Watch out, I'm fucking crazy.

When you hate your life and yourself and your entire existence for absolutely no reason. Like your this playing character stuck in a game you cannot change or exit out of.

I'm so anxious and I hate everything so much. If it wasn't for my medication I would be crying constantly, but it doesn't let me.

Please, keep looking. Not for a person, but for your passion, your love, your courage, your goals, your dreams, your happiness, yourself. Keep looking. Explore yourself before you explore another. Know your worth, know yourself. Only then will you know what you need over what you want. You need yourself to become your own.

Please fuck off if you think that it’s okay to only talk to me when it’s convenient for you.

I used to think it was important to have common interests with the person that you are in a relationship with but now I think it is more important to be similar in other aspects. like how kind you are. how you treat the people you care about, how you treat strangers. how you deal with anger. how you deal with pain. and not necessarily dealing with all these things the same way but being perseptive enough to understand what action each situation calls for. it’s important for both people to be on the same page about what that action should be. it’s important to me to have that kind of synchrony.

Date someone you can be fucking weird as hell with who at the end of the day still wants to get naked with you.

My only goal in life right now is to be happy. Genuinely, intensely and consistently happy, regardless of what that looks like to others.

people are allowed to leave you. people are allowed to break up with you. people are allowed to love you but not want to be with you. people are allowed to not want to talk to you. people are allowed to put their happiness before yours and do what makes them happy even if it does not include you. people are allowed to move on from you. people are allowed to fall in love with someone else. people are allowed to not want you in their life. people are allowed to do whatever they want to better themselves and become the version of themselves they are trying so hard to love. don’t be bitter towards someone who is only trying to be happy.

this will never not be funny

no shade but there’s a few people I’m glad I’m not close to anymore

i have a “why am i like this” moment at least five times a day