God took me away from a place i was being held captive. literally even made the main captor participate in providing resources for my escape. He carried me away. since then they have been trying to get me back. involving legal system, medical system, and other organizations in keeping tabs on me, tormenting me, trying to push me to hurt myself, mobilizing predators to prey on me and take possession of me. some higher up members (a "couple" husband and wife who didnt even seem to like each other but the man liked to touch me and the woman liked to leave me alone with him and seemed to enjoy the dynamic of competition he would incite inbetween us) in a cult literally were trying to legally adopt me so they could have some weird incestuous depraved dynamic with me, cause a lot of evil beings have been jealous of the ones who have been keep me captive and have been itching to get a turn. they wouldnt leave me alone and everytime i tried to get away from them they would force themselves on me and in my life and not give me any space i couldnt even think straight. then God caused a great storm to take place, many were without power or service and finally for once they couldnt get to me or contact me, because of the spotty service and the government putting forth no one could travel outside because it was that bad.
then when all the attempts to trap me again, and kill me wasnt working it went to trying to get me back to where i was since they couldnt pimp me out to someone new
they had my old captor purposely not let me know of legal mail they received on my behalf until things got to a point it was a pressing issue, and had the healthcare system in that state refuse to give me documentation i needed for legal purposes unless i saw them in person which made absolutely no sense. so many working together and pretending like they dont know whats going on and think they r getting one over on you bc they think their daddy satan is all powerful cause of all his tricks and manipulations they see work in the world and they narcissitically refuse to fathom that even satan kneels to God's will.
anyway they arranged a flight for me even knowing i was so sick and stressed out from being overworked and forced to take on so much with extreme struggles n illnesses and im crying begging to be able to rest and no one letting me and threatening me to traumatizing extents, i was at the gate at the airport barely able to walk and God saved me
God saved me from being brought back to that place
all along the way out people kept trying to take me to hospital or get me "looked at" by medical teams,, i kept say no thank you no thank you. if they r in on it to it wouldnt have went well for me if i went and if they arent in on it, im not sick in some natural way. i am being tortured and tormented by evil beings, experimenting and torturing me to purposely cause me to develop illnesses and conditions and struggles. ur pills and procedures cant help me, n it just gonna traumatize n depress me to hear of all these things that r wrong n all the "i dont knows" and treating me like a circus freak a medical mystery. it not a mystery to me. yall already had your years poking at me studying me feeding me pills. i not going back to those places. freaky places. no thank you. even the guy who drove me home kept trying to drive me to the hospital. they feign concern, but they know. they say im so fun to do bad things to, and treat me like im stupid cause they think relentless forgiveness and trusting even after being deceived is weakness. they dont understand the strength in love. well Love put caution in my heart not fear just "mmmm...no. no thank you" feeling. enough to keep movin on. the guy said some things during the ride that made it seem he had some kinda interest in me. then he start asking me like 1000 questions like interrogating me like a demon trynna find out my identity. at the end of the ride the light in the car turned on and he turned around and looked at me, and his eyes lit up and then suddenly he abruptly stop saying what he was saying and he quickly snapped his head around almost like God didnt let him look at me with hungry eyes, didnt even let him continue to gaze upon me with whatever was in his heart. and i got out and went inside.
i cried. i said i didnt want to go. i was being forced to. i was trying to be positive about it but had several mental and bodily breakdowns on the way. my body was screaming my brain was crying, they didnt wanna go either.
i really really really really really didnt want to go. i was sit at the gate looking outside like id rather die. id rather be dead then go back. suddenly things felt lifeless and more disturbing than i ever felt before. i felt so sick in a way i never have before and i been sick all my life. i knew something bad and crazy would happen if i went, i knew if i even crossed that threshold i wouldnt be me anymore. depravity waiting to consume me. He didn't just rescue me from the belly of the beast, He didnt let the beast eat me. disoriented and in pain and confused, i walked out of there.
i looked around me and i saw people, i felt the monsters, and yet i walked out like a red carpet was laid out for me in the form of God's hand (for it is so big) and he escorted me out of there. and didnt let the other monsters who wanted to take advantage of me in vulnerable state, even hold their gaze on me.
He is the only one. who shows me mercy.