sorry i have nothing to post

the last week of may i had a good health week. it was sunny and hot, i went swimming, i made elderflower cordial, i tried to be as active as possible despite not having energy like a normal person, and for my usual i had great energy. but ever since june started my health has been down again and its a struggle daily… this godforsaken disease is such a mess. also the weather has been stupid, and classic dutch. a daily blanket of clouds in the sky. lack of sunlight, or when it’s there, its sporadic and not bright. sometimes rain. i hate it lol. been to the functional medicine doctor last monday to discuss my health test results and got prescribed some meds to try.. and i have to overhaul my diet once again… let’s see what it does..

i broke up with my oldest friend today. i don’t know how to feel :(

hello good morning what are y'alls plans for the day

sleep is shit again

i was thinking today wow i’m glad i don’t have anxiety anymore and i am over that! then i went to bed and couldn’t fall asleep and got a bad anxiety attack and had to take xanax :( it’s starting to work now but i still feel a little weird :(