Who do you ship with my muse?
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Who do you ship with my muse?
Bonus: Include why you like the ship!

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Fyre mun talks - activity on/off tumblr
I still live I promise, however I am starting to realize that tumblr just doesn't hold my attention as much as it use to. This is not any of my followers faults nor is it mine.
Interests changed and as much as I love and miss rping sometimes I am an adult with a busy life between work family and just life things in general are keeping me from really enjoying being here.
I would however LOVE to keep in contact off tumblr with the friends and followers I've made here! I am willing to give my discord name and an invite to a "dead" server I run to those who are interested and send in an ask. My hope is to become more than just tumblr friends leaving everyone wondering why I disappeared and or when/if I'll be back.
Fyre mun talks - activity on/off tumblr
I still live I promise, however I am starting to realize that tumblr just doesn't hold my attention as much as it use to. This is not any of my followers faults nor is it mine.
Interests changed and as much as I love and miss rping sometimes I am an adult with a busy life between work family and just life things in general are keeping me from really enjoying being here.
I would however LOVE to keep in contact off tumblr with the friends and followers I've made here! I am willing to give my discord name and an invite to a "dead" server I run to those who are interested and send in an ask. My hope is to become more than just tumblr friends leaving everyone wondering why I disappeared and or when/if I'll be back.
Fyre talks
//hello my lovely fyreflies!
//I just wanted to say that I’ve joined a new (to me) chat system similar to Discord called Stoat. I have even created my server “Fandoms United” there as well! If you have stoat and would like to join here is a link to do so :D
Reminder you must be 18+ to join!
自然の法則に心と身体が完全に一致した時、我々人間の生命は、この宇宙を動かす無限の力と一体となり驚嘆に値する偉大な力を発揮することが出来る。
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❛ I like the way you say my name. Say it again. ❜ Sakura at Hijikata. He's been so focused on work that now his heads up from his papers it's like seeing the guard all over again, but without his normal filter. The princess is leaning a bit to close, eyes lidded and gaze far away
Hijikata had been standing close to the desk, the tips of his fingers rested on the edge as he’d leaned over slightly having had been calling to the princess a few times by the time they finally looked up at him. It was rare that Sakura be so forward with him that for a very brief moment it had taken him off guard.
Standing straighter clasping his hands before him, Hijikata then leaned over slightly. “If that is your wish. Perhaps it is time to rest Sakura..” though his voice was deep, it was soft and hinting that the princess really had been working quite hard if it had taken them this long to really notice he’d been calling them by name.
SUGGESTIVE STARTERS
Sentence starters that are Suggestive. Change pronouns as you see fit.
❛ I like the way you say my name. Say it again. ❜ ❛ If I sit in your lap, will you finally pay attention to me? ❜ ❛ You smell really good… is that for me? ❜ ❛ I could listen to you talk forever… but I’d rather kiss you. ❜ ❛ Your hands are so warm… can you keep them on me a little longer? ❜ ❛ You blushing is my new favorite thing. ❜ ❛ Scoot over. I’m cold and you look cozy. ❜ ❛ Do you want to come inside… or should I make it more obvious? ❜ ❛ That dress is cute. Would be cuter on my floor. ❜ ❛ I wasn’t planning on staying the night, but you're making it hard to leave. ❜ ❛ I’d offer you a drink, but I’m already intoxicating enough. ❜ ❛ Are you always this bossy, or is it just when you're turned on? ❜ ❛ Your voice does things to me. Say anything. I don’t care what. ❜ ❛ Don’t give me that look unless you’re ready to deal with the consequences. ❜ ❛ You keep acting like I won’t pin you to the wall. ❜ ❛ What if I said I’m not wearing anything underneath this? ❜ ❛ That was a dangerous thing to whisper in my ear. Do it again. ❜ ❛ I could be good, if you asked me nicely. ❜ ❛ Stop biting your lip like that. You’re making it really hard to focus. ❜ ❛ If you keep teasing me, I might have to return the favor. ❜ ❛ I want your hands on me. Now. ❜ ❛ Are you going to kiss me, or just keep looking at my mouth? ❜ ❛ Lay back. Let me take care of everything. ❜ ❛ You sound so pretty when you say my name like that. ❜ ❛ Tell me where you want me. I’ll go there. ❜ ❛ I want to hear you. Don’t hold back. ❜ ❛ Do you always sound like that when you’re this close? ❜ ❛ Look at me when I touch you. ❜ ❛ I need to feel you, not just hear you. ❜ ❛ You taste better than I imagined. ❜ ❛ We’re just cuddling… unless you want it to be more. ❜ ❛ You keep inching closer. Should I be nervous? ❜ ❛ We probably shouldn’t be doing this right now… but I want to. ❜ ❛ I can hear your heartbeat from here. Are you nervous or excited? ❜ ❛ Tell me to stop and I will. But I really don’t want to. ❜ ❛ If you want me, say it. ❜ ❛ You’re really bad at pretending you don’t want me. ❜ ❛ One bed. One blanket. And you’re shaking. ❜ ❛ You’re still thinking about last night, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ You can either keep pretending you don’t want me, or you can come here. ❜ ❛ You’re mine tonight. Say it. ❜ ❛ No one else gets to see you like this. ❜ ❛ You make such pretty noises. Don’t hide them. ❜ ❛ Don’t tease me if you’re not going to follow through. ❜ ❛ I still haven't forgotten the mess you made of me last night. ❜ ❛ You won’t be able to walk straight if you keep testing me. ❜ ❛ Let me ruin your lipstick—and everything else. ❜ ❛ I want to leave bruises where only we can see them. ❜ ❛ Say my name like that again and I swear I’ll— ❜ ❛ You begged so sweetly last time… will you beg for me again? ❜
Hijikata started walking into the alleyways; familiar pathways home they used all the time. His eyes were heavy, blinking slowly, but he whined in response, hearing Hijikata's voice. Stay with me.
"I'm... not going... anywhere...." he smiled despite himself, sighing slightly. "Don't worry... Hijikata-san..." He was tired... being with Hijikata made him like this. He was comfortable. His warmth and familiar frame... his low voice rumbling. It was one of the things that triggered safety, and in the dark alleyways, he could easily imagine himself in the vice commander's room instead. "You... worry too much..."
Hijikata couldn't help the smirk that crossed his lips. "You had better not, I'll drag you back myself." Dark eyes glanced back from time to time and even as they cut down different pathways, Hijikata's attention was both on Souji and any possible threat on their way back to the compound. "You know, there are some who think I don't worry enough."
Finally after what felt like far too long Hijikata pushed the gate door aside stepping in with Souji still on his back. Once inside the compound the vice commander made his way to Souji's own room not before calling for first aid. Carefully and slowly Hijikata set Souji down moving quickly to lay the other down careful to check him over thoroughly.
ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ SYMBOL HEADCANON QUESTIONS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.
EVERYDAY LIFE / DOMESTIC
📋 : how organized is your muse?
✅ : what do they pretend to have together that they don't?
🕰️ : what time do they naturally wake up when no one needs them?
☕ : what's their morning ritual, and what happens when it's disrupted?
🧺 : how often do they do laundry?
🪞 : do they look at themselves in mirrors, or avoid them? why?
🍽️ : do they eat to survive, for pleasure, or as comfort?
🏠 : what part of their living space reflects them the most?
🌱 : do they keep plants, and are those plants alive?
🧼 : what's something they're weirdly particular about being clean?
📺 : what do they put on when they don't want to think?
SOCIALIZATION / CONNECTION
🗣️ : are they better one-on-one, or in groups?
📱 : do they text back immediately, or let messages rot?
🫥 : how often do they pretend to be fine to keep the peace?
🎭 : how different are they with strangers versus people they trust?
🤝 : do they make friends easily, or accidentally?
🧠 : what do they assume people think about them?
🌘 : how hard is it to really know them?
🎉 : do they enjoy social events, or endure them?
🪑 : are they the type to leave early without saying goodbye?
INTROSPECT / INTERNAL LANDSCAPE
🕵️♀️ : how often does your muse think about death?
🧩 : what part of themselves do they not understand yet?
🫀 : what emotion scares them the most?
👣 : do they believe they deserve good things?
🧱 : what walls are they aware of building? which ones are they not aware of?
🕳️ : what do they spiral about at night?
📉 : what's their most common self-criticism?
💀 : do they trust their own memories?
🌊 : what emotion do they drown in when they're alone?
PERSONAL / DEEP / TRAUMA-ADJACENT
🩸 : what wound shaped them the most, even if they won't admit it?
🔥 : what moment do they replay when they're ashamed?
🧷 : who failed them first?
🕯️ : what do they grieve that no one else sees as a loss?
🪤 : what pattern do they keep falling back into?
🧨 : what pushes them past the point of restraint?
🧬 : what did they inherit emotionally from their caregivers?
🕶 : what lie do they tell themselves to survive?
🩹 : what actually helps them heal, even if it's unhealthy?
HABITS / VICES / COPING
🚬 : what vice do they justify the most?
🍺 : do they drink to socialize, numb, or celebrate?
💊 : what's their relationship with substances, past or present?
🏃 : do they move their body to feel alive or to punish it?
🛏️ : how do they sleep when things are bad?
🎧 : what kind of music gets them through the worst days?
🖊️ : do they write things down or let thoughts rot in their head?
☔️ : do they intellectualize pain instead of feeling it?
🕳️ : what habit would unravel them if taken away?
SEXUALITY / INTIMACY
🫠 : is it easy for them to get turned on, or do they need emotional safety first?
💞 : do they separate sex and feelings, or blur them dangerously?
🛑 : what's an immediate turn-off for them?
🔥 : do they crave intensity or stability?
🤲 : do they like being in control, or giving it up?
🪶 : are they gentle with people they desire?
🍒 : how do they feel about their own body during intimacy?
🎱 : what do they need to feel wanted?
🔒 : do they guard intimacy, or give it too freely?
💔 : have they ever used sex to avoid something?
MORALITY / CHOICES
⚖️ : what line will they never cross?
🩶 : what line have they already crossed and justified? or regret?
🧭 : do they believe they're a good person?
🔪 : what would they do if survival demanded cruelty?
🪙 : what do they value more, loyalty or truth?
🚪 : who would they abandon if forced to choose?
🕊️ : do they believe in forgiveness? for themselves? in others?
🧨 : what would make them snap permanently?
📜 : what promise do they regret making?
🪦 : what hill would they die on?
He leaned into the touch a little, smiling gently. He wanted to do so much to his boyfriend, and so with no way to know what way he wanted to go.
He let his hands trail down Hijikata's stomach to his waistband, pulling at the pants with a soft huff. "I... I crave you..." he whispered, hands desperately trying to undo pants and get at his boyfriend's length.
He was now thoroughly aroused, his pants feeling tight and constraining. Every brush of Souji's desperate hands over the fabric causing little jolts of pleasure to surge through him. The slight release of pressure trapping him as Souji undid the button leading to unzipping the zipper just below. A pleased humm coming from the man as he leaned back biting at his lower lip.

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PASSION AND OBSESSION SENTENCES QUOTES. all sentences and quotes are taken from goodreads quotes archives with the key word: obsession. bare in mind some of the language includes possessive love and mentions of stalking and obsession in general. change names, locations, pronouns as you see fit.
“I would like to be the air that inhabits you for a moment only. I would like to be that unnoticed and that necessary.”
“The world was collapsing, and the only thing that really mattered to me was that she was alive.”
“I must get my soul back from you; I am killing my flesh without it.”
“If you ever looked at me once with what I know is in you, I would be your slave.”
“All extremes of feeling are allied with madness.”
“When you have seen as much of life as I have, you will not underestimate the power of obsessive love.”
“I have little left in myself -- I must have you. The world may laugh -- may call me absurd, selfish -- but it does not signify. My very soul demands you: it will be satisfied, or it will take deadly vengeance on its frame.”
“Don't be self-conscious, if I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it.”
“You become what you think about all day long.”
“He did not care if she was heartless, vicious and vulgar, stupid and grasping, he loved her. He would rather have misery with one than happiness with the other.”
“Even when I'm dead, I'll swim through the Earth, like a mermaid of the soil, just to be next to your bones.”
“I desire to be with you. I miss you. I feel lonely when I can't see you. I am obsessed with you, fascinated by you, infatuated with you. I hunger for your taste, your smell, the feel of your soul touching mine.”
“I wish I knew how to quit you.”
“I love you so much that nothing can matter to me - not even you...Only my love- not your answer. Not even your indifference”
“I think you can love a person too much.
You put someone up on a pedestal, and all of a sudden, from that perspective, you notice what's wrong - a hair out of place, a run in a stocking, a broken bone. You spend all your time and energy making it right, and all the while, you are falling apart yourself.
“This connection we have isn't going away, it's only getting stronger. Because the more I spend time with her, the closer I want to be.”
“I wanted to see you again, touch you, know who you were, see if I would find you identical with the ideal image of you which had remained with me and perhaps shatter my dream with the aid of reality.
“The truth was...he was in love with her. Totally over-the-line, no-going-back, not-even-dead-would-he-part kind of shit.”
“I will be with her again, or I will die. There aren’t any other options”
“From the first time I saw you, I've belonged to you completely. I still do. If you want me.”
“An over-indulgence of anything, even something as pure as water, can intoxicate.”
“Somewhere between love and hate lies confusion, misunderstanding and desperate hope.”
“I'm not good enough for you. But no one is. And most men, good or bad, have limits to what they would do, even for someone they love. I have none. No God, no moral code, no faith in anything. Except you. You're my religion. I would do anything you asked. I would fight, steal, kill for you."
“If you're that obsessed with someone, why would you kill her? Humans are full of contradictions.”
“It may be that you are settled in another place it may be that you are happy but the one who took your heart wields final power.”
“You want to be free. You also want to be mine. You can't be both.”
“How did one not obsess over something wonderful? How did one like something a reasonable amount?”
“My whole life was about her, what if her whole life wasn’t all about me?”
“Sex: In America an obsession. In other parts of the world a fact.”
“There is more to life than making a living. Do not work more than you live.”
“If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more.”
“I don't possess these thoughts I have --- they possess me. I don't possess these feelings I have --- They obsess me.”
“The outside world holds no interest for me without you.”
“...an obsession is a way for damaged people to damage themselves more.”
“I wish there was a word more than ‘love’ itself to convey what I feel for you.”
“But the most important thing I know is that I want the possibility of you more than the reality of [her].”
“You don’t always get to chose who you fall in love with”
“Mine first --mine last-- mine even in the grave!”
“When someone is stalking you because they think you are stalking them, it makes you wonder who really is the true stalker?”
“She has done for me at last, Rachel my torment.”
“Determination could easily become obsession.”
“Emotions don’t interfere in my acting, nor in my life.”
Is it love, obsession, infatuation? You don't know. You think of a strange and beautiful word you read about once.
“You fueled my obession, even encouraged it and your selfishness ruined my life”
“All scholars are a bit mad. All obsessions are dangerous.”
“Passion out of passion's obstacles.”
Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping...waiting... And though unwanted...unbidden... it will stir...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have?
If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead.
“How do you manage to make me feel like this?'
'You give me nothing, absolutely nothing, yet I can't stop wanting You.'
“We have formed a sick little friendship over the past year”
“I am the scourge of God”
“I love you. Everything and anything I do is for you. Only you.”
“But it is easy to call a man in love a mad man.”
“I write to explore the spaces between love and obsession, truth and illusion.”
“There were no constellations bright enough to blind me to him.”
Souji was hiked on Hijikata's back and he hid his face. "Alright..." He was weak, but he was able to wrap his arms around Hijikata, holding on to his own arm to give him some sort of a hold.
"...sorry... I... can't have your back...like this..."
Hijikata shook his head. "Don't you worry about that... Right now, getting you somewhere safe is the priority." He said glancing back over his shoulder as he started walking deeper down the back alleyway. The one good thing about their nightly patrols of the city, he'd learned how to get back to the compound without drawing attention. "What ever you do... Stay with me, you can rest once we get you fixed up." Worry finally creeping into his voice even as he did his best to keep it from completely overtaking him which would cause him to run. And that was the last thing Hijikata knew Souji needed.
Of course the man is bright red, even his ears were burning. Sure he had admitted to doing so, but even Toshi had things he felt embarrassed about when it came to how he felt about Souji. “It..it’s when you’re not.” He added.
"I know..." he said with a soft grin. "...but I have to admit I'm a little jealous... or rather I'm curious..." He was feeling a little antsy, and he crawled up to his boyfriend. "I don't know if I want you to let me do it for you... or if I just want to see what you do when I'm not around..." He licked his lips, face bright red as he said it. "I think about it... a bit too much..."
Jealous and curious? That comment had him relaxing a bit, but only a small bit. As Souji crawled up to him and with his own face still beat red Toshi couldn't help but reach down to his love brushing a few strands of hair from his face. "Which do you crave more? You can do as you wish.."
Hijikata rushed over to Souji's side as he fell back to the ground. Kneeling down the vice commander sheathed his katana before placing a hand on Souji's shoulder. "Don't force yourself. Allow me to help."
Souji was ashamed of how much effort that had taken. Too much effort. He was gasping for air, having hit the ground hard. He almost didn't want to look at Hijikata, knowing his face wouldn't show any form of shame or disappointment. He was the only one who was being hard on the captain... himself.
"...fine." It was all he could say, lips pressed thin.
The vice commander may have looked stone faced and calm in the moment however he was exceedingly worried about the captain. At Souji's word, Hijikata wasted no time at all and quickly but carefully pulled him up onto his back. "If you can, hold on. I'm going to start moving.."
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He's giggling because he knows he's sent enough photos to the man's phones to warrant a reaction. "But Toshi-kuuuuun~~ I'm right here~~"
Of course the man is bright red, even his ears were burning. Sure he had admitted to doing so, but even Toshi had things he felt embarrassed about when it came to how he felt about Souji. “It..it’s when you’re not.” He added.
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