The Scroll

It’s all unfolding and it’s all becoming.

Sometimes you have to wait to see a thing come to fruition.

But when it does… 😏

From Twitter to Tumblr, from Groupchats to DM/PMs… the information about what is to come was shared years ago now.

Freedom requires us to show up as humans that are kind, standing for justice, and loving ourselves and others. Our voices cannot sound the same as those who hate, and operate in vile behaviors and promote gross ideologies. We have to show up different.

Be very clear, everything changed years ago. And we are just now starting to see those changes. It’s why systems, organizations, and people where hate and manipulation are prevalent are scared. Our energy shifts things. So please live and love like it.

Between the Spring Equinox and Summer Solstice of next year expect radical change that shifts us even closer to the vision that many have. Until then expect more exposure, more truth, more change, more aha moments, more space for each of us to show up and be the example of the world we want to live in.

Join me in living as a healing and healed human. Cause the alternative is about to feel like hell on earth.

F,I,T,W Love,

Manifestation happens in harvest season. It’s harvest season. Are you aligned? Are you living your life accordingly? Are your choices putting you on the side of Justice? Are you honestly seeking life with integrity and kindness? Cause it’s all coming down and you will choose with your choices on which side you will be when it’s all over.~EAE

Clarity, Changes, Choices, & Courage are the necessary components of embracing next. They are also the recipe for goodbyes.

I shared last time that we are in a full circle season. And while many got stuck in a one dimensional space (because it’s easier that way and has less personal responsibility), it is so much deeper and expansive than just a fandom or a couple or one particular thing. It is about the embracing of wisdom from the many lessons we have experienced as people. Each of us are responsible for how we show up in the world and how we engage with our gifts and our guidance and others.

When I started this journey it was very quiet and behind the scenes until Spirit started directing me to share and teach openly. Anyone who has known me from the very beginning of this journey knows that I move according to directives. I have left GCs when directed, gave guidance when directed and moved platforms when directed. None of that’s changed. And once again it is time to follow intuitive guidance.

While I have meet many amazing folks during this journey, I have been most aware that this space is a microcosm of our world. Sometimes that has been very disheartening. Mostly because it has shown how single minded the world is. It has reminded me of how close minded and negative people are. This has definitely been a time where I have felt deep sorrow for humanity as it struggles to expand and become something more than obsessive, arrogant beings stuck in fear of being wrong. Yet it is really everywhere, is it not? Sigh.

Nonetheless, such growth has also come in this space. Many have shared how they have seen life differently, seen themselves differently, and choose to act differently and thus changed the world around them. And that really was such a significant part of the what and why that happened here.

My prayer for each of you is that if you learned anything at all in this space from me, it would be the following:

Know yourself. Learn yourself. Love yourself.

Lean into your intuition. Spirit is real and no matter how you connect, the point is to connect and stay connected.

Your energy impacts the world so live accordingly.

The greatest Eros love story is simply an example of how we are to love ourselves and others. How has it taught you about love and how are you living like it in your daily life?

As an energy healer, a teacher, and a guide, my work has always been about these things. My sharing what was coming next was to help people prepare as well as to help people connect with an even deeper awareness to their spiritual space. Now as this time comes to a close and my work is done, I pray that you have a deeper sense of love and spirit as well as a deeper sense of yourself.

This is why clarity, change, choices, and courage are the final directives for all of us here. Get clarity in your own life. Don’t be afraid of change. NOTHING is meant to stay the same. No matter what choices others make, please make sure yours align with who you truly want to be. And most of all have the courage to release what no longer serves you, embrace the highest good for yourself and all others, live fully in joy, and be your most authentic self.

Always.

Thank you to those who have trusted me in this space and who have taken the time to learn from me. You have been such a motivating blessing. While I will still be teaching in my own spaces (and you are welcome there if you are so inclined), this part of my journey has come to an end.

To my beautiful souls and the few I talk to behind the scenes, l love you more than words. Thank you for accompanying and supporting me on this journey. Keep growing, cause the world needs you.

To the STs, you are protected and loved beyond human experiences and language, your next chapter is going to be such an awe inspiring legacy, and the world is better because you are here. You know where I am if you need me.

To Spirit… thank you…always.

For the final time…

Have you ever gotten in a space where you’re so afraid you can’t think straight? Where you are confused and it creates such anxiety that you start coming up with things that don’t even make sense to you except you’re stuck in this space?

This is where so many people are today. In every area of their lives so many people are struggling right here in this space. Something I talk about consistently is getting to know yourself, getting to trust yourself and to trust your intuition. Never has there been a time more than now that that is important. I’m going to encourage you, if you have not done the work to get to know your self, your fears, your strength, your truths, do so now because it’s going to be very hard for you to recognize, lies, and falsities anywhere else. Your connection, to something bigger and greater than your self, but recognizing that you are part of something bigger and greater, is imperative now.

There are many surprises the lie ahead. Some that may have you kicking yourself wondering what you were afraid of in the first place, and some that are going to challenge you to stand in your truth. And before you ask, this is not about one particular subject, or area in life this is everywhere. From our relationships, to how we treat ourselves, and our bodies, our mindsets, and our belief systems. I encourage you to go sit somewhere and get quiet and learn your self. It’ll keep you from having so much anxiety and allow you the freedom to watch things unfold. By the way, some of this, I talked about much earlier this year you might want to go read it.

Love and light to you all.

Until next time…

F.I.T.W Love,

Are you done screaming yet?😆😁 No? Okay… well take your time and enjoy. 😍And then when you are done let’s talk.

Life has a way of moving that often times when you least expect it what you knew was coming, will show up. Earlier this week I had someone, who I adore, ask if I could speak on/talk about all the hate that was happening and I said to them no. Because truth is I already have talked about it extensively and given guidance on how to navigate it. Many people don’t listen and that’s OK because people get to choose what they want to do and who they want to be.

I said in 2021 that things would fall and that it needed to fall because like many other systems that are starting to be exposed and dismantled, things that are toxic have to end. So none of it is a surprise because that is what’s necessary in order for healed spaces to come into being. The thing is people get confused when things are happening simultaneously because it doesn’t look like they thought it would. As I’ve said before the world is not either/or, it is and/also.

And so here we are where things are unfolding and shifts are happening; things that have been talked about since 2021 to be honest. And many people will use it as entertainment. I’m not talking to those people. Those people are inconsequential. I’m talking to people who genuinely understand that energy manifest into the world and becomes something very powerful. Yes to those people I have a couple of things to assist you along the way.

1.) It is important that you do not get caught up in the spirit of condemnation, or competition. When your energy is invested in either one of these spaces, you become the enemy to the very thing that you desire to see come into fruition. If that means you have to walk away from a platform, please do so. It is so vital that you do not become the very thing that you say you despise. This is not about a winner, this is life unfolding. It is manifestation. It is fruition. It is harvest. It is beauty. And you can mar it by putting a lens on it that makes it seem like this is some sort of race or contest, and belittle it by comparing it to anything other than love.

2.) You must invest in your own life. I’ll say it again, you must invest in your own life. This is not an option. You have to create energy through your actions in your life, into the field that you have been giving to sow and reap so that it creates an energy that supports what love is trying to do. In other words, go be love in your own life to the people around you and in the things that you do so that more love enters the world. Especially if that means, healing your own trauma and doing your own shadow work.

3.) Stop going to war over things that are not needed!Utilize that energy to love more, to support more, to celebrate more. I have said in the past, and I will say again who you are worried about is very protected. Protection more than anything you can come up with. There is no danger for THEm. THEy are not suffering. Stop with the victim stuff please it only adds to the energy that THEy have to push through. There’s a reason that there is no promotion, so stop asking for it. Stop arguing with folks who are non-important. What you perceive as hate or may be dangerous to THEm or may harm THEm doesn’t even come near THEm. And it’s not that THEy don’t see it THEy don’t care! Instead refer back to number two! Love your self and love others and enjoy the energy of the love you see and support.

4.) Last but not least be open to change. Some of you are stuck in the same narrative and you’re very negative and very ugly behaving. Your post show exactly what you think about humans. I get it. Some humans suck. But you spending your time, your space and your words on those things create an energy that says you want more of that. So if you don’t want to see more of what you don’t want to see, stop focusing on it and giving it your energy. Check your biases, let the narratives change, let the world change, because if you do not, you will be part of the problem instead of the solution.

OK that’s it. That’s all I have to say. I hope this helps someone, somewhere become a greater version of themselves. The world needs us to be operating in our greatest most healed version, even as we are still healing and becoming more evolved human beings. So please, if you take nothing from this love yourself and love other people and enjoy the journey because really, that’s all that life is in the first place.

It’s so interesting to watch the implosion I spoke of in 2021 come to past. In my Lauryn Hill voice. “And when it all…. It all falls down.”

To see what I was doxxed for saying, now be used as a marketing tool is also interesting.

Death is part of the life cycle. There are so many things in the world actively dying.

Seriously ppl need to get a grip on their sanity and release their obsessions. It’s disturbing to say the least. Eaters and Profiters…

This video is talking about the same kind of degradation and ugliness that sits in the energy of fandoms and fandoms are made of people just like governments are. My prayer has been continuously that people will wake up to the ugliness of themselves because anything you do has a mirror and way too often the mirror is showing you how ugly humanity really is. I am praying for us all even though it is so extremely tiring.~EAE

It is all well. Everything ends. It’s how new things begin. Here’s to authenticity… ~EAE

The end of the ending.

The beginning of the beginning.

Bittersweet. Yet necessary.

Grief always is. And grief is part of endings… even one’s long desired.

Say goodbye to what was for it will never be the same way again.

Masks dropping and hearts broken on display. Sadness is an emotion found in transition as one looks over their shoulder at what once was.

That same energy is the strength to become the next version of who we can be.

Spring Equinox comes Monday. The build up is increasing. It’s no longer a waiting time in as much as right now it is an in between time.

It is well regardless.

Why are ppl still expecting the past when it’s clear in the present things have changed?

It is foolishness to believe that what was is still happening when there is clear communication that things are NOT as they were?

People have gained freedom and are enjoying life and you have folks literally moaning and begging the prison system to acknowledge and take care of the freed folks. Isn’t that ludicrous?

The sooner people accept that life has changed drastically and that nothing that most ppl “see” in the media is the manifestation of what is really going on the sooner people can invest their energy in what is real.

Invest in things that matter. Pay attention to what’s really happening in the world not the version you want to continue saying is the truth. Some things are exactly how they are meant to be. Let them be.~EAE

Update: (cause I know some people don’t read the notes and I feel like this was an important comment)

Like instead of complaining about, what’s not happening go make what you want to happen happen. You have a particular favorite person(s) and you want someone else to know about it or you want to support that person or those people go do that… go make that trend. If you have a particular cause or agenda that you want to see happen, focus on making it happen instead of what you perceive is its antithesis. Be the positive to whatever you find is negative.

Stop playing the victim because some of this that is happening, isn’t victimizing… it’s a victory.

You "dare" us to stay away of txt for 3 week (which seems pretty hard for me, but I understand the necessity of staying away of toxicity to heal myself). But what I've seen, it when haters flood twt with toxicity, we (some of us at least) balance with love campaign and took them down.

Staying out of twt, isn't it letting them grow too much and made more damage?

This is my concern now. I know it's not me alone who will make a difference.. but still I'm concerned

The question has another level that I want you consider… is the “love” campaign you are waging a better use of your energy than elevating your own vibration and creating love in a purer form elsewhere? Only you can answer that. I watch ppl be “righteously indignant” and use all of their strength trying to shift something in a place where it is sucked into a vacuum and it becomes just energy that gets fed to the very thing they try to stop. You can’t go to hell and try to balance it out with heaven vibes. It was made to be hell for a reason. It’s one of the reasons why change never occurs. Gonna take this left for a second… for centuries women of color have tried to work against systems that harm us by becoming part of the system, by trying to be in but not of the system, etc. Very recently there has been an epiphany that this does not serve us. Instead we need to build spaces that support and uplift us and let the systems destroy themselves. It is a quiet but healing movement that is getting noticed as black and brown woman focus on our own joy, our own health, our own beings. It is causing panic among others who are used to using our energy to stay afloat. Additionally, we are learning that coming out of a toxic place creates the release of energies we have had to bottle up to protect ourselves in order to survive in those spaces. You all give twt your power and wonder why it’s so strong versus creating places on platforms that exude love and light. No matter who I talk to everyone says the same thing.. twt is a cesspool. So why visit hell when you can create heaven elsewhere. Ultimately, you choose according to how you feel led. However if you can’t stay away for 3 weeks (consider it a vacation) I might check and see if there might not be a deeper reason for being there. How does it feed your ego, what savior complex has it quietly created, what power do you receive from it? All questions only you can answer. Nonetheless always follow your intuition and spiritual guidance and if that is where you feel you need to be, do so. Just make sure you are being honest with you. ~EAE

I love that ppl are starting to wake up.

In some ways it is refreshing to not have to keep saying the same things over and over again. I get to watch as ppl go 😳👀🙀 and then say Empress you said this. I simply 👍 and nod my head.

In other ways it is a reminder of why humanity has taken so long to change.

May 2021 I got assigned to a spiritual journey I never expected. And I began teaching and sharing what I knew in an arena foreign to me. I provided words with definitions and concepts that helped ppl see changes that were happening.

Sept/Oct. 2021 I said some things ppl disagreed with and I got doxxed. The doxxing didn’t change what I said or the fact that it came to fruition.

Nov 2021 what I shared in Jun/Jul started to manifest.

Dec 2021 I shared more things in hopes to help ppl be prepared and adjust and learn how to seek out their own journey. Many ppl didn’t want to hear it, humans hate change after all…nonetheless it was truth.

Most of 2022 I shared again and again how things were no longer the same and that we as humans in so many areas needed to do the work of owning our own energy, living our own lives, releasing obsessions, competition, and illusions. I shared how energy would present itself and how it would show up in the world around us. And it did… time and time again.

Towards the end of 2022 I slowly became quiet and let ppl simply choose which path they desired while I went through my own metamorphosis (whew chile that was a time 🤦‍♀️).

And now in 2023 I gave another message of how energy is manifesting in the upcoming year. I have privated many of my post at this point because the lessons are given and then must be lived. The next 4-6 weeks will be the very end of so many things. Death and rebirth. Things that have been hidden will find it’s way forth (so stop gatekeeping there are things that are meant to be seen and understood) and houses built on illusions will fall(even houses you believe in). Equally there is a rising of vibration that helps those who are truly endeavoring to embrace THEIR own lives and power.

There is a line in the sand being drawn, so to speak. Which side you are on will be determined by your own focus and choices. Please please please look in the mirror. Ask your ppl what do they see. Get quiet and ask your intuition. If there was ever a time for honesty, it is now. Stop worrying about what is happening to other ppl and how they will receive justice (I want to tangent here so badly but I will hold my peace for a different time). Just know your job, your worry, and your place is to focus on you and your energy.

As for what is coming out… some of it is true, some of it is just what is understood currently but not the full picture. Either way the question you need to ask yourself is what lesson is this here to teach me, how does this impact me, where am I missing the messages? Or should I be looking elsewhere all together?

The end of some things were many months ago. So the war ppl are trying to wage is futile. You can’t rescue someone when you are drowning yourself. Put on your own air mask first. And some ppl really don’t need rescuing. They need to be loved, supported, and left alone.

There is so much more to come. More calamities, more secrets, more delusions being shown as illusions, more feelings being whipped up and shoved in our proverbial faces, more exposures, governments struggling and wars happening and so much more. Equally there will be pathways for healing, for authentic living, for reconciliation, for exploration, for change, for growth, and for rest. There will be moments of reckless abandonment and rebellious choices as well as stretches of silence and hermit behavior. And all of it is ushering in something most cannot conceive but will have to learn to live in, through, and with.

Time is changing. Everything is shifting. EVERYTHING.

So if I might give a piece of advice: focus deeply on what is in YOUR LIFE. Because that’s the space you are most needed. Unless you are “called” to support humanity (which is no easy feat) focus on you. Witness everything else and focus on you. Pay attention to energy. Twitter is draining and toxic for a reason. I dare you to spend the next 3 weeks away from it and see how your life feels. Watch how anxiety and depression shift. I double dare you to curate a feed on your other platforms that have nothing to do with fandoms, or gossip, and see how you feel. Go enjoy new music in genres you usually don’t listen to. Look at art and how it is created. Find new recipes to cook. Watch new movies or even old black and white movies. Read about another culture’s history. Read period. I dare you for three weeks to walk away… and then examine who you are and how you feel afterwards. I bet you will never be the same.

Anywho.. may love and light guide you and protect you. Until next time…

If a mirror was held up to your words and actions, how much would it reflect the very behaviors you call others out for or dislike?

When there is no difference in your behaviors, how then can you pretend to be something different? And if you aren’t different than why are you judging someone unless you are judging your own self?

There is too much hypocrisy in the world as it is. Be different. You can observe without becoming the very thing you dislike. Even if it was done to you or you saw the person do it to someone else, it does not mean uou need to, have to, are entitled to returning the same behavior.

I can tell who listen to the EU and who did not lol. Please be mindful because that energy is coming back to you 100 times over. And it’s coming swiftly.

AnyWho, happy Friday!