Oftentime we're frustrated when things don't go as plan, and what we have come up with together falls apart separately. I just posted the other day on my instagram account a lesson that should have been learned last year when I initialled posted the picture - don't get caught up on the could haves, if it should have then it would have. When two people come together and work toward a similar goal, you could see early on if the other party in this team is up for it - MAYBE, just maybe, It was my fault; but I'd looked at it from every possible angle and realized it wasn't me, it was all him. You can't save everyone - and all you can do, you did do and it just left you more wiser as new people enter and exit your life. I like to go at a pace, it's called my own, I don't go fast, or slow down for anyone - I do have the valid understanding that people lead their own lives, that cool, but nobody is ever busy - it all depends on WHERE you fit in on their priority list. I didn't think i'd get over this last lesson, I thought that was going to get the best of me, even as everyone looking in would say that he took advantage, I'd be a fool not to take advantage and take that as a thrust in the right direction - being able to discern someone's intentions early on, that's a treasure unfold. It is what it is, I don't want to spend too much time on something that should have never been. I was warned by himself that he was boardline sociopath, I can now tell you that he passed that boarder a long time ago - the term they use for people like him is: fuckboy. They don't care about anything but the betterment of their own situation at the expense of anyone they need to sacrifice so they can come out on time; they use charm, looks, pity, self loathing to get you to feel for them and then they turn on you. Well buddy, good luck with your life - it will only get so far before you don't have the looks or the charm. You lacked substance.