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That last, final block...

How unnecessary it was

And you did it still. Absolutely incredible.

I couldn't even write another message and only pressed "follow".

When you could've had the talk within 10 seconds.

Like that's not in your favor. You get that.

Right?

It would only prove my point even more.

Could've left it on read for who knows how long.

Looking forward to it.

And your explanation then.

It better be a good one. You probably have quite a bit of time left to ponder the words you will say to me, then.

But I have a feeling you would just end up endlessly crying in the end, in a situation where there'd be no escape from actually talking to me; without ever giving any meaningful explanation.

You can't even explain your own behavior to yourself, can you..?

Because you're proving your love for me almost daily with those hints and your stalking.

Without the hints, I would have no reason to believe you're evil because I would think "well okay she has moved on years ago".

This is clearly not the case.

You're the biggest hypocrite I have ever known and will ever know. Also the biggest coward.

You know what justified behavior would look like from your perspective? To never even send another hint ever again.

So that even when you're crying for me; at least I won't hear it at all. Because I don't want to be bothered by it even just a little. And I won't be.

& Then at least you can make it seem like you moved on. Though we both know which one of us will actually be able to and who won't.

Oh & maybe to make your Spotify activity private finally. Better: Change username. Delete vsco/insta etc.

Go big or go home.

It's time for you to go all the way now and fulfill your self-fulfilling prophecy.

I am everything without you.

I never wanted to believe that about you; that you are genuinely a bad person.

Maybe you seemed too... pretty / interesting / intelligent for that. But I was simply naive.

...Thanks for proving it to me unequivocally; eventually.