Twinkle wants to hug tay!!

Me listening to haunted💞

Also I know places, false god, don’t blame and dress😂💗

i'm fairly confident that i know taylor. i know her enough to know she has been signing petitions and doing whatever she can about the george floyd situation, but you can't stop dragging her for that.

and then a PRE-RECORDED message, that is supposed to be a POSITIVE thing, is played for the class of 2020, you all drag her for that too.

at this point she can't do anything right for you. some of you will always find something to moan about.

i am known on my instagram account for always speaking my mind respectfully, and for always respecting other people's opinions too.

but this is just ridiculous at this point.

i feel so sorry for her right now. her OWN FANS, in her own fandom, are all dragging her for doing nothing wrong, and it's not fair on her at all.

she said what she said for the youtube graduation livestream as a way of trying to empathise with these people. and she is saying to celebrate your graduation even though it didn't turn out the way you expected. there is no fault in that at all.

she is doing what she has done for over thirteen years through her songwriting, being personal to each and every one of us. just because it doesn't rhyme, just because it doesn't have a catchy beat, doesn't make it something to drag.

I know, I'm late, but... I think it's never too late, for all. 😉

So, here I am!

I'm Stella ⭐ (unfortunately, I'm not like a Tennessee Stella McCartney), I'm 25 and I'm Italian.

I'm suffering of anxiety from always.

Since I was a little child, every morning, before school, I throwed up.

At 12 years old I had my first panic attack.

I didn't know what was a "panic attack". I was sure I was having heart problems, because I always had tachicardy.

I've Generalized Anxiety, with Agoraphobia, dissociative panic attacks and depression. The most terrible symptoms are depersonalization and derealisation.

I will NEVER get used to panic attacks (like EVER).

I can't do lots of things, and this make me feel sad, angry and different, sometimes like an alien (and lots of people see me like this, 'cause they can't understand).

I can't go out alone, drive, work too much, stay in big and crowded places...

I also lost 2 years of school because I got bullied. Now, that people, have great jobs and lovers and children.

I don't know if someone will be in love with me someday 😢

All I know is a beautiful girl with a beautiful voice is helping so much with my life since 2007, and she is called Taylor Alison Swift. ❤️

I love her and her songs SO much. Unfortunately, I can't go to concerts, so I never saw her live. My dream is to hug her for 13 seconds (yes, a long hug), but I don't know if this will be reality one day.

Meanwhile I create, with other people's help, a Tumblr post dedicated to people who suffer of mental or physical problems and can't go to concerts. There are some ideas. Please, reblog it! 🙏🏻

Finally, I'm saying my mom has persecution complex and our family has no much money.

But fortunately, 6 years ago, my psychologist gave me a cat, because she knows cat is my favourite animal.

I called him Schizzo 'cause he's a little crazy like me lol 😹

So, here some photos of us! 👧🏻🐱

Thank you for reading!

Lots of love to everyone of you who is suffering. 💗

PS: sorry for my not perfect English 😅

PPS: I want to thank @swiftiesofcolor and @swiftieswithdisabilitays for all.

@taylorswift @taylornation @tree-paine