Hope

I sing Your praises always. You are good. You are so good. Help me in my weakness. Remind me. 

Wow. Just wow. 

Dream come true. Doesn’t feel real. God You are good. 

Lord, I am calling to You. You are so good. You brought me so far. This journey has been so beautiful and you have blessed me so abundantly. 

I am lost without You. Even though I know You are there, I need help. I am being attacked, and I am trying to call on You and remember Your Goodness. 

I am trying to remember how grateful I should be and how good You are and will always be. Let your will be done. I am having a hard time surrendering, but Lord, I call on You. I am weak and lost without You. I am calling on You for peace. Help me to accept Your will. Help me to turn away from the world and keep my heart on You.

Please. Please. Please. I call on You my God. Holy Spirit. Son of the Most High. I call on You for your grace and peace. Please. Please. Please. 

And here we are again. I’m taking a lot for granted, but I’m slowly starting to immerse myself in this reality. 

Here we are again. I got a really great gift this year ;) 

O CHANGELESS GOD,

Under the conviction of thy Spirit I learn that      the more I do, the worse I am,  the more I know, the less I know,  the more holiness I have, the more sinful I am,  the more I love, the more there is to love.    O wretched man that I am!O Lord,  I have a wild heart,    and cannot stand before thee; I am like a bird before a man. How little I love thy truth and ways! I neglect prayer,  by thinking I have prayed enough and earnestly,  by knowing thou hast saved my soul. Of all hypocrites, grant that I may not be    an evangelical hypocrite,  who sins more safely because grace abounds,  who tells his lusts that Christ’s blood    cleanseth them,  who reasons that God cannot cast him into hell,    for he is saved,  who loves evangelical preaching, churches,    Christians, but lives unholily.