Soap bubble haze

Mein ganzes Leben fühlt sich an wie eine Pause und ich brauche eine Pause davon

Erklär mal was du fühlst, wenn du nicht weißt, was du fühlst

... dann begreifst du vielleicht endlich, wie es mir seit Monaten geht.

Ich weiß nichtmal wer ich wirklich bin

Ich möchte mich so sehr besaufen das ich nicht mehr weiß wer ich bin.

Kennt ihr das, wenn ihr ohne Grund kein bock auf alles habt, alle anpisst und nicht wisst wieso?

you have never shared with me. the pain I caused You have never said how I made you. feel You’ve never allowed me to walk. the ways I made you. suffer without mercy, without pity I beg you: Please Say it to my face and let me cry about the pain I caused. you have never described the dark places I pushed you in, the interior architecture of night I created. in your heart and mind you have never shared the labyrinths of despair I captivated you in - left to yourself you had to find out alone. you have never told the odyssee of mania and madness I provided you the ocean and the ship for after enough war. and loss for ten lifetimes you had to bear insanity to be at the end. the one who prevailed You have never said. how you felt because of me. I beg you: Say it to my face, please, lead me through the cold and complete darkness. you had to endure because of me please, let me feel all the pain I caused. while I wasn’t myself and couldn’t see what I was doing I beg you: force me to face my own cruelty