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Welcome Souls~

This is my Tarot Sideblog which I use for experience, learn and practice. I am still at the beginning of my tarot journey and post rarely, but I hope to receive personal requests too in the future.

Since my "Where is my Soulmate" reading, I have gained a lot of new followers and get so many hearts, and I wanted to thank you~

Thank you very much for both the follow-ups and the many reactions! They really warmed my heart 🥰🥰

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Nickname: Arisa Tarot practicing started: 2024.01.25 Millenial I 30+ I Hungarian Scorpio Sun ~ Aries Moon ~ Capricorn Rising ~ Scorpio Venus Tarot Birth Cards: Hanged Man / Empress INFJ Mainblog: arisa36.tumblr.com

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Dear Souls! A little later compared to my plans, but I brought you my New Year's Pick a Pile readings. The readings are timeless, find the post in the beginning months of any year (*or even in any month of a year), believe that you need it right then, of course only if it resonates with you. (*If you read it in June, for example, look at the past year going back to June of the previous year. ^^) I've noticed that the piles carry similar messages from certain areas of life, so you may be drawn to more than one image, and that's perfectly fine. Read them all, so if there is a message for you in more than one reading. Wish you the best, and take care! ^^ Arisa

Reminder:

* These are not gender-specific readings, they are about energies. * These are collective, timeless readings for entertaintment. * I am not a professional reader and readings that I do are a part of my learning process. * The tarot can provide guidance, but you manage your own life according to your free will. Feel free to keep what resonates, and let go of what doesn’t.~ * (English is not my mother language, sorry for the mistakes.)

Illustrations belongs to Kristin Askland

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You can take a breath: What burden have you left behind in the past year: Five of Swords, Reversed Death, Reversed Ten of Wands, Temperance, Six of Wands, Magician, Page of Cups

Just thinking about the image I felt an unusual, intense resistance. At first I didn't know if the feeling was my own - because I was in a bad mood - or not, but then, when I started the reading, I understood that I felt your energy, dear Soul. You suffered such a loss, defeat or betrayal that you hid from the world with deep wounds. Maybe even from yourself. You wrapped yourself up like the kitty in your chosen picture. You were afraid to let change into your life, you closed yourself off, whether it was a change in external circumstances or your own internal transformation and development. Whether you wanted to survive or forget, I feel that you tried to remedy it by taking on more and more burdens the weight of which brought you to the brink of burnout, or maybe this collapse actually occurred. Maybe you buried yourself in work or a personal project, but it could also be that you didn't take on such a many burden of your own free will, but that your circumstances turned out that way. You couldn't grow under those so many burdens. Maybe you have been subconsciously or even intentionally hindering and sabotaging your own growth. A deep, personal transformation awaited you, which of course is often difficult, uncomfortable, and can be very much outside of our comfort zone, when we have to reshape our belief systems, our way of seeing things, and our attitude towards our situation and ourselves. Maybe this was meant to happen for you to some extent, a victory over the ego/subconscious. After many tense internal struggles, the time of ascension has finally arrived, the time to create a healthy balance in your life again. You've got room to develop again, and you've stepped onto the path that you can use to create harmony and peace. It's like you got your Mojo back. The fighting spirit has awakened in you. You embraced yourself, broadened your horizons, and now with more self-esteem, zest for life, more vitality, you switched to creation mode. Now you value yourself more, you have seen the treasures within you, and you are actively working on realizing your dreams to create the life around you that you really want. You have everything for it. The meeting your deeper self opened the door to self-love and new, happier beginnings.

You can rest: What helps you relax/gain strength the most? Page of Wands, Sun, Nine of Swords, Eight of Swords, Knight of Swords

Inspiration (making a mood board at the beginning of the year for example), creativity, dreaming, forms of self-expression. Art can be the best way to relax you right now, which can ease your anxiety. Returning to an old hobby, passion, any activity that filled you with joy when you were younger, or maybe starting something new that helps express yourself and self-realization. For some of you, a trip might mean relaxation, recharging in a sunny, warm place. There may still be holding back beliefs in your head, but don't let these ups and downs discourage you, you have time to heal. Fears, doubts, self-doubt cloud our vision, we get confused. Maybe you need to clear up these confusing thoughts and feelings. If you put them into form, it can be easier to examine and arrange them in yourself. In addition to art, because of the sword cards, I think communication can also help, either verbally or in writing, or if you examine yourself and your thoughts more consciously from a scientific perspective. Whether it's a person close to you, a support community, or a professional, it can help to share with someone what's weigh down your heart.  It is difficult for me to interpret the Knight of Swords in this context. This card usually encourages action and change, not rest. In this situation, it can mean that it is necessary to take the lead, break out of a situation, overcome ourselves, shake ourselves out of the waves of negative thoughts, face our fears and examine their origin. Behind these fears, our true self is waiting to break out. We often think things about ourselves that are not true at all, we don't see the reality, the truth, among the false assumptions. It is difficult to abstract and look at ourselves and our situation with external eyes.

*Note: There is a Youtuber named Thomas Sanders whose videos I have seen in the past and some of those at the time helped me see some things in a slightly different light. Through himself, in an entertaining guise, he reveals to us (I could say that he explains with logic as the Knight of Swords) the workings of a person's personality and mind. Maybe someone else who chose this picture needs this information so I wanted to mention it.

Plan your path: What will you need to the start? / What should you take with you on your path? Hermit Item in your bag: - The Hermit's Lantern

Introspection, stillness. Maybe you need to withdraw from the eyes of the world for a while in order to find your own inner light, the wisdom, the knowledge with which you can go towards a truer, more authentic life. The Hermit searches for answers in himself, he is developing and growing quietly, he only needs himself, he does not let the outside world influence him. The meditative retreat, the practice of your spirituality can become an important tool for you in the period ahead of you, you can find the path that leads to the fulfillment of your wish(es). Let your own inner star, which you keep in your lantern be your compass.

Encouraging/Inspiring message from your spirit guides: Queen of Cups, Reversed Queen of Pentacles

You've reached shore, you're over it. You may have been attracted to the second picture as well, and that reading may partly resonate with you, because it may convey a similar message about your emotional world and the need to take care of the health of your body and soul. It is important to ground yourself, to research grounding techniques and activities, to connect with nature, and to balance your elements, equalizing the proportions against the energies of many previous sword cards with air (mental) element. Observing walks in nature, yoga, craft hobbies, claying, making ceramics, gardening, spending time with animals, practicing living in the present, connecting with Mother Earth. Manage and care your emotions and feelings consciously and don't forget to nourish and care for your body. Pay attention to your health. Nutritious meals, quality rests. A lot of anxiety also weakens the physical body, listen to its signals about what it needs. Take care of your heart, water your garden to gain strength and have the energy to create, to shape your life around you as an artist.

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You can take a breath: What burden have you left behind in the past year: Queen of Cups

The inner turbulent sea has calmed down, your emotions have become clear, uncertainty has been replaced by stability, clear vision, awareness, and understanding. You already look at your own emotional world with different eyes, you have better understanding about how it works. You have studied yourself, the triple relationship of your thoughts-feelings-actions, as a result of which you have gained a deeper understanding and self-knowledge of yourself, and in the future you will try to handle different life situations and challenges more efficiently and consciously. You take care of yourself and your needs, you have become more understanding and compassionate to yourself and you are already showing more love to yourself.  By the time you reached shore, you realized your own values, you found your inner voice, now you can finally breathe again.

You can rest: What helps you relax/gain strength the most? Queen of Pentacles

Treat yourself like a queen/king. It's time to relax and enjoy earthly pleasures. Taking care of yourself, giving attention to yourself can help you now the most to rest after the toils of the past year. In moderation, but get your favorite comfort foods or pay attention to your health and eat foods that nourish your body, if that resonates with you more. Any form of grounding and connection with nature can also embalm your soul. It can be any activity that relax you, in which you find joy, e.g.; creative projects, baking and cooking, claying, making ceramics, gardening, yoga. Maybe pamper yourself for a few days with a wellness or spa program, beautification, if you prefer this type of relaxation.  Have a pampering intimate time with your partner or with yourself if you are single. Quality rest is important, enjoy, don't rush it. In all of its being (regardless of gender) I feel feminine (including possibly parental) energies from this pile, during this period it may be important for someone to connect to this gentle, caring quality, whether they practice it only towards themselves or by spending time with their partner, children, family.

Plan your path: What will you need to the start? / What should you take with you on your path? Reversed Empress Item in your bag: - Selflove potion

As soon as the Queen of Pentacles appeared, it was as if I felt the presence and essence of the Empress together with her. Strongly feminine, caring energies surround this pile. However, when this card arrived in reverse, I was a bit confused. Even with the Queen of Pentacles, I felt that self-care was emphasized, the Empress has similar energies in a basic situation, I don't think you should take that away from yourself after you managed to recharge. Indeed. Perhaps this is exactly the point, that you continue to pay attention to yourself and take care of yourself first before you do it with others, maintain your inner balance. (Of course, if you are a parent, priorities and balance are usually are rearranged, but don't forget about yourself, your own well-being, and ask for help if you need it and have the opportunity.) Perhaps it also refers to your relationship with others, to pay attention to how much of yourself you give to others and not to shred yourself to please everyone at all costs. It is a wonderful quality of you to care about others and be always there when they need you, but unfortunately this can have the shadowside of giving too much of yourself, consuming all your energy until you have no more to yourself. You love being a mother hen. ^^ Maybe you have taken on tasks for which others should have taken responsibility and solved them. This burnt-out or possibly frustrated state also hinders the development of your creative energies. It may be necessary to set those certain boundaries and not allow others to cross them, taking advantage of you, your altruism and generosity. I feel the main message is to love yourself enough to take care of your own needs first and not get stuck in harmful, destructive emotional addictions.

Encouraging/Inspiring message from your spirit guides: Star, Reversed Three of Cups

For me, the message got around with this advice. Dreams, healing, wishes, goals. Your spirit guides ask you to move forward towards your dream goals. You have heard a higher calling, you have taken the first steps, and your life is slowly starting to take the shape of your desires. Healing, growth, following our life path sometimes go hand in hand with loneliness, but don't let that discourage you. You should let go of fake/superficial friends/relationships, who don't treat you well and don't support you on your way, let them go. "It's better to be alone than in bad company." If they don't represent your ideas of what kind of relationships you need in your life, they hold you back in your development and they are toxic or disrespectful, breaking these relationships can be the beginning of healing and can give you space to later find true partners who really deserve and reciprocate your care and sincere love.

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You can take a breath: What burden have you left behind in the past year: Reversed Ten of Cups

Relationship problems, toxic relationships/environment, people with low emotional intelligence, hopelessness, lack of love and happiness. Although you were physically surrounded by others, you felt lonely among them. You have been searching your place, where you belong. One-sidedness, overgiving may have characterized your relationships, which did not make you happy or nourish you, but now you have managed to break the chains. Maybe you have been wandering alone for a while looking for your soul tribe, where you will be supported and finally feel loved.

You can rest: What helps you relax/gain strength the most? Reversed Three of Pentacles, Eight of Wands, Magician

Sometimes it's good to withdraw from social life for a longer or shorter period of time (perhaps we pause our studies or don't immediately go back to school after finishing our courrently last course) to be alone, to clear our minds and figure out who we are and what we really long for without competing with others. For this, there are people who travel far away, or even move to a new place, where they can heal, and later, when they feel ready, in the new community there they can start with a clean sheet. Of course, this does not mean that traveling is the solution for everyone who chose this picture, but it is certain that moving forward is necessary, keeping your future in front of your eyes. Let your plans to spear, focus on your own individual goals for faster development and progress. All tools are at your disposal to bring your plans to life. Perhaps you received a message or an offer in the recent past period or you will receive it recently, which may hold out a new opportunity to you or inspire you, reminding you that it is time to get moving and put your ideas into shape. If you need it, unleash your creativity, live your passions and hobbies that you have suppressed or put aside for a while. The period of creation may begin.

Plan your path: What will you need to the start? / What should you take with you on your path? Wheel of Fortune, King of Cups, Three of Cups, Two of Cups, Knight of Cups, Sun, Seven of Cups, Eight of Swords Items in your bag: - A feather of a cedar waxwing - A seashell with the sound of your deep inner sea

Let the feather of this pretty bird reminds you on your journey that you were and are able to rise above difficulties and to keep your good heart. Your karma turns for the better. Your empathetic, giving nature is treasure. You are a good friend who enjoys spending time with others and sharing your emotional and earthly abundance with them, but it is important to maintain a balance. Reciprocity. Make sure that in your relationships you get back as much as you give. Stay aware, see who is worth letting close to you, who can become a true friend/ally, and who is only beautified by filters. Don't let others dim your light, don't give in to deceptions and manipulations. From now on, be the protagonist in your life, shine at its center, like the Sun in our solar system. Maybe the Knight of Cups can also points to make room for romance in your life, let these feelings in if that's what you want. If there is no one who would arouse your interest, be your own suitor, romanticize yourself, your life. Be open to opportunities for more emotional growth and development. Trust your emotional maturity. If a situation still confuses you and shakes your self-confidence, think about what is just a mind game or a delusion, either on your part or on the part of others. Examine your options, which one is the rational decision/available choice for you. Of course, it is often difficult for us to rise above our traumas and fears. Check how real your barriers are. If you don't see the truth at first, you are unsure of what is good for you, which is your path, try to calm down, raise the seashell to your ear and listen to what your inner voice wispering to you.

Encouraging/Inspiring message from your spirit guides: Reversed Ten of Swords, Reversed Hanged Man, Reversed Four of Cups, Reversed Six of Wands, Reversed Ace of Swords, High Priestess, Devil

Welcome Souls~

I am sending my new pick a pile reading for you.~

We often have to travel a long way to find our eternal, romantic soulmate/divine partner. The road leads through struggles, wounds, lessons and healing. We think about where they are, what they do, what their life is like, when we finally find eachother...

I think, "when" is malleable. The decisions we make, how we shape our lives and ourselves can influence it, and perhaps that's more important where we go with our own growth until we meet them. That's why I didn't get into that in the readings.

Choose the image(s) that attracts you the most. Accept from the messages what you can identify with, and let go of the rest~

Illustrations belongs to Jumo.Art (Facebook, Instagram, Etsy)

Reminder:

* These are not gender-specific readings, I use They/Them pronouns. * These are collective, timeless readings for entertaintment. * I am not a professional reader and readings that I do are a part of my learning process. * The tarot can provide guidance, but you manage your own life according to your free will. Feel free to keep what resonates, and let go of what doesn’t.~ * (English is not my mother language, sorry for the mistakes.)

To what extent are You ready to receive your soulmate? Four of Pentacles, Page of Wands, Sun, Four of Cups, Hierophant

Dear Soul! In this period of your life, you are/have been striving for security, balance, and stability. You plan for the long term, for durability. You focus on building your foundations: it can be your home, your financial situation or your physical body, your health. You are an honest, straightforward person, but cautious. In the past period, you may have closed yourself off a bit to protect everything that is important to you and that you fought for. Maybe you just settled somewhere. You cling to a secure foundation both on the earthly and spiritual planes. At first, under the surface, which may seem stoic and serious, lives a dreamy, enthusiastic, artistic soul with a rich world of emotions. You are ready to use your creativity to develop and enrich yourself with new experiences. Recently, you are starting to open up to the world and come out of your shell. You want to shine like the Sun, enjoy life obliviously, fulfill yourself in it, get the most out of yourself. I feel that your circumstances give you the opportunity to do so. Despite this, you still have moments of skepticism when you feel uncertain. Sometimes you still think about things that didn't go according to your plans. Your experiences and relationships so far have not satisfied your desires and needs, and you cannot really believe that something better than what you experienced in the past can awaits you. However, something that is pure, a sincere gift may appear to you, you just have to break down the barriers built around you and learn to trust again, to believe that the universe -or what you believe in- supports you and encourages you to look at the bigger picture. You are dedicated, you strive to create lasting values in your relationships as well. You would like to share your long-term goals and desires with the right partner to whom you would commit yourself for life. You are looking for a spiritual unity/bond that is solid, where you receive emotional security, mutual trust, intimacy, in which you support and inspire each other, and you can develop together, solving difficulties together.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Ten of Cups, Eight of Pentacles

Fully! I smile and it fills me with joy when I look at your soulmate’s cards. They are full of love and enthusiasm, they long for a family, a happy home full of laughter and abundance, with you. They think of you as a team, in which they would support you in everything as an equal partner. Maybe lately they have been a little more immersed in their work or other personal projects, but if you find each other, they'll be just as dedicated to your relationship. Maybe they will feel that they have to work for your trust, but they don't mind. They have persistent, hardworking personality. Thoughtful, patient, humble, attentive to details, not intrusive. They will pay attention to you, your signals and what you need. Maybe they will shower you with gifts (if this is what you want), if they see that you like this way of expressing their emotions to you. Maybe they also have an artistic vein, like to create with their hands, and will surprise you with they self-made works. I sense that your soulmate is eager to welcome you into their life, but at the same time they are trying to wait patiently until you are ready to come to them of your own free will.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? Knight of Cups

Helmet - It may sounds funny, but I mean a kind of Gallic helmet what the characters wearing in the Asterix stories. Wings (can even be a car emblem) Horse - winged pegasus or earth horse, may be in color white Silver and Blue colors could also dominate. Fish (including goldfish, koi), scales, scaly pattern, wave pattern, Japanese-style waves, which can often be seen in tattoos

When I saw the card, I felt as if my lungs were filled with fresh air. A clean, soothing feeling. I was relieved. Or as if a sip of cool, fresh, clean water had washed my throat. Maybe you will experience similar feelings when you meet them.

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? King of Swords, Tower, Three of Pentacles, Page of Swords

A situation where you need knowledge, wisdom, good judgment, clarity, rationality, good communication skills, clear communication, maybe leadership or organizational skills (you two don't necessarily have to be in a leadership role, but a person of this role can be present). Perhaps in circumstance where there is a sudden change, an unexpected task arises. It maybe include a light tower, but this is a bit special, of course this cannot apply to everyone, the image just flashed in front of me. Planning, re-planning/building (because of the Tower card), learning, discussion, consultation, teamwork, team building. Maybe, possible misunderstandings and doubts should be clarified, the fog should be dispelled with an objective view. Honest, open communication will be required.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Moon, Ace of Cups

Let yourself sink into the depths. The Moon gently asks you to examine your fears in the darkness surrounding you. It invites you to turn inward, do introspection and self-research. All feelings, traumas, ideas, picked-up or learned patterns that intimidate, unsettle and hold you back are hidden in this subconscious depth. Examine what is preventing you from welcoming love (back) into your life, be it romantic or of any kind. By uncovering these barriers in yourself, renewal and healing can begin, and you can open up again to the love that awaits you from both yourself, from the outside world, from your future soulmate. In the quiet retreat, you can prepare yourself for development, for moving on, rebuild your faith in a better future and fill your own cup before coming to the surface again.

To what extent are You ready to receive your soulmate? Reversed Six of Swords, Seven of Cups, Two of Swords, Temperance, The Fool

Dear Soul! You had to get yourself out of a difficult situation. You had a strong resistance to moving on. You may have been haunted by excessive caution, overburden, mistrust (even paranoia) in the past period. You lived in fear, and this internal struggle hindered your progress and development. There was confusion in you and around you. You were unsure of your possibilities, you couldn't determine what your true calling was, what would take you forward, what you could trust, and what was false or (self-)delusional. Maybe it only applies to a small percentage of you who chose the second picture, but maybe someone clouded your clarity with illusions and took away your confidence, maybe gaslighted you. You were confused and waiting for someone or something to rescue you from your hopelessness. You had to make a difficult decision. You needed to exclude all kinds of illusions and external influences, to silence the chaos and your fears in your thoughts in order to find your inner voice. You wanted to finally see clearly and continue your life more consciously. Over time, you overcame your difficulties, the hoped-for enlightenment arrived, you managed to make the decision and move on. The Sun is rising on the horizon for you, an ascension is coming in your life. You are relieved, you are on the road to recovery. Your outer and inner worlds are beginning to harmonize. After a thorough self-examination, you now see yourself more objectively and manage your emotions more consciously. In your bundle you carry your experiences and lessons with you, but you have left the past behind you, you do not let it continue to chain you down. The most important thing is that you are finally free. I wish that the new beginning fills your heart with hope and confidence, and that the knowledge of that you were able to overcome the difficulties gives you the strength to embark on the next, much happier phase of your life that awaits you.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Four of Swords, Queen of Wands

It seems that your divine partner is resting after a difficult period too, consider things while they are healing (or just recently the healing phase is coming to an end for them). For them, the primary goal during this period is to regenerate and recharge their batteries. They must regain their strength and their love of life. First, they must warm up their own soul, so later, when your paths cross they can invigorate you with their pleasurable personality, and after that, as your relationship deepens, they can embrace you with their caring, devoted warmth. They need to gather courage and fix their self-confidence so that they can see the future more optimistically. It is necessary for them to turn inward now, they must process and understand their own emotions and what happened to them, so that later they can trust their intuition again, which will lead them to you.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? King of Swords, Seven of Pentacles, Three of Pentacles

Sword, dagger Butterfly Crown Frog Flying bird(s) Pentagram, star a Ring (jewelry) what you maybe find in an unusual place or one that has one of the listed symbols on it Crescent moon Reaping hook Bunch of grapes Flowers for decoration/ornament/sticker, bouquet the color Blue can play a role

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? Ace of Cups

It seems like a place close to nature, near water, maybe next to a lake, where water lilies float on the water, or in a park, maybe by a fountain (perhaps with coins in it), in company of birds, where you can feed them. A sound of a small bell. I don't know where the jingle came from, but it has a nice, cheerful sound. Maybe you'll hear a similar sound when you meet eachother. You will meet at a time when you are both ready to accept new emotions, a new relationship, when you have reached the appropriate phase of self-care, practicing self-love, when you can give because you have taken care of filling your own cups.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Nine of Cups, Ace of Swords, Reversed Six of Cups, Strength

Take care of yourself, celebrate! Enjoy what you have achieved, reward yourself! Take advantage of the clearing of your thoughts. Let the new ideas and inspirations take you away. You can start to opening up to new communications, new acquaintances and opportunities. Sometimes you may even be filled with nostalgic feelings, which make you play with the idea: "Everything was good in the beginning." "Everything could be like that again." Please don't turn back! Avoid people with energy/vibe that reminds you of the old ones. Stay aware, leave the past in the past, don't nurture old things, ideas, relationships that you have already outgrown for your own benefit, that no longer serve you, they only drain your energy from your present and your future. Try to transform your experience into your strength. Nurture the inner strength to move forward, turn to yourself and your shadows with patience and understanding. Maybe you need to heal your inner child/teen, give yourself the care and love you need and desire. You have endless opportunities to grow and develop, you have the resources you need for further healing, and to tame and silence those shadow creatures that would encourage you to repeat old patterns. Hang in there for yourself, for your recovery.

To what extent are you ready to receive your soulmate? Queen of Wands, Reversed Hierophant, Ten of Cups, Reversed Eight of Wands, Reversed Moon

Dear Soul!

You are full of fire and passion. Confident, creative, intense, emotional, warm-hearted, devoted. You are aware of your values ​​and you are looking for the king/queen in whom you can find an equal partner, who is strong enough to walk beside you, with whom you can create your own empire, like proud lions.

You long to experience all forms and heights of happiness, as well as the feeling of completeness and fulfillment, with a true, supportive partner.

You want this in such a form that you can keep your personal freedom and independence. You don't necessarily desire the bond of marriage in order to meet expected traditions and/or social expectations on paper. Perhaps you have already had a bad experience in the past, disappointment, breakup, divorce, a relationship that did not satisfy you spiritually and emotionally, where your soul could not soar.

Yet you would give your whole heart if you could find your soulmate, the ally with whom you could finally establish a home and live your life in abundance and overflowing love.

Yet there is something that holds you back, paralyzes you. There is an inner tension in you because you want to move forward, but you can't. Things around you are not going the way you want them to. Something always gets in the way, breaks your momentum, your sense of purpose. Whether there are obstacles in the physical world or internal obstacles that do not allow you to continue on the path to your soulmate, they also prevent you from fully opening up and becoming receptive to this attachment.

The voices of anxiety, fear, and uncertainty suppress your own inner voice, which would show you the way to your truer life. To unlock and release this inner barrier, you must turn inward, dive into the darkness, find the source of your fears, and examine it to see clearly. Just observe them in silence, if you let go of the struggle against them, accept their presence, the light of enlightenment may even reach you sooner. Maybe you need a quiet, meditative retreat to find your inner compass, the light of the Moon that illuminates the path you can follow.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Eight of Cups, Reversed King of Wands, Reversed Three of Wands, Reversed Nine of Pentacles

Meanwhile, your soulmate also tries to move on with difficult feelings and to leave their past, everything that no longer serves them. A period ended for them, and they set out on a new path towards the unknown. There are several challenges ahead of them that they must overcome to reach the top of the mountain, but despite their doubts, a small inner flame drives them on.

For me, the Reversed King of Wands usually does not reveal excessive aggression, but rather a lack of self-confidence, battered confidence. I sense a restless energy from them, like from you.

They obsessively wants to accomplish, or stubbornly sticks to an idea, maybe that’s why they don't listen to their intuition. Maybe that's why it's hard for them to adapt to their changed circumstances.

A new world opened up to them, but they not very optimistic about it. They doubt and hesitate, even though they have all the potential to take control of their life, they just need to rediscover that ability and determination within themself. They really need commitment now to start over. They need to examine their options with foresight, carefully plan their journey and prepare for it before making further decisions. They should not make decisions out of haste or thoughtlessness, and they maybe unwilling, but have to accept the intentions of others to help.

They strives for financial independence and longs for abundance so that they can give the best to their loved ones. They want a stable life where they don't depend on anyone and can enjoy the fruits of their hard work.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? Page of Pentacles, Reversed Four of Cups

Pentagram, star

A specific Coin or Jewelry (maybe with one of the listed symbols on it)

Object of longing/admiration - what you get for yourself, or you find something you've been looking for, something you wanted to deal with, something you wanted to know more about, something you admire

Palm tree – (Eggsecutor jumped in my mind, maybe you or them are in the Pokemon fandom but not necessarily)

Unexpected gift/opportunity - You will find a new opportunity/offer that will shake you out of your dullness

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? Reversed Eight of Pentacles

I feel like there is a forced break in this situation. Restrictive circumstances or financial difficulties may play a role in work or study.

Like:

Job interview, job searching, go to employment office, work break, any kind of break in education, forced leave, slow administration/work, long line, long waiting, enrolling in a course, suspended/cancelled/missed/postponed event/course/workshop, unfinished business.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Knight of Wands, Reversed Five of Wands, Reversed Queen of Pentacles

You probably would not like to hear this, but; Patience, dear Soul. You really want this person who can make a difference in your life. You are bubbling with action, you are thirsty for new, exciting experiences, but in order to move away from the dead end, you need to channel your energies into a healthy channel. "Great excitement can also result in a stressful situation that prevents a well-considered decision and correct action." If you get carried away by the intensity, you can get involved in conflicts that don't move you forward, they just eat up your vitality. You need patience, persistence and sanity. It's worth avoiding or not taking stressful situations too seriously, rather use the power of your inner fire to overcome your own internal battles to get closer to what you really want to create. During this period, it is important to sort out restless energies to avoid burnout. Ground yourself, let the flames subside, rest for a while, seek stability. It’s important to take care of your health. Take care of yourself, you need the right physical and mental nourishment to find your center. Think about what foods and nutrients you take in, pay attention to your body's signals. Try meditative activities/techniques that you like, seek contact with nature, be it a walk in the park or time spent with animals, do creative activities, anything what you feel that helps you to relax.

1 2 3 Reminder: * Trigger warning: All three readings have heaviness in them... 💔❤️‍🩹 I send everyone the supporting energies and wish all the best to reach a happy ending at the end of their struggles. * These are not gender-specific readings, in the stories I'll use They/Them pronouns. * These are collective readings for entertaintment. * I am not a professional reader and readings that I do are a part of my learning process. * The tarot can provide guidance, but you manage your own life according to your free will. Feel free to keep what resonates, and let go of what doesn't.~ * (English is not my mother language, sorry for the mistakes.)

* How is their life like a fairytale: Four of Cups, Knight of Swords, (the lowest card in the deck: Ace of Swords) * What magical qualities do they possess that can help them on their journey: Three of Wands * What obstacles do they need to overcome to achieve they fairytale ending: Reversed Sun, Reversed Chariot, Reversed Nine of Wands * What steps can they take to manifest their happily ever after: Tower, King of Cups

Over the mountain, over the valley, there once lived a human sitting in the shade of a tree. This human silently reflected on and taking stock of their life of that time. They were not satisfied. Disappointment and a sense of lack gnawed at them, and although they longed for something to fill this void, so that they could feel safe in their heart, they no longer believed in the opportunities offered to them with good intentions, promising improvement and happiness. Or maybe, even though they were offered in vain, they didn't see them behind the misty veil of their sorrow.

During their contemplation, suddenly, like some heavenly spark, an enlightening thought lit up in their mind. They were struck by an inspiration that spurred them to immediate action. They made their decision quickly. They decided to hit the road, arming themself for the struggles ahead. They was ready to change their destiny. Determined, unwavering, fearless, they galloped forward on the back of their fast horse, keeping their eyes fixed on their goal.

It was the beginning of a new chapter. Their enthusiasm and conscientious attitude helped them reach this milestone in their life. They planned their journey with foresight and awareness, preparing for possible obstacles. They looked to the future confidently. Full of hope, they embarked on this journey with commitment. The distance called them. They longed for a better world and were open to new experiences. They wanted to develop and grow, so that they could safely stand on their own feet and be a support for others besides themself. They had the opportunity to find companions who in return support them, inspire them, and can be of mutual help to each other during their journeys. The child in their heart searched the source of happiness, but in order to find it, they had to face several obstacles. Temporary setbacks dampened their enthusiasm. Willingly or unwillingly, perhaps they attracted the attention of others too much. Curious looks followed their actions;

"Can they rise to the task they have undertaken?" "Will they be able to do it?" Will they succeed or fail?” "Will their Sun ever shine?"

There were times when their momentum broke. They had to think about the direction to go next. They needed to take responsibility for themself and take back control. Perhaps, in the past, they were guided by noble intentions, but perhaps they did not follow the path their soul desired. They had to be honest with themself. They had to listen to their own inner voice, what they really wanted. They had to find their guiding star, which would bring them light in the darkness, and follow it with determination.

But what made it difficult for them was that they were forced to defend themself while searching for the star, and it was difficult for them to let go of this defensive state. It was like everyone was an enemy. They got into a situation where they thought about giving up because of the overburden. Up until now, they had barricaded themself from real or perceived danger for their own protection, but the constant readiness and persistent struggle to protect what they had gained had exhausted them. It was time for them to rest and gather their strength before committing to the next step. Maybe now it is necessary to accept help, accept the support of others, perhaps consider and change their standpoint.

Finally, the time for change was come.

They need to realise what is still present in their life that no longer serves their good. A drastic transformation must take place, all external obstacles or internal barriers must come down. It is necessary to break with habits or beliefs that hold back and limit their development and the achievement of their desired goals, so that they can create a truer, more authentic life for themself, in which their emotions can be fulfilled. The world has shaken around them, but they can use this dramatic change to their advantage. After the destruction, they may be given the opportunity to lay new foundations. A serious, difficult path may lie ahead, but after dealing with the old order and way of thinking, liberation and a fresh start can come, they can create their own kingdom, and achieve the emotional balance and stability that they wanted from the beginning of their journey. For a fresh start and a happy ending, they will need their diplomatic skills, their empathy, their devoted, service-minded character. If they follow their true path, in the future they will be able to maturely and wisely navigate in the deep, rich world of their emotions and become the warm-hearted leader of their empire.

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* How is their life like a fairytale: Hierophant, Ten of Swords * What magical qualities do they possess that can help them on their journey: Seven of Cups * What obstacles do they need to overcome to achieve they fairytale ending: Wheel of Fortune, The Moon, Page of Swords, Nine of Swords * What steps can they take to manifest their happily ever after: Three of Wands, Reversed Two of Pentacles

Once upon a time, there once lived a human who once felt like a respected member of a community. They respected its traditions, values ​​and system. They felt safe, they had unconditional trust in those who surrounded them. They believed that this trust, this devotion was mutual between them and the group. In this unity, they felt that they had found something important, not only in the outside world, but also in themself.

But their world, in which they believed unshakably until then, suddenly completely collapsed around them. Life or perhaps their trusted companions betrayed them cruelly, inflicting deep wounds on them that forced them to the ground. They couldn't even move because of the pain. Disappointment, failure, despair consumed all their strength. They saw their situation futureless and hopeless. They needed rest, they needed to gather strength. They had to recover and then try to stand up again so that a new dawn could come in their life. They survived the disaster, but one of the most difficult stages of recovery must have been accepting this severe defeat in order to move on with their life... Rethinking they principles, they had to become open to this life-changing mutuation, adapt to their new situation and its challenges. They had to seize the new opportunities and use this change to their advantage in order to grow and develop.

During the journey ahead of them, their developed sense of reality will be great help for them. They have a very good sense that when they come to a crossroads, they make the right decision for their situation. They will need this talent when the wheel of their destiny leads them to the realm of the Moon, where everything is uncertain in the semidarkness, where terrifying creatures try to distract them from their path. They were destined for more than what they had so far, but in order for this significant change to occur, they had to be patient and open to the unknown.

In this unknown, there would be the chance to face their greatest fears, when they had to listen to their intuitions, their own inner guidance, and would also need an objective examination of their situation in order to overcome them and move persistently forward. They cannot allow themself to be deceived and diverted by the illusion conjured up around them, be it a frightening nightmare or a seductive vision that encourages them to chase unreal dreams.

With their truth-seeking sword, they must cut through the fog of visions and nightmares in order to clearly see who they are, where they are and where they are really going. Their struggle can take a toll on them. It can be a stressful time for them, with anxiety and sleepless nights. In exchange for their freedom, they may have to break the silence, make their voice heard, it is even worth asking for help from someone who has solid knowledge to navigate this swampy realm, who will help them clear their mind of toxic thoughts and set them on a path to find their way out of the oppressive darkness to the land of Peace and Understanding.

They were on the verge of a major breakthrough and transformation. The final decision awaited them. Whether they embark on this difficult journey alone or with support, it is crucial to thoroughly prepare for it, for the difficulties that may arise, and consciously plan their every step in advance, building a strategy. It is important to commit to their goal, but above all to themself.

In addition to preparation, it is also important to strive for balance and take care of both their physical, emotional and mental needs. Success will require juggling with different responsibilities and priorities, but remembering to rest and relax when they need it can prevent them from burning out and sapping their energy.

Although the idyllic, happy picture of the future may still seem distant to them, if they make the decision to go for it and persistently move ahead, the desired harmony and happiness can return to their life again.

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* How is their life like a fairytale: Ace of Pentacles, Six of Wands, King of Swords, Nine of Pentacles * What magical qualities do they possess that can help them on their journey: Queen of Swords, Eight of Wands * What obstacles do they need to overcome to achieve they fairytale ending: Five of Cups, Five of Swords * What steps can they take to manifest their happily ever after: Nine of Swords

Far far away, there once lived a pointful, sharp-witted human, who was given the opportunity to create a more fruitful and richer life for themself in the earthly world. This offer was a new beginning to build a durable, secure foundation for their future. They lived up to the invitation, entered the race bravely, and finally won. They proudly accepted their prize and took their rightful place in the empire. They became an intelligent, trustworthy leader who treated their companions fairly and addressed them with honest, clear words. They paid attention to always staying on the ground of reality, consciously handling and creating with their intellectual abilities. Their work has paid off. They created the abundance for themself what they could finally enjoy. They were independent and self-confident.

Their high-flying thoughts, ideas and clairvoyance were always helpful and they used them to advantage in difficult situations. They were understanding with others and helped those who needed advice. In return for their honesty and straightness, they expected the same from their companions. They did not lack fighting spirit, they resolutely defended what was important to them, carried out what they had planned, and stuck to their ideas.

But there are events in life when, unfortunately, no matter how much we want to, we cannot win. Such a painful shock or serious injustice or humiliation befell this person. They felt like they had failed. In the end they secluded to rest after the hard fight, to mourn the loss.

However, when we close ourselves off like this, we don't always see the good in our lives, we don't believe that our fate can change for the better, we can sink into the role of victim. We are filled with sadness and hopelessness. We can get stuck in the belief and emotional world that we are "losers", so we have a hard time realizing that we are still capable of joy and success. Once if they process and are able to let go of what happened, they will get back on their feet to leave behind the heavy grayness and start again towards a happier future.

The beginning of a big change came in their life. In this harrowing period, it is crucial to nourish their body as well as their soul and mental health and take the right quantity and quality of rest. For this, they may have to seek outside help to overcome the obstacles that their own mind has set up.

In addition to rest, engaging in activities that relieve their inner anxiety can help to them to find their way out of the oppressive darkness. It can be any creative, self-expressive activity, where they can put their thoughts into shape, express their feelings, or a form of exercise that suits them and relieves the accumulated inner tension. The goal is recovery and healing, rebuilding the shaken self-confidence.

Walking in nature, gardening, anything that brings peace to their soul can help. It may also happen that they allow a new science into their life, which arouses their interest and brings the zest for life again back to them.

If you interviewed your decks, which card did they show to represent themselves?

5. nap

2024.01.29

Második kirakás - Kereszt

Kérdés: Mi az igazság ebben a Tinderes helyzetben és (személy)-el kapcsolatban?

Erről van szó (Téma) - Kelyhek VIII.

Ezt ne tedd - Kelyhek VI.

Ezt tedd - Érmék Ásza

Ide vezet - Remete

A TÉMA:

Kelyhek VIII.

Saját intuíció:

Valamit hátrahagyni

Ne az érzelmeim befolyásoljanak

Más forrás (pantonia.hu):

Kulcsszavak:

+ elengedés, próbálkozás, elsétálás, elhagyás

! csalódás, megrekedés, határozatlanság, egyhangúság

A Kelyhek Nyolcas kártya gyakran egy alakot ábrázol, aki elhagyja a nyolc kelyhet. Ez a jelenet a változás, a továbblépés és az elengedés motívumát jelképezi. Az alak gyakran elszánt vagy elgondolkodó arckifejezéssel halad tovább, ami a döntés nehézségét és a változás iránti elkötelezettséget szimbolizálja. A háttérben gyakran sziklás vagy kopár táj látható, ami a nehéz út és az új kezdetek jelképe.

A kelyhek itt hátrahagyott tárgyakként jelennek meg, ami arra utal, hogy az alak elengedi a múltat és a megszokott dolgokat a jövő érdekében. A távolodó alak mögötti táj gyakran változatos és rejtélyes, ami az ismeretlenbe való elindulás és az új lehetőségek keresésének témáját erősíti.

A Kelyhek Nyolcas a változás, az elengedés és az új kezdetek témájával foglalkozik. Ez a lap arra utal, hogy néha szükség van elhagyni a megszokott környezetet vagy helyzeteket annak érdekében, hogy új lehetőségeket fedezzünk fel és növekedjünk. Ez a kártya azt is jelzi, hogy néha a legjobb döntés az, ha elengedjük azokat a dolgokat, amelyek már nem szolgálják a fejlődésünket vagy boldogságunkat.

Ez a lap arra is ösztönöz, hogy bízzunk az ösztöneinkben és lépjünk ki a komfortzónánkból. A Kelyhek Nyolcas azt üzeni, hogy az új kezdetek gyakran félelmetesek, de szükségesek az életünk fejlődése és a személyes növekedés érdekében. A kártya arra emlékeztet, hogy az elengedés egy fontos lépés az új lehetőségek felé vezető úton.

EZT NE TEDD:

2. Kelyhek VI.

Saját intuíció:

Bizalom

Gyermekkor, belső gyermek

Ajándék

Adok valamit

Múlt

Ne éljek a múltban(?), ne tegyem azt, amit a múltban

Más forrás (pantonia.hu):

Kulcsszavak:

+ vágy, múlt, ártatlanság, öröm, nosztalgia, emlékek, érzékiség

! ábrándozás, megrekedés, érzelgősség, vágyakozás

A Kelyhek Hatos kártyán gyakran egy boldog jelenetet látunk, ahol egy fiatal alak ajándékokat ad át egy másik személynek vagy csoportnak. A környezet gyakran idilli, virágokkal és zöldellő növényzettel teli, ami a bőség és a szeretet szimbóluma. Az ég világos és derűs, ami a boldog és könnyed hangulatot erősíti.

Az ajándékozó alak arcán gyakran boldogság és öröm látható, ami az adakozás és a szeretet örömét szimbolizálja. A címzettek is boldogok és hálásak, ami a kölcsönös szeretet és támogatás jelentőségét hangsúlyozza.

A Kelyhek Hatos a szeretet, az adakozás és a kölcsönös támogatás témáit érinti. Ez a kártya arra utal, hogy az érzelmek és a szeretet megosztása nemcsak másoknak, hanem nekünk is örömet szerez. A lap arra ösztönöz, hogy legyünk nagylelkűek és adakozóak, valamint hogy értékeljük és adjunk hálát azokért, akik támogatnak és szeretnek minket.

Ez a kártya a múltból hozott pozitív emlékek és kapcsolatok jelentőségét is kiemeli, valamint arra emlékeztet, hogy a boldog emlékek és a pozitív érzelmek ápolása hozzájárulhat a jelenbeli boldogságunkhoz és jólétünkhöz.

EZT TEDD:

3. Érmék Ásza

Saját intuíció:

Lehetőség

Biztonság (földi síkon)

Más forrás (pantonia.hu):

Kulcsszavak:

+ bőség, lehetőség, erőforrások, biztonság, stabilitás

! szűkösség, elveszett lehetőség, fukarság, instabilitás, hiány

Ezen a kártyán egy kéz látható az égből, finoman tartva egy arany érmét. Ez a kéz jelképezi a teremtő erőt és az univerzum támogató jelenlétét, ami az érmét – a fizikai világ lehetőségeit és gazdagságát – ajándékozza. Az érme jelképezi a gazdasági lehetőségeket, a jólétet, a bőséget, és a gyakorlati eredményességet.

A kártya hátterében gyakran gazdag és termékeny táj látható, például virágzó kertek vagy zöldellő mezők, amelyek a bőség és a termékenység szimbólumai. Ez a termékeny környezet a fizikai és anyagi világ lehetőségeinek bőségét és gazdagságát tükrözi, jelezve, hogy a lehetőségek széles tárházával rendelkezünk.

Az Érmék Ásza gyakran a kezdeteket és az új lehetőségeket szimbolizálja a pénzügyi és anyagi szférákban. A lap azt sugallja, hogy új lehetőségek nyílnak meg, új vállalkozások, beruházások vagy anyagi javak szerzésének lehetőségei. Ez a kártya gyakran optimizmust és a siker lehetőségét hordozza, ösztönözve a cselekvésre és az új kezdeményezések megragadására.

Összességében az Érmék Ásza egy pozitív lap, ami a pénzügyi és anyagi siker lehetőségét, a gyakorlati eredményességet és a bőség megnyílását jelzi. A kártya arra ösztönöz, hogy legyünk nyitottak az új lehetőségekre, bízzunk a bőség univerzális elvben, és tegyünk lépéseket a gyakorlati és anyagi világban a céljaink megvalósítása érdekében.

Az Érmék Ásza a tarotban a pénzügyi és anyagi új kezdetek, a bőség és a gyakorlati lehetőségek szimbóluma. Ez a kártya az új gazdasági lehetőségek, az anyagi növekedés és a jólét megnyílását jelzi. Az érme, amit a kéz tart, a fizikai világ gazdagságára és a valós eredményekre utal, jelezve, hogy új lehetőségek állnak készen a megvalósításra.

Ez a lap gyakran arra utal, hogy egy új pénzügyi lehetőség, új befektetés vagy anyagi javak szerzése érkezik az életünkbe. Ez lehet egy új munkalehetőség, egy vállalkozás elindítása, vagy egy olyan befektetés, amely jelentős anyagi előnyöket hozhat. Az Érmék Ásza arra ösztönöz, hogy bízzunk a bőségben és a gazdagságban, és hogy tegyünk lépéseket a gyakorlati és anyagi világban a céljaink eléréséért.

Ez a lap azt is sugallhatja, hogy most van az ideje, hogy reálisan és gyakorlatiasan foglalkozzunk pénzügyeinkkel és anyagi helyzetünkkel. Az Érmék Ásza arra emlékeztet, hogy az anyagi stabilitás és a jólét eléréséhez gyakran szükséges a tervezés, a kitartás és a gyakorlati lépések megtétele.

Összességében az Érmék Ásza egy nagyon pozitív lap, ami a pénzügyi és anyagi siker lehetőségét, a gyakorlati eredményességet és a bőség megnyílását jelzi. Ez a kártya arra ösztönöz, hogy legyünk nyitottak az új lehetőségekre, hogy bízzunk a bőség univerzális elvében, és hogy aktívan részt vegyünk a saját anyagi sorsunk alakításában.

IDE VEZET:

4. Remete

Saját intuíció:

Elvonulás

Magány(?)

Belső utazás

Befelé fordulás

Nyugalom

Bölcsesség

Más forrásokból:

Óvatosság

Egyszerre kereső és vezető archetípus

"Nincs szükségem a világra, a világnak van rám"

pantonia.hu :

Kulcsszavak

+ elvonulás, szemlélődés, önvizsgálat, lélekutazás

! magány, elszigeteltség, visszahúzódás, elutasítás

A Remete tarot kártya az introspekció, a bölcsesség és az önismeret szimbóluma. A lapon ábrázolt Remete egy magányos alak, aki egy elszigetelt, magas helyen áll. Ez a figura mély gondolkodásba és belső kutatásba merült, ami a belső utazás és az önreflexió képét festi eléd.

A Remete egy lámpást tart a kezében, ami az igazság, a belső világosság és a tudás fényét szimbolizálja. A lámpás fénye segít neki a sötétségben megtalálni az útját, ami a belső útmutatás és a spirituális felismerések jelképe. Az alak ruházata letisztult és szerény, ami az egyszerűség, az önmegtartóztatás és a külső világ zajától való elszakadás jelképe.

A Remete pásztorbotot tart a kezében, ami az útmutatást és a bölcsességhez vezető utazást szimbolizálja. A kártya csendes és elgondolkodtató hangulatot sugároz, ami a belső elcsendesedés és az önvizsgálat fontosságát hangsúlyozza.

A Remete kártya jelentése a tarot olvasásokban: introspekció, önreflexió és belső bölcsesség. Ez a lap arra utal, hogy szükséged van az elszigetelődésre, a csendre és a belső kutatásra ahhoz, hogy megtaláld a válaszokat — és a bölcsességet.

Ez a kártya az önismeret és a spirituális útkeresés szimbóluma is. A Remete arra ösztönöz, hogy fordíts figyelmet a belső hangodra, és merülj el az önvizsgálatban a személyes növekedéshez. A lap arra emlékeztet, hogy néha szükséges elszakadni a külvilágtól, hogy megtaláld a saját utadat, és megértsd, mi miért történik.

A Remete kártya a bölcsesség és az életút irányításának jelképe is. Arra utal, hogy saját magadnak kell megtalálnod az utat — és a belső bölcsesség, illetve a spirituális vezetés fontos szerepet játszik majd az utad során, és ezáltal az életedben is. A kártya arra bátorít, hogy válj önmagad legjobb tanítójává és vezetőjévé.

Összességében tehát a Remete kártya az introspekció, az önismeret, a bölcsesség és a belső útmutatás szellemét hordozza. A lap arra ösztönöz, hogy legyél önmagaddal őszinte, törekedj a mélyebb megértésre, és kövesd saját belső fényedet az életed utazásán.

Kértem még egy végső tanácsot:

Botok IX.

Saját intuíció:

Seb

Belefáradás

Valami túl sok

Börtön (?)

Erre nincs energiám

Fenyegetve érzem magam

Más források:

Erőt és bátorságot kell gyűjteni a későbbi kitárulkozáshoz

pantonia.hu :

Kulcsszavak

+ rugalmasság, bátorság, siker, kitartás, küzdelem, határok

! erőforrások, túlterheltség, feladás, védekezés, paranoia

A Botok Kilences kártyán gyakran egy férfi látható, aki egy vár falán áll, kezében egy bottal. Kilenc bot van függőlegesen elhelyezve mögötte, ami védelmet és erőt sugall. A férfi arckifejezése őrködő és kész, mintha bármelyik pillanatban kész lenne cselekedni vagy védekezni.

A férfi ruházata gyakran harcos vagy védő jellegű, ami a készenlét és az óvatosság érzetét adja. A háttér gyakran egyszerű, hangsúlyozva a figura és a botok közötti kapcsolatot.

A Botok Kilences kártya jelentése az óvatosság, a készenlét és a kitartás. Ez a lap azt sugallja, hogy a kérdező egy védő vagy óvó pozíciót foglal el, és kész arra, hogy megvédje azt, amit eddig elért.

Ez a kártya arra utal, hogy bár a kérdező már sokat ért el, még mindig szükség van óvatosságra és készenlétre. A Botok Kilences arra ösztönzi a kérdezőt, hogy maradjon éber, és ne engedjen a kísértésnek, hogy teljesen ellazuljon, mivel további kihívások vagy akadályok jöhetnek.

A kártya azt is jelzi, hogy a kérdező bölcsen és előrelátóan cselekszik, felkészülve arra, hogy megvédje magát és másokat.

Legalsó lap:

Főpapnő : passzivitás, szemlélődés, (megbénulás), türelem, meditáció, belső hang megtalálása

Összegzés:

Először nem tudtam, hogy a Kelyhek VIII. arra utal-e, hogy

(1) engedjem el a múlt fájdalmait, és nyissak egy új ismeretség felé, (2) vagy arra, hogy ne ismételjem meg a múltbéli hibáimat, ami a baráti vagy ismerősi kapcsolataimat jellemezte.

Utólag nézve, a téma talán egy lehetséges új kezdet volt, amit beárnyékoltak a múltbéli események érzései, tapasztalatai és mintái. A Kelyhek VI. lapot kapva, egyértelműen nem arra volt szükség, hogy megint érzelgőssé váljak, és sajnálatból új barátságot vagy ismeretséget kössek. Végig éreztem a taszítást, hogy ne csináljam, ne menjek bele, ehhez az illetővel szemben is tartottam magam, de azért a végére jártunk a dolognak. A múltban volt, hogy olyan barátságot kötöttem, ami idővel toxikussá vált, és elszívta az energiáimat, erre a lefáradt állapotra a Botok IX. is ráerősít. Nem akarom újra elkövetni ugyanazt a hibát, erőm sincs hozzá.

A végén kiderült, hogy tévedésből talált meg az illető, és nem firtattam tovább a dolgot, így hallgattam a tanácsra és a saját megérzésemre is. Azt hiszem I dodged a serious bullet.

A Bika hava

Tanácsokat kértem magamnak a Bika havára. (2024.04.19-05.20)

Hogyan maradjak földelve? - Világ

Mibe fektessek több energiát? - Érmék Királynője + Szerencsekerék

Hol ragadjam meg a bika szarvát? - Hold

Hol engedjek a szorításomon? - Főpap

Hol engedjem meg magamnak a kényelmet, hogy a bőség beléphessen? - Kardok VII. + Kiegyenlítődés

Az egész vetést átfogja az "anyaméhben" való állapot, mint olyan, hogy valami a végéhez ért, és valami új kezdődik, újjászületés következik. QwQ

Az alábbi listák nem teljesek, azokat a jelentéseket gyűjtöttem össze, amiket közelebb éreztem a magam helyzetéhez.

Hogyan maradjak földelve? - Világ

(Jó értelemben nagyon váratlanul ért ez a lap. qwq Végre valami jó és boldogság van. qwq)

Saját megérzések:

tánc

Tedd le a tanulást (legalább is, ne feszülj rá)

lemniszkáta (végtelen lehetőségek)

a kör bezárul(t)

körforgás

"enyém a világ"

ami fent, az lent

égi tudás megszerzése

új világ kezdődik

Bízz az égi segítőidben, veled vannak

Élvezd az életet, a jelent, ezt az időszakot

Meditálj

felszabadulás

Más források:

Boldog időszak, a kutatás a végéhez ért.

Nyíltan és teljes elevenséggel élvezd létedet

de továbbra is fontos a Tudatosság.

Magasabb szinten való újabb erőfeszítések magjait vetjük el.

A kozmikus folyamatok stabilitása biztosítva van. ("Ne aggódj.")

Nemzetközi kapcsolatok ápolása (nekem ez a tumblr x) )

Készíts listát olyan befejezetlen helyzetekről, amelyek megoldása megkönnyebbülést hozhat.

Képessé kell válnunk mindent elfogadni saját magunkkal kapcsolatban, mindazt, ami az árnyékban van, és ami a fényben van. (Ettől persze félek...)

2. Mibe fektessek több energiát?

- Érmék Királynője + Szerencsekerék

Saját megérzések:

teremtés (várandósság) anyagi téren

termékenység

bölcsen bánni a javakkal

cselekvés

Mozdítsd meg, fordíts a sorsod kerekén

Te vagy saját sorsod kovácsa

Valósítsd meg a vágyaidat (földi, anyagi vágyak)

felelősség vállalás

biztos alapok megteremtése

körforgás

Más források:

Érmék királynője:

táplálás

szorgalom

reális gondolkodás

művész

A sivár, meddő múlt legyőzése

"Magad mögött hagytad a szomjúság időszakát."

Termékenyebb környékre értél. Megpihenhetsz, fordíts figyelmet magadra és fizikai szükségleteidre, egészségedre.

Milyen módon hanyagoltad el a tested, a másik éned? Kényezteted magad? Jól érzed magad a bőrödben?

"Megadom testemnek a szerető figyelmet, testem pedig életenergiával és életörömmel, egészséggel ajándékoz meg."

Szerencsekerék:

új kezdet, nagy áttörés

valami befejezése

terjeszkedés

kreativitás

önmegvalósítás

gyarapodás

Nagy áttörés lehetősége előtt állsz. Használd ki a pillanatot! (Ki/mi áll még az utadban?)

"Készen állok életem csodájára!"

A keresés második fele elkezdődött.

A kutatás egyik fő állomása elérett.

A mély tudatosság lehetővé teszi a tudat alatti tartalmak felszínre emelkedését.

A tudatalatti tartalmakkal való közvetlen konfrontációra van szükség, észlelésükre és megértésükre. (Hold)

A tudat békéjét, a bűntudat feloldását hordozza a kártya.

3. Hol ragadjam meg a bika szarvát? - Hold

Saját megérzések:

tudatalatti

álmok

félelem

homályosság

bizonytalanság

kételyek

hűség

vadság

Indulj el az úton, még ha félelmetes is.

Lehet, nem lesz könnyű, de látható a cél.

Messze juthatsz.

Tudatos és tudat alatti félelmek leküzdése.

Más források:

Végső próbatétel.

illúzió

tévutak

szembenézés a tudatalattival (alászállás az Alvilágba)

küszöb a tudatosság új szintje előtt

Hallottad az ismeretlen hívását.

Új tapasztalatok küszöbén állsz.

Figyelj a szíved szavára.

Vizsgáld meg nyugodtan és alaposan a segítségedre és vezetésedre kínálkozó lehetőségeket.

Meditálj rendszeresen, naponta, legalább 3 hónapon át.

Figyelj gondolataidra és minőségükre.

Figyelj az éjszakai álmaidra.

A keresés utolsó állomása.

Ne hagyd, hogy a köréd varázsolt körülmények megtévesszenek (illúzió), ne térj le az ösvényről.

Hol vannak vakfoltjaid? Mely tapasztalatoktól félsz leginkább?

Épp virradat előtt a legsötétebb az éj.

Egy új nap fényessége vár. (Kiegyenlítődés)

4. Hol engedjek a szorításomon? - Főpap

Saját megérzések:

Zavaros számomra, hogy a magammal való kapcsolatra vagy a világhoz való viszonyomra vonatkozóan akar engem informálni. Nagyon összetett, számomra az egyik legnehezebben megérthető lap a feltett kérdésre vonatkozóan. Lehet, csak később fog bennem letisztulni, mire utalhatott pontosan.

tanulás (?)

tanítani, vezetni másokat

elvárások magammal és másokkal szemben

megfelelni másoknak

folyton megkérdőjelezni magamat, a szerepem a világban, a képességeim

szerepelni, megmutatni magam

magas pozícióra törni

vakon követni másokat, és készpénznek venni tanításaikat (birka lenni)

bárány, báránybőrbe bújt farkas

Más források:

Önmagad keresése lelki birodalmakba vezet téged.

Légy őszinte, nyitott, befogadásra kész.

Figyelj oda szíved üzenetére, utasítására.

Önbizalom, magunkba, életünk mélyebb értelmébe, jövőbe vetett hit.

spiritualitás, befelé fordulás

bölcsesség

tudás

tudás és a bölcsesség megosztása, tanácsadás, útmutatás

etika, erény, erkölcs

Ragaszkodás egy értékrendhez, elképzeléshez

Ami a te értékrended, elképzelésed szerint jó, nem biztos, hogy másoknak is az, és fordítva.

A Főpap lap a hovatartozás és összetartozás kérdését tárgyalja. Az Egység azt jelenti, hogy mindegy, milyen úton, de szeretsz annyira valamit (valakit), vagy hiszel annyira őszintén valamiben, hogy az megajándékoz téged önmagad egy fontos részével. Így ismered meg jobban önmagadat, azt, hogy milyen értékek által vagy képes jó érzésekkel élni.

Kapcsolataidban rátalálsz önmagadra? Azonosulni tudsz velük? Érdemes értük tenni?

Tartsd meg a fontosabb tradíciókat,-ami neked fontos- de ne ragaszkodj mereven, idejét múlt elvekhez, szokásokhoz.

szabálykövetés

5. Hol engedjem meg magamnak a kényelmet, hogy a bőség beléphessen?

- Kardok VII. + Kiegyenlítődés

Kardok VII... >A>

Saját megérzések:

félelmek (Hold)

beszűkítő hiedelmek (Főpap)

korlátozó gondolatok, önszabotázs (árulás)

Kerülj egyensúlyba, harmóniába (fizikai és lelki síkon is)

Az út végén felragyog a Nap (Hold)

Érzéseid a megfelelő mederbe tereld

megvilágosodás

meditáció

tisztánlátás

Más források:

Kardok VII.:

korlátozó gondolatok

beszűkítő hiedelmek

"Félelmeidnek semmi közük a valósághoz! Ébredj fel és lásd, mi történik valójában!" (Hold?)

"Maradj tiszta."

csendes megfigyelés (ne mondj semmit, tartsd magadban terveidet)

észrevétlen cselekvés

Nem érdemes magad negatív gondolatokkal korlátozni.

kétely

szorongás

bűntudat

csüggedés

Mit rejtesz el magad elől? Hol van vakfoltod? (Hold)

Kiegyenlítődés:

harmónia

kiegyensúlyozottság, egyensúly, helyes arányok

mértékletesség

higgadtság

lelki béke

Szükség van a lelki egyensúlyra.

A lap jelenthet gyógyulást, felépülést.

Igyekszünk vágyaink és lehetőségeink között reális középutat találni.

ellentétek egyesülése

belső változás, átalakulás, befelé fordulás

alkímia

kreatív erő

minőségi változás, megújulás

Az átalakulási folyamat nem tűr semmi újabb, kívülről jövő késztetést, vagy lökést.

14 -> 1+4=5 - növekedés, inspiráció, részek egy nagyobb egésszé való összeállítása

tudatos és tudatalatti közötti egyensúly

Egy új és sokkal igazabb központ létének lehetősége

Leszámolni az egoval és annak árnyékával

Az angyal a kereső tudatosságán belül élő, a belülről jövő teremtő erők hordozójaként felfogható erő, közvetítő a külső tudatosság és a belső én között.

Ami nem engedheti megnyilvánulni ezt a teremtő erőt, azok az előítéletek, melyek a szűk látókörű, fojtogató életszabályokon alapszanak.

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Ami nagyon zavaros nekem az a Hold és a Főpap, a kapcsolatuk egymással és a többi kártyával.

Szemben állnak egymással abból a szempontból, hogy mindkettő magába foglalja a spiritualitást, amit a Hold szerint ragadjak meg (nézzek szembe a tudatalattimmal és a félelmeimmel), a Főpap szerint meg ebben az időszakban ne ragaszkodjak hozzá annyira erősen.

Megnéztem tegnap pár (max 3) tarot videót.

Voltak egyező lapok: Világ (egy olvasásban többször is), Főpap, ha jól emlékszem a Kardok VII. és a Kiegyenlítődés is felbukkant egyszer.

Voltak összefüggések a saját magamnak tett olvasással.

Amelyik videó nagyon megfogott, az egy Pick a Pile videó volt, amiben ezt az üzenetet, tanácsot kaptam:

"Semmi meditáció, semmi önkutatás és shadow work! Pihenj!"

Ez megegyezhet a Főpap üzenetével a saját vetésemben.

A videóban így fejtette ki:

Tegyem félre a spiritualitás gyakorlását, tartsak szünetet a magamon való munkában, az önkutatásban, mert annál jobban fölzaklatom és túlterhelem magam, minél több réteget akarok megvizsgálni és "meggyógyítani". Mert, hogy "mindig van velem valami baj"... Folyamatosan ostorozom magam, hogy ki kéne javítanom ezt, meg ezt, meg ezt... Hogy az elmém állandóan pörög, ha nem a hibáimon, akkor minden máson, amiért aggódok az életemmel kapcsolatban, pedig pihenésre volna szüksége, és a lelkemnek is. Most nem a cselekvésnek van itt az ideje.

Így igaz. Érzem magamon... Erre az üzenetre volt szükségem, mégis a bűntudat kerülget, hogy megfogadjam. A "Vagyok" meditációra a szorongásom enyhítése, az agyam kikapcsolása, és a testi gyógyulásom miatt van szükségem leginkább, ezt nem tudom, elhagyjam-e a bika havában. Az önkutatást és az árnyék munkát szívesen félreteszem, mert tényleg csak felzaklatom magam miatta, de akkor mi lesz a Hold kártyával és a tudatalattival? Talán a Holdnak más területre vonatkozott az üzenete?

Erre még nem találtam meg a választ.