Trance Like State

'But' you might think, and there's the problem.

And so let's help.

'But' is your brain saying you know better.

And you don't.

'But' is you doubting your owner or superior.

And you shouldn't.

'But' is a girl who wants to choose for herself.

And that's not you.

It's not a word that helps you. It gets in the way. It stops you from being the best pet, the best toy. It stops you from being as useful as you could be. It keeps you from being what he wants you to be.

And you don't want that.

And I know it'll be difficult. Getting out of bad habits and into good ones always is. I know you can do it though. I know you want to do it. I know you'll try your hardest, and I know that eventually you'll forget you ever even had. It'll just be normal, just how you are.

And you won't remember being any other way.

So the next time you feel a 'but' bubbling up through the fun pink fluff in your head, you push it back down. Keep it inside. Wiggle. Giggle. Nod. Bounce. Anything that'll keep you distracted from thinking too hard. Squeeze your thighs together. Ask them to repeat the question because you're such a dummy. Blink and cock your head.

Good girl.

You probably can't even really remember what word we were talking about. You'd have to concentrate. See how easy it is?

I know you can do it.

Just once, go on. It's fun! Just once.

Sitting down, standing up, lying down - doesn't matter! Go on! Just a little one.

There you go! Good girl.

Bouncing is never a bad choice.

It'a girly and fun. It's like a giggle!

It's a giggle with a jiggle.

Do it again! Just one more time. Just once!

Good girl!

Bouncy girl. Fun girl! You maybe even giggled on that one! It's okay if you did! And it's okay if you didn't. Maybe you will on the next one!

Bounce bounce bounce

It's fun!

Jiggle those thoughts loose

Just try it!

Maybe you feel dumb or stupid

Maybe you feel like you look a bit pathetic

You are!

You do!

It's good!

Silly girl, that's what it's for!