Just Breathe >

Oh my goodness how i got on my blog i have no idea but i missed it sooooooo much!

had an absolutely amazing night on saturday. just have to let go sometimes and be yourself.

let's go back to the simple days where I had Drexler and he had me, and thats all we ever needed.

I feel absolutely stuck. I have no horse to ride for Hits in Ocala, I'v tried to find others to ride to fit my range of horses/ponies to ride, and I don't think I can afford a weekend lease for the trainers in Ocala. It kind of sucks to see my junior career just keep getting worse and worse. Im just thankful i'll get to ride at all now I guess.... Im just so frustrated after seeing all my hard work being put into this, but I don't see a end result of it... or anything being helped. I want to show at HITS Ocala this year, im determined, I have money to, but I don't have the correct opportunity at the right time. I have to be at the right place at the right time, and unfortunately im not. Not sure what to do about this one.... I just can't sleep it off because I want success that bad.