trexryom

genuinely think i only feel ok abt myself when i’m completely empty? like the world falls apart and nothing i’ve accomplished matters if i’m not starving

i’ve made the executive decision to never eat again 🥰✌️

my fat distribution is so fucked. i lose weight in my upper body within milliseconds of dieting but it takes literal millennia for my thighs to even think about getting smaller :-) WHY.

reminder to be proud of your progress — don’t kick yourself when you’re doing all the right things. reward good behavior, encourage what you want to see more of. even if it’s slow progress, it’s progress <3

i feel so smart when i fake having a meal so my family doesn’t get suspicious. like yes you sly dog. wash those already-clean dishes and dip that spoon into the yogurt container like the madman you are

someone give me dysentery right the fuck now 🥰 but srsly idc if i shit my brains out i need to lose this weight

looking back at pics of me at my lw with my ex is absolutely destroying my sanity rn holy shit.

nothing more humbling than your stomach deciding to let out the most agonizingly audible growl in a quiet room. like bitch stfu! we get it ! i’m hungry too and you don’t hear me screaming abt it