my girlfriend died yesterday
my girlfriend skylar berry was merged into by a piece of shit wastoid truck driver and died yesterday. our anniversary was the 9th. we'd been busy moving and were supposed to see each other later that day.
i don't really know what to say except that she was the most loving person on this planet. she was the kindest and most giving woman who ever lived. she loved loud and hard. she always told me how much she loved me every single day. she drove so safely and so conscientiously because she worried about herself and others every moment. she had only gotten to live as herself for about 2 years. she was so brave and so determined. she was the openly trans lead of a grindcore band in the chud-filled scene of the Coachella Valley. she was working so hard to leave it and to get to LA with me and have a bigger and better life and opportunities and now she just doesn't get it.
i just want as many people as possible to know her name. and to know she was the coolest person who ever lived and that a whole community here is screaming for her. you can read an interview she did about her scene and her work here: https://cvindependent.com/2024/10/the-lucky-13-skylar-berry-vocalist-of-layer0-performing-at-music-house-indio-on-oct-17/
i love you so much sky. i miss you so much. i keep calling hoping it's all a mistake or a hallucination. i'm taking care of your things and i'm helping your mom with the funeral and with a lawyer. i feel sick and empty with nothing left of you but your records and the hamsters i got you. i can't believe you're gone.