☙ the shining darkness ❧

every time somebody around me announces that they are in a good mood the first thing that pops up in my head is my father's voice smugly asking "you want me to ruin it?". bitch has been dead for me for years and ts haunts me still

i like how different people send their unrelated asks and sometimes bring up one of the zone guardians as "clearly intentionally the most unlikable/obviously making the worst decisions of all" (it's a different zone guardian every time)

the peremptory idea of utterly 'healthy', trouble-free coexistence between humans is unattainable and the constant pursuit of it further makes the society unbearable to live in

it's taking ridiculously long to make and also i hate it so much. perfect combo for a piece of content

me desperately digging up bits and pieces of off discourse online to get the spark back in my fading obsession like a kiwi bird from that goddamn heart-wrenching animation about addiction

zacharie from the game off by mortis ghost would actually love being a mii in tomodachi life

i NEVER publish ANYTHING without crippling sense of SHAME and EMBARRASSEMENT. i have my standards