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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
we're not kids anymore.
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I don’t really feel comfortable using tumblr the way I used to anymore. So this will probably just become the place I post writing and system stuff. and shitposting.
Minors please DNI and move along.
Venmo here if you care to support a disabled transfemme.
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Fucking this robot girl and she pops out her heatsinks after an orgasm like an armored core after a core expansion
gunna delete the tumblr app again, hopefully the next time i get on this app ill have something more to say than just crashing and burning
i wish i had something more positive to say, i wish i had something cool or funny or hot or pleasant to post. but all i have in me to post right now is screaming into the void about how pitiful and useless i’ve become
i can’t even offer to help with a small task anymore without it being questioned if i’ll even be capable of it. and with a tone that tells me that it’s basically assumed i won’t actually be able to do it. that hurts… but its not unfair. i get it. it just makes me sad is all.
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i feel like my body is dying around me. maybe it is. i haven’t showered in, i don’t know how long. i think maybe a week and a half or two weeks. i need to wash myself but i cant i just cant im too weak. too fatigued. i need help that i feel like i cant ask for because asking someone to basically hold me upright to make sure i don’t collapse is a lot to ask, im not a particularly light person. i don’t think there’s anyone i could ask for help who could actually safely pick me up like that. i’m so tired.
i’m so tired of this stupid broken body. i’m tired of buying things to make my body work right. i wish i didn’t need to buy a bunch of fucking peripherals to wear all the time just to walk. i wish i didn’t need to smoke weed just to have an appetite i know i’m hungry i’m having stomach cramps from not eating why do i have to smoke to want to eat food.
i’m fucking tired of this stupid frame i live in
need wifi name ideas pls pls?
sorry for all that. i guess this is kind of serving as a diary of sorts or something. either way posting all that shit just made me spiral into the worst panic attack i’ve had in a while. i’m gunna delete the tumblr app for a bit.
i don’t know if what i did was right or wrong. i know in part it’s right, but the way i did it has irreparably damaged the people i did it to. was it okay for me to do that because they’re bad people? because they did worse to me through my life? all those years of indoctrination. all that hate pumped into my veins in the hope it would burn in me the way it burns in them. i will never truly be able to function properly because of them. ever. that’s their fault. but i feel like such a fucking monster. i feel fucking evil. i loath and detest myself for it. i tell myself “it’s nothing compared to what they did to me” but the words are empty. i don’t believe them. what i did was, technically, nothing compared to how much they harmed me. but i don’t know if i’ll ever actually believe that.
fuck i wish i talked to my mom, at least one more time…. and least one last time…. fuck me
why didn’t i fucking talk to her…? just hear her voice one more time and hear her tell me she loves me before telling her i’m something she finds unloveable? why didn’t i tell her that no matter what i still love her so so much
i just want my mom………..
please i just want my mom back fuck fuck fuck fu k fuck fuck fucking fuck
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tear me to ribbons. before i do it myself.
it feels like everything i do is wrong
i’ve failed my parents, i’ve failed my partners, my roommates my friends my co workers
i’m just trying to live a better life but all i do is make everything worse for everyone else
fuck
i just don’t know what to fucking do
i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
i can’t take it
i can’t. fucking. take it.
i don’t know if i’m losing my grip on reality or not
how is this just anxiety?
how is all of this just from fucking anxiety
please……..
someone please fix me…….
anyone….
i’m just so tired
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my body and mind are such a mess all the time. the meds don’t fucking work. i don’t know how much longer my body will keep going but if i don’t work i don’t have insurance and if i don’t have insurance what the fuck am i gunna do about this fucked up shell i have to live in
i tell doctor i keep freaking out all the time they said here take these meds. the meds don’t really fix it but they do make it easier to deal with. still freak out a lot it’s just not as bad. then different doctor says “hmmm you’re still freaking out kind of a lot here’s another med that should help” but the med doesn’t do anything. it makes no discernible difference except i can’t cum now and i don’t get horny nearly as much. so i get irritated that i have to take these cum stopper pills 3 times a day for no reason so i get lazy about taking them then oops! i forgor to take it for like a full 24 hours now i spend two full days feeling crazy dissociative and my body is uncomfortable all the time and the fucking tinnitus and
and i’m still having anxiety attacks all the same
i still down hydroxyzine way more often than i think i should to stave off even worse panic
i’m fucking tired
