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Who else is ready for sumer binding?  NOT ME

Have any other female to male people looked into getting a breast reduction before top surgery in order to be eligible for keyhol surgery or even to minimize the scarring, if so could anyone tell me their thoughts?

I was never scared.  I feel like I need to say this because people don't understand why I am afriad to use locker rooms in public places.  I have already said, I was never once afraid.  That was, until people told me I should be afraid.  When people looked at me and grabbed me and said "Why are you not afraid"  I never understood why me using my locker room I identified this was something to make me scared of.  Nothing bad has ever happened to me in a mens locker room, nor do I ever think something bad will happen.  But I was never afraid of anything to happen until my teacher told me that using the locker room was a bad idea.  I wasn't afriad until everyone told me I would be raped and killed.  I was never afraid until people told me over and over of these stories that they think happen 100% of the time.  I was never afriad, and now I am afriad.

I always hear transgender people saying how they are scared for their future to come, and I honestly just don't understand.  How I picture the future is this: I will work a hard and satasfying job, I will be completely post op and on HRT for years, I will have a family and friends who love and respect me.  Being transgender and looking into the future always fills me with joy because even though my life isn't that satasfying now, I know one day I will be who I was born to become, and once I am finally able to become that I could not care any less about who hates m for my transition, or how much money my life will cost, or the hate people with give me because I will finally be who I was meant to become, and honestly it's a wonderful feeling

My aunt unfriended me cause I'm gay #sorrynotsorry

I'm going to go on a little rant here about being transgender in high school, so here we go.  It is very hard for me to feel safe in my school right now.  Having come out over a year and a half ago I thought by now my fears would be gone but lately they have just become worse.  By trying to make myself feel in a more masculine manner I usually do act more masculine to try to over compensate basically, and normally my friends that are close to me know that and don't think anything of it.  It seems, however, that whenever I am talking to a cisgendered man and I start to act more dominant their main instinct is to try to show they are more male than I am.  I find this is normal behavior in men with other men a lot, but being transgender and being pushed into situations like locker rooms, and bathrooms, where I am completely closed off and alone with these people it starts to really become a more dangerous situation for me to go through. I continuously try to avoid being in those situations more now, which is becoming really inconvient for me especially in gym class and trying to go to the bathroom during school.  (shrugs) Just a rant, I guess

Lifting more than cis-guys at the gym really boosts my confidence, I'm feelin good

Sorry I haven't been updating much the past few days, I got two kittens and right now the're all I can think about

My mom says I expect too much to happen through my first year on Tesotsterone and says that I'm expecting too much for the first year, I think she is really naive about all the changes that happen not just mentally but physically too.  I find it really exciting :3

One thing that I find extremely awkward is when people in my family that haven't seen me for years suddenly silence themselves whenever I mention the fact that I'm transgender, they accept it, I just don't understand why it's so taboo 

I've gotten a lot of new followers lately and just wanted to say thank you for following my transition through my blog, and feel free to ask me any questions you have