WORSHIPPER OF WAR

TRAUMA-REPORT: a selective & independent portrayal of a russian special forces soldier named JAKOW CHERNYKH

❝ You have a talent, Jakow. One, not even your own teammates in your unit can possess. You don't ask questions, instead you're doing what's necessary and that makes you a good soldier. A highly skilled spetsnaz for the russian federation, for your motherland. If I blink I expect you to follow, if I say "kill" you will do so. You will serve your country at all costs, even if you'll lose your soul while doing it. ❞   ⸻ STANISLAV NAZAROV, GENERAL-MAYOR OF THE RUSSIAN GRU

( . . . ) born in kazakhstan Jakow (mostly called Jascha by his friends and comrades) moved back to his fathers motherland russia when he was about 8 years old. Due to recent events that happened in his hometown Atyrau he wanted to be a soldier since the day he left. But he learned soon enough that being a spetsnaz for the russian military secret service GRU [Главное разведывательное управление] doesn't necessarily mean to just protect the ones you love, but also to become a monster every enemy fears. While being in the field he's got the will to kill without any hestitation, but back in civil life he tries to calm down his inner monster with partying and a lot of alcohol, so he's able to sleep at night.

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Well... Few things fit perfectly... Especially that part with high-risk situations. But I'm not quite sure about that picture, even though I can act like a real clown from time to time.

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Would Jascha do winter sports? Abso-f******-lutely. And he’d even be the kind of assh*le who could do both snowboarding and skiing. And while his friends are minding their own business on the slopes, they’d eventually ask themselves, “Where the hell is Jascha?” and then look over at the side of the mountain next to them—where clearly no one should be—and watch him ride away from an avalanche with a backflip.