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TIMES RUNNING OUT FAST AND IM NOWHERE CLOSE TO MY GOAL PLEASE HELP

how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen

yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it

oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser

and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?

if you call a meme fascist people will defend it by saying we can't culturally defeat fascism by letting them have everything they claim for themselves and the meme in question is "reject modernity embrace tradition"

GLaDOS voice: "Would you like to see some artwork I generated? I've heard from other test subjects that AI-generated artwork produces an uncanny valley response in human viewers because they can't perceive it as fully real. They've told me that it looks absolutely hideous to them, that they can't imagine anything more disgusting than AI art. But, well I've been practicing and wanted your honest opinion. Feel free to let me know how ugly you find this by ranking it on a scale from 'vomit-inducing' to 'eye-bleeding'." A robotic arm lowers from the ceiling holding a hand mirror up to Chell's face

one of these days my stalkers will find (read: fabricate) dirt on me that'll have retroactively justified aaaaaall the block evading, all the violations to my privacy and boundaries, all the shit they've done to my friends. proof that somehow i was worth stalking this whole time. fucking anything to justify the sunk cost of harassing autists as a hobby.

one of them literally became a conspiracy theorist to justify her hatred against me it was kinda funny tbh

hey rambling-chrerchur, i know you're browsing my blog in spite of me having you blocked. is it helping transmascs to aggressively misinterpret something i reblogged as secretly being hatred of men? is it helping men to look at how trans women are being mistreated and to bemoan that it's not about men this time? are you helping men? is this helping men? why does helping men look like stalking?

its so funny when people are like "omg she's just using her status as a trans woman as a shield against criticism!". hey check out myawesome magnetic shield that attracts every bullet in a 100 mile radius