Turning 40 OMG

Juggling work.a toddler.builders.insurance for the cost of the repair of the house.besides the normal every day shit 😩but it is what it is and I’m pushing through

Ok in a rented house.with a 2 year old.get up get to nursery and get to work.(nhs) mental health job.my passion since I started at 18.fab work friends.tbh the friends I couldn’t live without.and as you come to read later.you will see why

Divorced his unfaithful arse.and took my house back .yesssss it’s all mine you sucker 😂😂

My background.a single working mum.ex husband left us 😭😭😭😩😩😩😩😏whee when our daughter was 2 after years of IVF.hey ho his choice.oh gets better.left us when our house got flooded and moved out for 6 months for builders to move in.and that was that.let’s try this single mum life.and pass me the wine 😩😩😂

Walking into a slimming world meeting with yes I’m here and I’m going get slim 😂if anyone has ever been to a slimming world meeting than you know how it starts.you get the talk.you pay and then you get weighed.I thought in private and quietly this happened.but noooo the room heard it all.🤦‍♀️yes I’m bigger than a bus.and that’s being kind to buses😂then you sit and listen to who put on weight and who didn’t.(mortified) I can’t let this be me.🙏🏻

January of my 40th year.current weight 🐽🐽still looking at my Christmas cake.eat this first then start in February 😂brother says (I’m getting married) in august.er nod of the head and a look of are you joking🤔that only gives me 8 months.to go from 🐽to 👙ok with a sigh and a shake of the head.I can do this.no 🐽at my brothers wedding.

Well turning 50 was not what I thought it would be 🤷‍♀️in fact turning 40 wasn’t a blast either.tbh what I thought in my head and what actually was happening was a million miles from each other 😂it was my 40th year and I thought yes this is going to be my year.a size 10 ✔️a man✔️and not skint ✔️so let my 40th year begin