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u still there?

Do you have any other blogs mod t? Just curious

My 'abusor' was abused and idk if I'm valid, I was in a platonic relationship with them and it started out great until I began to depend on the emotionally, I think they depended on me, too.. then they got paranoid that I would leave, so they guilt tripped me anytime I hung out with anyone else or even nothing. I just.. I want to know if I'm overreacting I'm confused, sorry if this is too much but if you could help me I'd appreciate it a lot!!

i've always been hesitant to mark down my experiences with csa and violent sexual assault as something serious until hit me as hard as they do now. originally my brain blocked those things out and ignored them. some nights now i cant breathe and i panic so hard i black out, and i've been wondering if this is a symptom of ptsd? i'm kind of scared to self-diagnose though, could you help me out, please? if it not bothersome...

is it wrong to rely on a dog's feelings more than anyone else? like if she barks at anything I leave because I don't feel safe anymore. I don't trust my family I only trust her.

Is my trauma valid if I am emotionally abused? Or does it have to be something physical??

May I submit a drawing?

Has anyone else's parents refused them medical treatment for a life destroying illness, and then given illegal drugs as treatment? Cause it's fucked up and I'm really scared.

Do you think self diagnosing is valid? Even before the age of 18?

Hey.. I don't like doing this kind of thing but I have recently realised I'm being abused by my parents. Its not a regular thing but I kept thinking it was something I did, that I made them want to shout at me and hit me. Idk why this didnt match up in my brain but I am still only like 15 and I cant leave or do anything about it. Its really affected me as a person and I seriously think I have more mental disorders now. Its screwing me up.. I just don't know how to cope or feel.. Any help?