâve been doing way too much talking.â He hums, letting his hands travel down your waist to your hips.
âSo impatientâŚâ You sighed and shook your head teasingly, earning a scoff from him.
âBut fine. If you wanna pick up the pace iâm down.â You hummed lowly.
You could feel the energy shift in the air as you leaned even closer to him. Gojoâs eyes relaxed as he allowed you to push him back further on the bed.
You brought your lips to his once more and slowly started to kiss him again, feeling him sigh into your mouth. He brought one hand to rest on your cheek, and placed the other on the curve of your hip.
The kiss was slow despite both or your earlier impatience. That was until your felt Gojo suddenly slip his tongue in your mouth, earning a surprised noise from the back of your throat. However, you quickly grew used to it and kissed him back; sliding your tongue against his and moaning softly at the taste of him.
You two continued to make out again for a while before it grew more heated. You could feel him desperately pressing his hips up against yours and you knew he couldnât wait any longer.
He finally broke the kiss with a wet âpopâ and he was panting as he looked at you with nothing but need in his bright blue eyes.
You took that look as a sign to finally make a move on him and take that control back. You brought your hands to his sweatpants and slowly snaked your hand below the waistband to tug them down. Gojo bit back a moan as he helped you take them off. At the same time he brought his hands to your lacy panties, tugging them down your thighs.
Once you were bare in front of him he nearly lost it.
âFuckâŚâ He breathed out, running his hand over his face as he stared at you hungrily. You felt a little shy at the attention but quickly shook it off in order to focus on him. You slid his boxers down and soon both of you were naked.
There was a thick tension in the air as neither of you moved, too busy admiring one another. Soon though, Gojo blinked and squeezed your hips.
You nodded and slowly started to line yourself up with him. Gojoâs breaths were shaky as he watched you.
You didnât move yet. You wanted to get him just a little more desperate. Your hips slowly moved and you just barely glided your body across the tip of his length.
This drove him crazy, but he knew better than to thrust into you when you werenât ready. His large hands went from your hips to the bedsheets as he gripped at them tightly, trying to ground himself.
âBaby pleaseâ Donât tease me, you know how fuckinâ needy I am right now.â He whined, watching you intensely.
With that you slowly sunk down on him, effectively shutting him up. Gojoâs face contorted in overwhelming pleasure as you took more of him.
âFuuuuuuckâ mmmnghââ He moaned gutturally. He hands gripped the sheets tighter before he held onto you again.
You felt your own breathing quicken as you got used to the feeling of him again for the first time in weeks. Your eyes shut as you moaned softly.
âMove your hipsâ please iâm beggingââ He whined desperately. When you did just that, slowly riding him, his eyes nearly rolled back.
âOh fuckâ Thatâs itâŚyou feel so fuckinââ nghhâ shiiiitttââ He gasped as you went a little faster. He tightly gripped your hips as he began to thrust up into you, making you gasp.
âFuckâ donât just do that withoutâ mngghâ warning meââ You moaned, unable to keep your eyes open.
Gojo pressed an apologetic kiss to your shoulder as he moved to wrap his arms around you and pull you closer as you continued to ride him.
âSorry babyâ just feels too good i canâtâ fuuuâ help myselfâ He could barely talk right now, too lost in the feeling of you wrapped around him.
You could feel his thighs trembling as you continued to move your hips faster. He was close, and honestly so were you.
You brought your hand to his hair, carding your fingers through the soft white locks before tugging on them, earning a strangled whimper from his mouth. He tilted his head back and thrust up into you quicker.
The sound of skin against skin filled the room as you two continued to lose yourselves in the feeling.
You lifted your hips up momentarily before bringing them back down on him. This combined with your hand in his hair was basically the end for him. He whimpered again as he started panting.
âBabyâ If you donât slow down mâgonna fuckinâ cuuuâ mmmnghhââ He gasped as you didnât relent in your movements; instead you moved even faster chasing both his release and yours.
With a final thrust Gojoâs body tensed and he hugged you closer letting out a string of moans as he came inside you.
He panted loudly as you continued to ride him even through this. The pleasure was overstimulating and he was practically in another dimension at this point.
âFuuuuckâ baby p-please just hold onâ mâstillâ shitâ sensitive ahââ He whined, but his hips continued to twitch up into you as you finally reached your own peak.
Your body clenched around him and you came around him as well, making him cry out again at the pleasure.
Once you both had came you laid with your bodies still pressed together for a few moments, just panting.
The next hour was a blur for you both. You and Gojo stayed pressed against each other for a few moments coming down from the high you just experienced.
Later, Gojo slowly peeled your sweaty bodies apart and laid you down gently next to him. He got up and walked to your bathroom to turn the shower on for you.
When you finished tiredly rinsing yourself off, Gojo helped you change into your pajamas before he tucked you in. He took a shower himself and in that time you had fallen asleep despite your best efforts to stay awake.
Gojo returned quietly to your room before crawling into bed with you. He pressed his chest against your back and wrapped his large arms around your body to hug you closer. He pressed a kiss against the nape of your neck before sighing softly.
You both fell asleep like that until the morning.
Gojo always woke up before you did. When you woke up around 30 minutes later you sleepily raised your head. You couldnât feel his body next to yours and a pit quickly formed in your stomach as you looked around your room with a slowly forming scowl.
âHe left. Of course he didâŚI donât know why I expected any differentââ You began to think before you heard the sound of coffee being poured in your kitchen.
Gojo appeared a few seconds later with two mugs in his hand and a gentle smile.
âMorning. Looks like you slept well.â He chuckled as his eyes traveled up to your messy bed head. Your cheeks flushed in embarrassment as your hands quickly flew up to smooth the hairs down.
âHere, made this for you.â He hummed, walking closer to hand you a mug. You took it before looking down at the warm liquid in the cup. Your eyebrows furrowed before you mumbled.
âYou didnât leaveâŚâ
Gojoâs eyebrows furrowed before he realized the reason why you were so surprised. He let out a gentle sigh as he sat down at the edge of your bed.
âOf course I didnâtâŚI want to earn your forgiveness, and I canât do that by keeping my old habits.â He spoke genuinely.
âI know iâve fucked up, but iâm serious about fixing things between us.â He took your hand in his, bringing your knuckles to his lips as he pressed a gentle kiss to the skin.
You could feel your heart clench at how soft he was being with you. Your eyebrows furrowed as you looked up at him.
He let go of your hand before cupping your cheek.
âBesides, why would I leave when by staying here I got to see your crazy bed head?â He teased, ruffling your hair even more. He stood up just as you began to swat at his hand grumpily.
Of course Gojo had to lighten the mood a littleâŚhe never could be serious for long.
You just hoped this time the one thing he could be serious about was his relationship with youâŚ
âNow câmon, I ordered us breakfast it should be here any minute now.â He grinned walking away to your kitchen, leaving you sitting up in bed with tousled hair and flushed cheeks.
You sighed before shaking your head with a hint of a smile.
long time no post guysâŚhow are we??
iâm getting better(?) at writing smut but i still feel a little embarrassed hahaha (lmk how i didâŚ)
this was way longer than i meant for it to be but oh well
