The Summers of Winter

I’ve been thinking. If makeup for ladies is considered “false advertisement” than shouldn’t men’s “kindness” be considered false advertisement too? It really isn’t just men, but everybody.

Just because you are “kind” to someone doesn’t equal to them owing you something. That isn’t kindness. That’s just some douchebag who just wants something and pretends to be something they’re not in order to get it. Like really? The fact that you expect something in return just shows what kind of person you are.

People like that are far worse than people who wear makeup. Because one is much more harder to detect than the other especially if these douchebags know exactly how to act. Some may be more easy to identify, but there are others that have already became skilled in the art of deception.

I remember seeing a post about how people have an urge to kill cute things just so they can stop being cute and I thought, “Pfft, yeah right.” Until now. Recently  a spider got into my room and on my window. So I went to go kill it with some paper towels and while grabbing the little critter, I just apparently had to look at it first before doing anything. And this spider was looking right back at me. I feel like we had a bit of a moment, that spider and I. I even thought that it looked adorable and had half a thought of letting it go free outside....right before I mercilessly crush it's tiny body between my fingers.

I was so fucking horrified that I just did that. Like holy shit, what the fuck just happened?! Yep. And that my story.