DESERT ROSE

Currently texting my ex’s mom talking shit about him

It’s crazy that I’m a stripper n my customers treat me w more respect than any man I’ve ever dated

Im back y’all i forgot Im a bag fucking bitch (I took my meds today)

Isn’t it so crazy someone can abuse you to the point you try to commit suicide yet you love them so much no matter what. Like what the fuck is this. I’d rather die than ever see him again but I love him so much. I love the good, I suppose. I miss the way you make me laugh and how close you’d hold me. It made me not care about the emotional absuse for too long. I wish you could be better, but you proved to me the last time we spoke that was and is never happening. Even though I know you didn’t mean it when you told me you loved me I’ll never forget how I felt. Especially the circumstances. I wish it wouldn’t ruin me seeing you one last time. I don’t think I could even look you in the eyes. I loved you no matter what and lost friends and had drama in my house because of you. Just for you to leave too. That’s probably the worst part about all of this is that you left. I know I let you, but I never let go after all the lies and the name calling and the ignorance. But narcissists cannot love anyone but themselves, and that’s one thing I know you are. Love is so hard and ugly.