her hand was limp in his. she couldnโt bare through the motions. all she felt, from head to toe. was sorrow. she didnโt have good things. they went wrong in some way or another or were ripped away entirelyโฆ it had happened with her parentโs marriage, and her brotherโs death, and even the very diagnoses that had taken this normal dream from her.ย it was why, in all her days, she reached for control and perfectly timed schedules, and the safety and security of her husband. he was an anchor of consistency, but this was a wrench. there was always a bad side. always. the paparazzi with their zoom lenses through the window the morning after they were married. they commented on her sex hair, her scars, the peak of skin from under the duvet sheet. her parents had called her a disgrace, and though sheโd always faced them with smug indifference, she sobbed in the bathroom for hours while trevor slept, sneaking back into bed like she didnโt have a care in the world. her voice wasnโt higher than a whisper.ย โi donโt want this baby if itโs going to be taken away from me. you are my one good thing. i donโt ever get more than one, and i always, always, lose the other.โ
it was as if a sixth sense knew something was amiss, trevorโs blue eyes fixated on blairโs characteristics. he could recognize before she'd even opened her mouth to speak that there was something just not settling well with the woman lying beside him, but he couldn't figure out what in the world could keep her from being happy at that instant. that was until she'd filled in the blank for him only seconds later. ย "blair, no one's going to take this baby away from us." trevor said, inching his way closer and gently turning her face to his. "i'm going to take care of you, of this baby, we're going to make this work. no matter what. you heard the doctor, you're high risk, yes... but this baby is happy and healthy. you're healthy. they're already so strong, just like you." he continued as his fingers brushed some hair from her face. "let yourself be happy... this is a piece of you and me. this is our baby, everything we wanted. it's happening."
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