ambivalent

Too grown for em because I had to grow up fast

Too childish for them because I never finished growing up

More or less I've leveled up

Excuse me if I'm loud

By now I should've cut it out

But sometimes my brain don't match up with my mouth

Moods swings I be up all about

I'm either real quiet

One flip I'm at my highest and then I'm loud

Somethings seem foggy like I got my head up in the clouds

No more gas clouds

Don't smoke loud

Already ready trippin off the drugs

With out em still feelin numb haha

I'm straight see it in my face

Long as I'm not dropping tears everyday

I love life it's a bitter taste

Bitter sweet, it always suprise

Lord got my soul to keep

He's the only one who's taking me

I'll never leave

Wondering if its myself i should fear

I break my own trust

Full of confusion and lust

Is this love or is it something i seek

To fufill something

all day working folks dont get any rest

Everyone just fienen for that happiness that's on a check

While ignoring everything that's building up on they chest

Now they too stressed

They don't know why they depressed

Doctors are saying its complex

But rates of suicide is an issue rising in the u.s.

We go to school to get a job to spend the rest of our life paying it off

Were a rat race everyone wanna get to the top

During those times it seem like people getting lost