DEAR ANYONE:

so sad so empty so fucking lonely

ooofff and poof just like that it ended, all the months gone. the last two are really going to hurt the most. we were so close and still nothing. wasn’t enough for him but I am enough for me and that is what matters.

well .... I’ve done in this time... made a complete fucking absolute fool of myself... and it’s funny because I wish I felt the same hatred for him as I do for myself in this moment... there are barely enough words to describe it ... just pure self loathing every inch I had of self worth has just evaporated... don’t lurk you’ll get hurt

so fucking fat all the fucking time

god I’m gonna miss him so much

there is nothing worse than looking back at old photos and noticing how much better u looked