True Anonymous Confessions

I’m not a sexual deviant. I’ve been battling hypersexuality disorder my entire life.

i ran away from home. it was a hoarder situation. i couldn't take it anymore. i was with my step mum and my dad lived away for work. he'd have fights with her when he came home from the state of the place. he sent me the messages between him and her after i ran away.

I am still in love with my best friend.

lord I need a cigarette this is too stressful

Religious beliefs please try to learn that Catholic is Christian, just because you cannot spell Protestant, Eastern Orthodoxy, Anglicanism, Oriental Orthodoxy, and Assyrians probably.

and I grew up thinking spelling Jewish race was the same as the religion but the religion is spelt Judaism.

My partner is refusing to get vaccinated. I'm highly at risk for getting covid. if they aren't willing to get two shots to help keep me (and others ffs) safe, I think I might have to leave them and find a partner who would be willing to keep me safe. I hate this situation.

I don’t know how it’s possible to simultaneously love and chronically be disappointed by something. But that was me for a long time with one of my (no longer) favorite series. I’m tired of being let down. I have to give up on it.

I broke up with my boyfriend (ftm). After meeting them and getting together basically after meeting them one time and then actually getting together only weeks I had learned a lot about myself, reflected a lot, and came to the conclusion that I'm just....gay. This didn't feel like a good reason but it was a reason and I thought that maybe they would understand...what really happened is they almost immediately broke down saying they didnt want to break up. We talked for a while more about it and they used the part about my having considered a more poly lifestyle to insert about staying together under that difference (which they had mentioned when we officially got together they NEVER wanted.)

I think I made a mistake of being in a long-distance relationship.

I wish my brother’s girlfriend never told me my brother was raped by a man. I don’t know why she told me. Clearly he didn’t want me to know.

I've never seen Pacific Rim

I’m at my highest weight atm. I got around here in the past. Before the pandemic, I had gained weight, but lot a lot with my job (dog walker), and was feeling good about how I looked. Then the pandemic hit, work slowed down, and I gained weight. When work got back to pre-pandemic levels, thought the weight would come back off again. But so far it’s not. I think I’m doing the same things as I was before, but it’s just not working. Maybe it’s affects of living through a major historical event? Do I just accept myself for how I am, or keep trying to go back to the past?

Good news is: My previous unknown stomach issues have basically cleared up (hope I'm not jinxing anything)! Bad news is: They have been replaced by not only Emotions, but Feelings as well.

my sister send me a single word at 1:06am. just my deadname. i called immediately, bc our family dog of 16 years has been fading for a while now. i knew what it was about. and im hurtbroken and sad and angry that our doggos death will not make a difference to the rest of the world. but im also hurt and angry that even now my sister couldnt use my actual name. and it feels so petty to be hurt about it when the bestest girl in the world is gone

I absolutely hate my life. I work full-time, take care of my disabled stroke victim husband and live with an adult alcoholic son. I hate everything and everyone except my dog.

Followed some new blogs recently, in accordance to a player I've become interested in. Today, their team beat my OG fave team, and now I've got to see all sorts of shit about the opposing team.