invincible is just a word.

To love you must first feel pain — to perfect your heart it must be broken a few times.

To find yourself you must first be lost. To walk the path you want, you must reject the open road. To find freedom you must climb the pits of hell. Only then will you find exactly what you’re searching for.

I did so many read throughs of Punpun i cant even count it on one hand. Most of the time i found myself liking the complexity of Aiko and her deranged, abusive and unhealthy relationship to Punpun. Recently but not too recent, I went through a shitty “relationship” (in quotations because i cant even call it that) where it had shifted my perspective of myself and how i viewed love. I thought it was over and was time to give up, but instead this girl i had always felt was beautiful in my English college class a year ago had confessed to me. I remember fangirling to my friends that the pretty girl in my english class talked to me long ago, and fortunately we lost touch for a semester which is when i met this… person… that i had that mess with. I told that person about my love for Oyasumi Punpun, and she went and made me hate myself and question everything. I disappeared for a while off social media. I took her berating me personally, i let the light fade from her and i realized that she was a horrible person down to her soul. A siren much like, who spouted nice things to get you to abide then turns on you in harm. Happily, i’ve long forgotten her face. Her voice, everything. Sometimes i forget her and i’s story too. My perfect wonderful girlfriend reminds me of sachi, she saved me from giving up on love. She has pretty short hair and an attitude that can move planets. She is a powerhouse of love and care that made me realize that all this love that i received that hurt me was just someone else’s greed and inability to be human. I promised myself to give my girlfriend the world and i’ve been trying so hard to!! But its difficult because she’s too busy giving me the world, she doesnt let me pay for anything and in exchange i buy her cute things of her interest hehe you guys can find your love too. I believe in you.

I apologize for disappearing. Been more active on my poetry and fashion accounts.

How strange it is to be anything at all.

Started Kaiju no. 8, it’s really good! So good i picked up the manga and caught up on it too :)