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like I do - witt lowry

(quote by Witt Lowry)

Sometimes, I wish you cared enough to call. Sometimes I wish you cared enough to talk at all. Sometimes, I wish that time didn’t matter at two, because you know that I’m always awake thinking of you. And sometimes, I wish I never missed you. I miss your smile, and I miss your hair in my face. I miss your clothes beside my bed and I miss you stealing my blankets even though you didn’t need them. I miss your cold toes and your warm embrace. I miss the way you kissed my forehead when you thought I was sleeping, and I miss the way you let me place my hand on your cheek to hide from the nightmares. I miss the way you waited for me to wake up only to pretend to sleep, and I miss the way you pulled me closer in the middle of the night. I miss your needy side and I miss you demanding cuddles. I miss the way you smell and the way you always seem to leave the sent on my pillow. I miss that stupid face you make when you think you’re right and I miss that stupid “whatever” comment you make when you realize you’re not. I miss your big blue eyes staring at me before each kiss, I miss holding you in my arms with your head on my chest just before you roll over on your side. I miss the way you look at me like I was your everything.. I miss the way you noticed when I looked at you the same and you’d ask me what or stick your tongue out or make another stupid face. I miss holding your stupid hand and I miss your stupid comments about my clothes. I miss the way you would pick me up in the kitchen when my mom wasn’t home. I miss when you would come visit me in the bathroom and just sit in the floor and talk to me. I miss when you would let me sit on the edge of the tub and talk to you. I miss rubbing your feet when you relax and rubbing your back when you get out at your moms. I miss fighting for the corner in the shower at your dads. I miss holding you when you were vulnerable and I miss when you were okay with holding me, not expecting to go home to someone else, to someone different, to someone else who supposedly loves you. I Miss You.