get outta here

no one has time for me anymore. i just need a friend to hang out with after school everyday. i need someone who will conquer the streets of columbus with me. i miss august and september so much. every single day was an adventure. now i feel like im wasting all of my days doing absolutely nothing.

you will never be happy.

are you happy?

why do i keep pushing everyone away

i just wanna kill myself

fuck everything

now if i kill myself the only ones who will care have one last good memory to remember me by

im supposed to be a couple of days on t

i honestly just want to kill myself. i've been begging for my keys for the past 2 days so i can go find a way to get myself killed

no one cares about me

i've been having one meal a day and it's hurting me

i'm so fucking lucky my parents are against guns because if we had one i would've killed myself by now

my diet consists of mostly liquids and it makes me want to kms

now i remember why i did this so often

10 months down the drain

one more fucking year until i can get out of this fucking hellhole and it can't go by fast enough my fucking god

god i hate myself so much i can't lie to myself anymore