troye & connor

So if you have a burning desire to be close to a special someone and really just wants to kiss him and hold his hand and be close to him at all times, and you consider kissing him real soon (i would like to say that you also kinda have a thing with this guy, but not officially, and all your freinds think you should stop playing around and just date)

but you are too scared that a relationship might fail and you dont wanna risk losing him as a friend because you are close as friends also, and u see him everyday in class and at school and really do not want it to be awkward. 

Hello there! *pls read I need help*

Let’s call the guy I’m talking about here, Marc.

Alright so I just need to get this out there and hopefully someone will dm me because I really need advice. So Marc and I have known each other for like 8 years and we go to class together and basically, we are very close. We talk everyday, text everyday and you know I’ve been at his house and so on and so on. I am a 14 year old girl, just keep this in mind.

So in 5th grade we kinda had a “thing”, now you wouldn’t really call it “a thing” because we were literally 11, but you know if u consider how intimate you can be with another person at that age, we were at a high level. Now we never dated but we texted all the time and really, you know almost dated. Then we had an argument and didn’t talk for a year.

So now it’s been 3 years and about a year ago we started become better and better friends. We started texting again like 6 months ago and you know just really got back to being close. Now there has always been something between him and I, and all my friends tell me that it’s so obvious that he likes me. We talk all the time and he makes me really happy right?

But I think I have these feelings for another guy and you know he is not at all interested in me so I am trying to put it behind me. Because Marc and I are so close I told him about this guy. Marc had told me a couple of months ago that he was kinda interested in me but for some reason I still told him about this other guy that I have a thing for.

And it’s hard because…I want Marc really bad like every time I see him all I wanna do is take him and kiss him. I do not wanna do anything intimate with him because remember I’m only 14 so that’s really not my interest, but I really really want to be around him all the time. I have set up a “date” with him where I come to his house and we watch the new Gilmore girls reunion together when it gets out because Gilmore girls is our favorite series. And I really just want him to kiss me that day.

This is problematic because this means i am dealing with 2 guys here. One that I do not go to school with which is good and one that I know very week and see all the time , which could be a bad thing.