"Bruv, you're proper lost, ain't ya?" The voice cut through the damp Manchester air, sharp as a broken bottle. Joe blinked at the kidâcouldn't have been older than sixteenâleaning against a graffiti-strewn bus stop, hood pulled low over his eyes. The kid took a drag from his Newport, exhaling smoke through his nose like some sort of teenage dragon.
Joe adjusted his backpack, feeling the weight of his overpacked tourist essentials digging into his shoulders. "I mean, yeah, kinda. Google Maps says this is supposed to be the way to the hostel, butâ"
"Google Maps?" The kid barked a laugh, shaking his head. "Fuckin' yank." He flicked the cigarette butt into the gutter and jerked his chin down the street. "Mate, you're in Moss Side. Ain't no hostel round here unless you wanna wake up in a bathtub full of ice."
Joe's stomach twisted. He'd heard about neighborhoods like this back in New York, but it was different when the warnings came from a kid who looked like he'd stab you for your trainers. He swallowed. "Right. Uh. Which way to the city center, then?"
The kid smirked, pulling out another Newport and lighting it with a cheap plastic lighter. "Tell you what," he said, blowing smoke directly into Joe's face. "You buy me a pack of these, Iâll walk you to Piccadilly. Fair trade, yeah?"
Joe coughed, the smoke clinging to his throat like tar. Heâd never smokedâwell, not seriously, not since that one disastrous frat partyâbut suddenly, watching the kid take another deep drag, something primal twisted in his chest. A craving, raw and insistent. His fingers twitched at his sides.
"Fine," he heard himself say. "But you better not rob me."
The kid grinned, all crooked teeth and mischief. "No promises, bruv."
As they walked, Joe found his stride syncing with the kidâs loose-limbed swagger, his own posture slouching without thought. The kidâDar, heâd said his name wasâtalked nonstop, a rapid-fire stream of slang and half-finished thoughts. Joe caught himself nodding along, even when he didnât fully understand.
"Oi, you even listening?" Dar elbowed him, not unkindly.
"Yeah, yeah," Joe said, surprised by the roughness in his own voice. "Just⊠thinking."
Dar snorted. "Dangerous, that." He offered the cigarette.
Joe hesitated. Then took it.
The first inhale burned like hell, but by the third drag, his head was swimming in a way that felt oddly right. His fingers, holding the filter, looked differentâdirtier, maybe, or just more at home.
Dar watched him, eyes gleaming. "There you go, mate. Now youâre getting it."
Joe didnât know what "it" was. But he wanted another drag.
The nicotine hit Joeâs bloodstream like a sledgehammer to the temples, but instead of recoiling, his body leaned into itâcraved it. He took another drag, deeper this time, letting the smoke curl around his tongue before exhaling through his nose, just like Dar. The kid grinned, clapping him on the back hard enough to make him stumble. "Fuckinâ hell, mate. Youâre a natural."
Joeâs laugh came out rougher than he expected, a guttural sound that scraped his throat raw. He glanced at his reflection in a shattered shop window as they passed. His hair, usually neat and swept back, now hung in greasy strands over his forehead. His jawline seemed heavier, stubble darkening in patches like he hadnât shaved in days. But it was his eyes that unsettled himâhooded, sharper, with a glint of something reckless.
"You alright, bruv?" Dar nudged him, already lighting another cigarette one-handed, the other shoved deep in the pocket of his tracksuit.
"Yeah," Joe muttered, but the word didnât sound right in his mouth anymore. Too soft. Too American. He cleared his throat, trying again. "Yeah, mate. Sound." The slang slipped out before he could stop it, and Darâs grin widened.
They turned down a narrow alley, the stench of piss and stale beer thick in the air. Joeâs nose wrinkled, but Dar didnât seem to notice, kicking an empty can against the wall with a hollow clang. Somewhere ahead, laughter eruptedâa group of lads clustered around a battered scooter, passing a spliff between them. One looked up, spotting Dar, and jerked his chin in greeting. "Oi, Dar! Whoâs the lost puppy?"
Joe stiffened, but Dar just smirked. "New recruit, innit?"
The lads erupted into laughter, and Joe felt his face heatânot with embarrassment, but something hotter, prickling under his skin. One of them, a thick-necked bloke with a gold chain glinting under his hoodie, stepped forward. "Recruit? Fuck off, he looks like heâd cry if you spat near him."
Joeâs fingers twitched. The craving hit again, not just for smoke now but for something elseâa fight, maybe. A chance to prove he wasnât some soft tourist. Before he could think, he snatched the spliff from the ladâs hand and took a deep pull. The weed burned worse than the cigarettes, searing his lungs, but he held it in, eyes watering, until the ladâs smirk faltered.
"Fuckâs sake," the guy muttered, but there was a grudging respect in his tone.
Dar cackled, slinging an arm around Joeâs shoulders. "Told you. Proper little madman, this one."
Joe exhaled, the smoke curling from his lips like a challenge. His head swam, his thoughts fraying at the edges, but beneath the haze, something clicked into place. The weight of his backpack felt wrong suddenlyâtoo clean, too tourist. He shrugged it off, letting it drop to the grimy pavement with a thud.
One of the lads whistled. "You just gonna leave that there?"
Joe looked at it, then at Dar, then back at the group. He shrugged, mimicking Darâs loose, careless posture. "Dunno. Sâjust shit, innit?"
The lads roared with laughter, and Dar clapped him on the back again, harder this time. "Fuck me, youâre learning fast."
Joe grinned, but it didnât feel like his own. His teeth felt too sharp in his mouth. His skin itched, tight and unfamiliar. The cravings were worse nowânot just for smoke or a fight, but for something deeper, something that slithered in his chest and whispered this is who youâve always been.
Dar handed him another spliff. Joe took it without hesitation.
"Fuckinâ hell, look at his shoes," one of the lads sneered, kicking at Joeâs pristine white trainers with a mud-crusted boot. "Like heâs off to play tennis with his nan." The group erupted into laughter, and Joeâs cheeks burnedânot just from humiliation, but from the sudden, gnawing need to make them stop laughing at him and start laughing with him.
Dar flicked the spliff ash onto Joeâs sweaterâa stupidly expensive Patagonia thing heâd packed for "urban exploring"âand grinned. "Mate, you look like a geography teacher who got lost on a school trip."
Joe glanced down at himself, suddenly hyper-aware of how wrong he looked. The crisp lines of his jeans, the tucked-in shirt, the fucking fanny pack strapped across his chest. Even his posture was too straight, too alert. Next to Dar and his mates, slouched against the alley wall like theyâd been poured there, he might as well have been wearing a neon sign: Soft Yank Cunt.
The thick-necked ladâMacca, someone called himâreached out and yanked the fanny pack off Joeâs shoulder, holding it up like a dead rat. "Whatâs this, then? Your handbag?"
Joeâs fingers twitched, but instead of grabbing it back, he shrugged. "Sâjust some shit," he muttered, testing the words like they were new teeth in his mouth.
Macca raised an eyebrow, impressed despite himself. He tossed the bag into a puddle and jerked his chin toward Joeâs sweater. "That next, or you gonna keep prancing about like Prince Harry?"
Joe didnât hesitate. He peeled off the sweater, the damp Manchester air biting his skin, and tossed it after the fanny pack. The lads whooped, and Dar slapped his bare shoulderâhardâleaving a stinging red mark. "Now youâre getting it, mate."
Macca shoved a crumpled Primark bag at him. "Here. Wear this if you wanna look like youâve been outside before."
Joe unfolded the hoodie insideâsleeves too short, hem stretched out from wear, the faint reek of sweat and weed baked into the fabric. He pulled it on without thinking. It fit wrong in all the right ways.
One of the ladsâsmaller, rat-faced, with a knife scar twisting his lipâsnorted. "Still got them posh-boy jeans, though."
Joe looked down at his dark-wash selvedge denim, the kind heâd saved up for back in Brooklyn. Without a word, he grabbed the pocketknife Macca was twirling and sawed at the knees, ripping holes big enough to shove his fists through. The frayed edges hung like cobwebs, and the lads erupted into cheers.
Dar handed him a can of cheap lager. "Drink. Then weâll sort your hair."
The lager tasted like piss and pennies, but Joe drained it in three gulps anyway, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. The rat-faced ladâIbram, someone called himâsnatched the empty can and crushed it against his forehead with a hollow crack. "Right," Ibram said, tossing the can over his shoulder. "You wanna roll with us? Canât look like a fucking gap year student." He circled Joe like a vulture eyeing roadkill, pausing to flick a finger at Joeâs hair. "First off, this gentrified shitâs gotta go."
Dar tossed Ibram a pair of clippers. Ibram caught them one-handed, thumbing the switch with a menacing buzz. Joeâs stomach lurched. "Youâre joking," he said, but his voice came out flat, already resigned.
Ibram grinned, revealing a gold-capped canine. "Dead serious, bruv. You want in? You get the Moss Side special." Before Joe could protest, Ibram yanked him onto an upturned milk crate and went to work. The clippers bit into Joeâs scalp, sending tufts of dark hair drifting to the pavement like confetti at a funeral. Cold air prickled his now-bare sides where Ibram had shaved harsh undercuts. "Keep the top messy, yeah? Like you could give a shit, but donât," Ibram instructed, ruffling the remaining hair into a greasy, haphazard quiff.
Someone handed Joe a cracked phone screen to check his reflection. The face staring back was a strangerâhooded eyes, sharp cheekbones, a mouth twisted into a sneer. The haircut made him look like heâd been in a fight with a lawnmower and lost.
Ibram snatched the phone back. "Next, jewelry." He dug into his pocket and flung a tarnished silver chain at Joeâs chest. "Wear it âtil it turns your neck green or youâre dead. No in-between." The chain was cheap, the clasp half-broken, but Joe looped it around his throat like it was solid gold.
"Tracksuit," Ibram continued, kicking a bundled-up Adidas jacket toward him. Joe shrugged into it, the synthetic fabric sticking to his sweat-damp skin. The sleeves were too short, the cuffs frayed. Perfect.
Macca tossed a pair of knockoff Nike joggers at his feet. "And lose the fucking shoes."
Joe hesitated, staring down at his ruined trainers. Theyâd cost him two hundred bucks back home. Now they were mud-caked, slashed at the toes from his pocketknife vandalism. He toed them off without ceremony and shoved his feet into the joggers. The lads erupted into jeers and applause.
Ibram lit a spliff, took a drag, and blew the smoke directly into Joeâs face. "Last rule," he said, tapping ash onto Joeâs shoulder. "You donât talk like a Yank anymore. Sound comes from here." He thumped his own chest, where a faded Manchester United tattoo peeked above his collar. "If I hear one more âawesomeâ or âdudeâ, Iâm chucking you in the Irwell."
Joe swallowed. His throat felt raw, like heâd been screaming for hours. He flexed his fingersâdirtier now, nails chewed to the quick. When he spoke, the accent was thicker, rougher, like gravel in his mouth: "Aight, bruv. Whatever you say."
The gang howled. Dar slung an arm around him, grinning like a feral cat. "Fuck me, heâs learning."
Ibram nodded, grudgingly impressed. He flicked the spliff at Joeâs chest. "Prove it."
Joe caught it before it hit the ground. He took a drag, held it, exhaled slow. The smoke curled between them like a challenge.
Ibramâs grin widened. "Welcome to the family, mate."
And just like that, Joe wasnât Joe anymore.
He wasnât sure he minded.
The cravingsâfor smoke, for violence, for the rush of being someone elseâthrummed under his skin like a second heartbeat.
Dar handed him a fresh pack of Newports. Joe tore into it like a starving man.
Somewhere in the back of his skull, a voice that still sounded like Joe whispered that this was fucked.
He crushed the thought like a cigarette butt under his heel.
The clippers had barely cooled off before Ibram was digging through his pockets again, pulling out a crumpled packet of perm solution with a grin that spelled trouble. "Right, bruv," he said, shaking the bottle like it was a grenade with the pin pulled. "Topâs too flat. Needs texture."
Joe blinked at the bottle, the chemical stench hitting his nostrils before he could process the words. "Youâre joking," he said, but his voice lacked convictionâalready roughened at the edges, already theirs.
Ibram flicked his forehead. "You look like a wet rat dragged through a Primark. Weâre fixing that." He shoved Joe back onto the milk crate and uncapped the perm solution with his teeth, spitting the lid into the gutter. The liquid inside was the color of piss, thicker than he expected.
Dar leaned in, lighting a fresh Newport off Maccaâs spliff. "Trust me, mate. Birds go mad for curls."
Joe hesitated, but his handsâDarâs hands, nowâwere already reaching up to rake through the hacked remnants of his hair. The movement felt instinctive, like heâd done it a thousand times before. "Fuck it," he muttered, and the lads erupted into cheers.
Ibram didnât wait for permission. He slathered the perm gel onto Joeâs scalp with the finesse of a bricklayer, working it into the greasy strands with his fingers. The burn was instant, a sharp, stinging heat that made Joeâs eyes water. "The fuckâs in this?" he gritted out, but the complaint came out half-laughing, already leaning into the pain like it was part of the ritual.
"Battery acid and hope," Ibram deadpanned, wrapping sections of hair around rusted perm rods heâd produced from somewhereâGod knew where. Each twist pulled tight enough to make Joeâs scalp scream.
Macca tossed Ibram a ripped plastic bag. "Cover his head. Let it marinate."
The bag went over Joeâs head like a hostage situation, the plastic sticking to his ears. The chemical smell intensified, seeping into his nostrils, his throat. He coughed, but it turned into a laugh when Dar shoved a can of Stella into his hands. "Drink. Takes the edge off."
Joe cracked the can open, the beer warm and skunky, but he downed half in one go. The lads were circling now, a pack of wolves assessing their newest member. SomeoneâRatface, maybeâlit a spliff and passed it to him. Joe took it without thinking, the weed mixing with the perm fumes in his skull like a toxic soup.
His reflection in a shattered car window was barely recognizable: bagged head, hoodie slipping off one shoulder, a Newport dangling from his lips. The voice in the back of his mindâthe one that still sounded like Joe from New Yorkâwhispered that this was deranged.
He exhaled smoke through the plastic. Couldnât bring himself to care.
Ibram checked his watch, a knockoff Rolex with a cracked face. "Five more minutes," he announced, like a surgeon in a tracksuit.
Dar leaned in, his breath hot and beery against Joeâs ear. "Youâre proper one of us now, mate."
Joeâs chest tightened, but not from fear. Something elseâpride, maybe, or just the chemicals eating through his scalp. He took another drag, holding it in until his lungs burned.
When Ibram finally yanked the bag off, Joeâs hair sprang free in a riot of tight, greasy curls, the perm solution leaving it stiff and reeking of ammonia. The lads howled, clapping him on the back hard enough to bruise.
"Fuckinâ hell," Macca crowed. "Looks like a poodle fucked a tramp."
Joe ran a hand through it, the texture foreign under his fingers. His reflection grinned back at him, all teeth and chaos.
Ibram tossed him a can of cheap hairspray. "Last step."
Joe sprayed it without hesitation, the aerosol cloud hanging in the air like a halo.
Dar lit another Newport, passed it to him. "Welcome to the crew, bruv."
And for the first time, he didnât even miss the old one.
"Right," Ibram said, flicking the Newport from his lips and grinding it under his heel. The ember died with a hiss against the wet pavement. "Now we brand ya."
Joeâno, Dar now, the name settling into his bones like a second skinâgrinned, already reaching for the fresh pack in his pocket. His fingers, nicotine-stained and restless, tore the plastic with his teeth. "Fuck it," he muttered around the cigarette bobbing between his lips. "Do your worst."
Macca barked a laugh, pulling a handheld tattoo gun from his waistbandâknockoff, jury-rigged, the needle buzzing like a trapped wasp when he thumbed the switch. "Nah, bruv. Weâll do our best."
The first sting of the needle against his temple was sharp, electric. Dar clenched his jaw, exhaling smoke through his nose as Macca carved a crude Manchester bee into his skin. The ink burned, mixing with the perm solution still dripping down his neck, but the pain was distant, secondary to the adrenaline thrumming in his veins.
"Fuckinâ hell," RatfaceâIbram, he corrected himselfâsnorted, watching blood bead along the lines. "Looks like a toddler did it."
Macca elbowed him aside. "Shut it. Thisâs art." He wiped the excess ink with his sleeve and moved to Darâs other temple, etching a jagged crown. "There. Now youâre royalty."
Darâs laugh came out rough, guttural. The needle moved to his cheekbone next, sketching a lightning boltâwonky, uneven, but his. The lads crowded around, passing a bottle of cheap vodka to sterilize the needle between strokes. Dar took a swig straight from the bottle, the alcohol searing his throat, and spat it onto the pavement.
Ibram snatched the gun from Macca, nudging Darâs head to the side. "My turn." The needle buzzed against his scalp, just above the ear, carving a series of numbersâpostcode, Dar realized, their postcode. The ink seeped into his skin like a claim.
"Now youâre proper Manc," Ibram said, slapping the fresh tattoo hard enough to make Darâs vision swim. The sting radiated through his skull, throbbing in time with his pulse.
Dar touched the raw skin, the raised lines sticky under his fingertips. His reflection in a puddle showed a strangerâhollow-cheeked, eyeshadowed with exhaustion and smoke, his new tattoos glistening under the streetlight. The perm curls clung to his scalp like a greasy halo.
"Last one," Macca said, rolling up Darâs sleeve. The needle bit into the inside of his forearm, etching a single word in jagged script: MADMAN.
Dar flexed his arm, watching the ink bloom under his skin. The pain was sharp, clean, right. He grabbed the vodka bottle and poured it over the fresh tattoo, the alcohol sizzling in the open wounds. The lads whooped, clapping him on the back hard enough to bruise.
Ibram lit a spliff, passing it to Dar. "Now youâre one of us."
Dar took it, the weed thick and pungent on his tongue. The smoke curled around his face, mingling with the scent of ink and blood and perm solution. His skin itched, tight and unfamiliar, but beneath it, something settledâa belonging, a home.
The voice in the back of his skullâthe one that still sounded like Joeâwhispered that this was permanent.
Dar exhaled, slow, deliberate.
"Hold up," Ibram said, squinting at Dar's bare arms like he'd just noticed them for the first time. He flicked his Newport ash onto Dar's perm-curled head. "These are begging for ink."
Macca grabbed Dar's left wrist, twisting it to inspect the skin. "This one's getting color. Proper bling shit." He traced a diamond shape with his grimy fingernail, leaving faint red lines. "Fifty of these, from knuckles to collar. Rainbow colors, yeah? Like them Haribo packets."
Ratfaceâno, Foz, Dar remembered suddenly, the name surfacing through the weed hazeâdug through a Tesco bag and dumped out a handful of marker pens. "We'll sketch it first," he said, uncapping a neon pink one with his teeth. The chemical tang of solvent mixed with the perm stench still clinging to Dar's scalp.
The first marker stroke was cold against Dar's skin. Foz worked fast, sketching jagged diamonds that climbed his forearm like scales. Macca followed with a blue pen, filling in every other shape. The colors clashedâacid yellow next to traffic-cone orangeâbut Dar's pulse jumped at the sight. His arm looked alive, like something that'd glow under blacklight at a rave.
"Other arm's getting this," Ibram announced, pulling a crumpled printout from his pocket. The paper showed a vector-style cannabis leaf, black outlines with toxic green shading. "Proper statement, innit?"
Dar grinned, flexing his right arm. "Do it."
Ibram slapped the paper against Dar's skin, tracing the design with a stolen biro. The ink bled, leaving smudged guidelines. Someoneâmaybe Dar himselfâpassed Ibram the buzzing tattoo gun. The needle hit bare skin, and Dar's breath hissed through his teeth. The leaf took shape in jagged lines, the green ink pooling under his epidermis like algae in dirty water.
"Fuckin' mint," Macca muttered, watching Ibram shade the leaf's serrated edges. He grabbed Dar's perm-frizzed hair, yanking his head sideways. "Now the face."
A bottle cap scraped against Dar's temple as Foz pressed it into his skin, twisting to leave a red circle mark. "Sun and moon combo," Foz explained, swapping the cap for a razor blade. "Left side's a sun with rays. Right's a crescent moon with teardrops."
The blade bit before Dar could ask why. Blood welled along his hairline as Foz carved the first ray, the pain white-hot and clean. Macca dabbed at the blood with a beer-soaked rag, then pressed the tattoo gun to the fresh wound. The vibration traveled straight to Dar's molars.
By the time they finished, Dar's face was a patchwork of burning skin and drying ink. The sun on his left temple throbbed, its rays ending in tiny daggers. The moon on the right wept three jagged tears down his cheekbone.
Ibram stepped back, wiping his inky hands on his joggers. "Now you look like you've done time."
Dar touched his face, his fingertips coming away smeared with blood and emerald-green ink. The shop window reflection showed a strangerâa proper Manc nightmare with jailhouse tats and a perm that'd make a pimp blush.
The voice in the back of his skullâthe one that still sounded like Joeâscreamed that this was insanity.
Dar lit a Newport with hands that didn't shake.
The smoke tasted like victory.
The sting of fresh ink still burning his skin, Dar shifted on the milk crate, suddenly aware of an uncomfortable tightness in his joggers. The way Ibram loomed over himâknuckles cracked from holding the tattoo gun, sweat glistening on his shaved headâsent an unexpected jolt through Darâs gut. His cock twitched against the cheap polyester, the friction almost painful.
"Fuckinâ hell," Macca snorted, nudging Darâs knee with his boot. "Either youâre happy to see us or youâve got a knife down there."
Heat crawled up Darâs neck as the lads erupted into laughter. He shouldâve been mortified, but the way Fozâs gaze dropped to his crotch, lingering with a smirk, only made the throbbing worse. Dar adjusted himself roughly, the fabric straining. Something felt offânot just the arousal, but the way his cock seemed to pulse, expanding, the head rubbing insistently against the inner seam.
Ibram flicked his Newport at Darâs lap. "Oi. You gonna share with the class or what?"
The ember burned through the thin fabric before Dar could swat it away. He hissed, but the pain twisted into something darker when Ibram grabbed the waistband of his joggers and yanked them down without ceremony.
Cold air hit Darâs bare skinâfollowed by a chorus of sharp inhales.
"No fuckinâ way," Foz breathed.
Where his modest, American cock shouldâve been, something monstrous twitched in the Manchester duskâthick as a Red Stripe can, veins snaking up the shaft like barbed wire. The head glistened, already leaking precome onto the pavement. The ladsâ silence lasted three heartbeats before exploding into chaos.
"What the actual fuckâ"
"âgrowinâ a third leg like a proper donâ"
Ibram, ever pragmatic, whipped out his phone and started filming. "Thisâs goinâ on MancWorld, bruv."
Darâs hands hovered, unsure whether to cover himself or grip the ridiculous thing. Every frantic pulse sent another inch of flesh springing free, his balls tightening against his thighs like theyâd been pumped full of concrete. The weight of it was obscene, the tip brushing his knee when he shifted.
Macca, ever the poet, summed it up: "Looks like a fucking traffic cone wrapped in barbed wire."
Foz reached out, poking the swollen head with a grimy fingernail. Darâs vision whited out. Pleasure detonated up his spine, his hips jerking uncontrollably. The lads whooped as a thick rope of precome splattered Fozâs Adidas slides.
"Sensitive, eh?" Ibram crowed, slapping Darâs thigh hard enough to leave a handprint. The sting ricocheted straight to his cock, which gave another violent twitch. "Bet you could knock a bird out with one thrust, you mutant cunt."
Darâs laugh came out strangled. His reflection in a puddle showed a greasy-haired, tattooed thing with a dick that belonged in a German dungeon. The voice that used to be Joeâs screamed in the back of his skullâbut it was drowned out by the liquid heat pooling in his gut.
Foz wiped his shoe on Darâs leg, grinning. "Gonna need a wheelbarrow to carry that thing, bruv."
Ibram tossed him a crumpled Tesco bag. "Cover up before you impale someone."
Dar barely managed to stuff himself into the bag, the plastic sticking to his slick flesh. Every movement sent sparks up his spine, his cock demanding attention like a neglected pitbull.
Macca lit a spliff, passing it to Dar with a smirk. "Now youâre proper Moss Side, mate."
Dar took it, inhaling deep. The weed curled around his brain, and for the first time, the craving wasnât just for smoke or violenceâbut for more.
More of whatever the fuck was happening to his body.
The ladsâ laughter faded into background noise as Darâs cock throbbed in its makeshift prison, aching for something he couldnât name yet.
Ibram clapped him on the back, his grin all teeth.
"Welcome to the big leagues, bruv."
The Tesco bag split open halfway down the alley, sending Darâs monstrous cock springing free like a jack-in-the-box from hell. The lads howled as it slapped against his thigh with a wet thwack, the veins pulsing under the streetlight like live wires.
"Fuckinâ hell," Ibram muttered, crouching to inspect it like a mechanic assessing a totaled car. His fingernailsâblack with grimeâscraped along the underside, making Darâs hips jerk. "Needs decoration."
Macca tossed him the tattoo gun, still buzzing from Darâs facial ink. Ibram caught it one-handed, thumbing the voltage higher. The needle screamed like a hornetâs nest.
The needle bit into the base of Darâs cock with a precision that felt like a cattle brand. Ibram worked fast, etching barbed wire in jagged loops around the shaft, each twist and thorn rendered in stark black ink. The pain was electricâsharp enough to make Darâs teeth rattle, but beneath it, a sick thrill coiled in his gut. His dick twitched in Ibramâs grip, swelling further as the ink seeped into his skin, the barbed wire seeming to move as his veins pulsed beneath it.
"Hold still, you twitchy cunt," Ibram growled, wiping blood and ink off with the hem of his hoodie. The wire climbed higher, each new loop tighter than the last, until the entire length was a grotesque masterpiece of pain and artistry. Darâs breath came in ragged gasps, his hips bucking involuntarily as the needle scraped over a particularly sensitive ridge. Precome dribbled from his tip, mixing with the ink in glossy rivulets.
Macca leaned in, squinting. "Headâs too pale. Looks like a fucking ghost compared to the rest." He snatched the tattoo gun from Ibram and, without warning, pressed it flush against the swollen crown. Dar howled, back arching off the milk crate as Macca blacked out the entire head in one brutal sweep. The needle buzzed like a chainsaw, carving through sensitive flesh, the ink pooling in thick, tar-like patches.
The lads erupted into cheers as Macca leaned back to admire his work. Darâs cock was now a throbbing monolithâjet-black at the tip, barbed wire coiled tight around the shaft, the veins beneath straining against the ink. It looked less like a dick and more like a weapon dredged up from some underground fight club.
Foz whistled, low and appreciative. "Bet that hurts like a bitch when you wank."
Darâs laugh was ragged, his voice raw. "Worth it." His fingers brushed the fresh ink, hissing at the contact. The barbed wire seemed to burn under his touch, the pain blending into a perverse pleasure that made his balls tighten.
Ibram lit a Newport, blowing smoke directly onto Darâs weeping tip. The heat sent another jolt through him, his cock twitching like a live wire. "Now youâre proper nasty," he said, grinning around the cigarette. "No birdâs gonna forget that in a hurry."
Dar flexed, watching the ink shift with the movement. The blacked-out head glistened under the streetlight, a grotesque crown atop a barbed throne. The voice in the back of his skullâthe one that still sounded like Joeâwas silent now. Smothered. Gone.
Macca handed him a crumpled can of cheap lager. Dar cracked it open, letting the warm piss-water spill over his knuckles and onto his cock, the alcohol stinging the fresh ink. He didnât flinch.
Dar took a drag of Ibramâs Newport, the smoke curling around his face as his monstrous dick throbbed in the open air.
Heâd never felt more alive.
Macca snapped his fingers suddenly, his eyes lighting up like he'd just remembered where he left his last brain cell. "Oi. We ain't done yet." He dug into the pocket of his tracksuit bottoms, producing a grimy Ziploc bag that clinked ominously. Inside, nestled among bits of tobacco and what looked like a dead beetle, was a curved barbell piercingâ00 gauge, the kind meant for industrial-strength fuckery. The balls at each end weren't standard steel though; they were diamonds, or close enough, catching the streetlight and scattering fractured gleams across Dar's thighs.
Ibram whistled. "Themâs from Tiffanyâs," he said, with all the reverence of a rat acknowledging a trash bin.
"Fell off a lorry," Macca corrected, spitting onto the pavement before flipping the barbell between his fingers like a switchblade. "Perfect for His Majesty here." He gestured at Dar's cock with the kind of pride usually reserved for custom motorcycles.
Darâs stomach lurchedâpart terror, part anticipationâas Macca pinched the head of his dick between thumb and forefinger, stretching the piss slit wide. The cold metal of the taper pressed against the tender flesh, and Darâs vision whited out for a solid three seconds. The pain was crystalline, sharper than the tattoo needle, radiating up his spine like a lightning bolt. He barely registered the pop as the taper breached, or the slick schlick of the barbell following through.
Then the weight settledâfuck, the weightâthe diamonds swinging slightly with every ragged breath Dar took.
"Fuckinâ bling," Foz muttered, reaching out to flick one of the diamond balls. It spun lazily, the facets catching the light and throwing disco-ball reflections onto the brick wall behind them.
Dar looked down. His cock was a fucking art installation nowâbarbed wire tattooed shaft, blacked-out head, and now this obscene jewelry glinting like a chandelier in a brothel. The barbell curved elegantly, the diamonds nestled snug against either side of his slit. When he shifted, the metal clinked against his zipper-less joggers, a constant, taunting reminder of what heâd become.
Ibram lit a spliff, passing it to Dar with a smirk. "Try pissinâ now, bruv."
Dar took a drag, holding the smoke in as he experimentally flexed his pelvic muscles. A thin, erratic stream arced out, splattering against the pavement in a pattern that looked like a drunk toddlerâs finger painting. The diamonds dripped.
Macca slapped his knee, howling. "Like a sprinkler!"
Dar exhaled smoke through his nose, watching the piss puddle reflect the streetlight. His reflection in it was unrecognizableâhollow-eyed, ink-streaked, with a dick that belonged in a Vice documentary. The voice that used to be Joeâs was so faint now, buried under layers of nicotine and Manchester grime.
Ibram grabbed Darâs chin, forcing eye contact. "Youâre perfect," he said, and for once, there was no mockery in it. Just approval.
Darâs chest tightened. He took another drag, the ember flaring bright in the dusk.
Somewhere in the distance, a siren wailed.
The lads didnât flinch.
Ibram flicked the spent Newport into the gutter and wiped his inky hands on his thighs. The streetlight above them buzzed, flickering like a dying insect as its glow painted Darâs face in jaundiced yellow. "One last thing," Ibram said, digging into the pocket of his trackies. His fingers emerged clutching a vial of ink so black it seemed to swallow the light around it. "Eyes."
Dar blinked. "The fuck you mean, eyes?"
Ibram grinned, rattling the vial. "Gonna make âem proper beast mode. Like a werewolf in a fucking Honda Civic." He popped the cap with his teeth, the stench of alcohol and something chemical sharp enough to make Darâs nostrils flare.
Macca grabbed Darâs head from behind, fingers digging into his perm-frizzed hair. "Hold still or youâll go blind," he muttered, as if that was a casual risk, like dropping a kebab.
The needle hovered inches from Darâs left eye, the tip glistening with fresh ink. His pulse jackhammered, but his body didnât moveâcouldnât move, not with Foz pinning his shoulders and Maccaâs grip like a vise. The first touch of the needle was a white-hot lance straight into his optic nerve. Darâs scream tore through the alley, ragged and animal, as Ibram worked fast, etching jagged black veins into the sclera. The ink spread like spilled oil, swirling into the natural red of his bloodshot whites until his entire eyeball was a cracked hellscape of black and crimson.
"Fuckâfuckâ" Dar gasped, tears streaming down his inked cheeks, but Ibram was already switching eyes. The second pass was worse, the pain so intense it looped back around to something euphoric. His vision swam, fractured into kaleidoscope shards as the needle carved its verdict into him.
When it was over, Ibram leaned back, wiping the needle on his sleeve. "Look at me."
Dar forced his eyes open. The world was a smeared watercolor now, but Ibramâs grin was unmistakableâthe kind of smile a butcher gives a lamb. Macca shoved a cracked phone screen in front of Darâs face. His reflection stared back: eyes black-veined and feral, the pupils swallowed by ink until they were pinpricks in a void. A proper fucking monster.
"Sick," Foz breathed, poking Darâs cheekbone like he was checking for a pulse.
Ibram slapped Darâs back, sending a fresh wave of pain radiating through his skull. "Now youâre Moss Side royalty."
Dar blinked, his new eyes watering. The streetlights bled halos, the alley walls wavering like they were underwater. He could feel the ink inside him, a living thing crawling through his veins, rewriting him from the inside out. The voice that used to be Joeâs was silent nowânot buried, not ignored, but gone, erased as thoroughly as his American accent.
Macca handed him a warm can of Stella. Dar cracked it open, the aluminum biting his fingers, and chugged half in one go. The beer tasted like piss and pennies, but it washed the metallic tang of fear from his tongue.
Ibram lit a spliff, the ember flaring in the dark. "Whatâs next, then?"
Dar exhaled smoke through his nose, watching it curl toward the flickering streetlight. His cock ached, the barbell piercing swinging with every breath. His eyes burned. His skin itched with fresh ink. And beneath it all, a hungerâraw, insatiableâfor something he couldnât name yet.
"Whatever the fuck we want," Dar said, and his voice didnât shake.
The lads grinned, a pack of wolves scenting blood.
Somewhere in the distance, a police siren wailed.