4:02 pm. It’s been a little over a year since things between us were okay. And it’s been a little over a year since I was constantly content and happy with life. The past year without you has been one of the toughest yet, and I always hope you can sense when I’m feeling down. I always hope one of these times you will reach out to me and let me know that things haven’t been the same for you either. I didn’t only lose you this past year, but I’ve lost friends and family. I feel like i’ve lost more than I could ever gain back. And that’s the scary part for me. I keep constantly losing and it feels like my wins are so minuscule because the only thing I want to win is you back. And maybe, just maybe, everything is going wrong because we were the only thing that ever felt right. I could only hope. But my hopes are wearing thin because so much time has passed and it only gets greater. Is it too late for us? Have we changed too much? You’re a stranger to me now and although I try to convince myself that you’re the same, you’re not. And it hurts me so god damn much. I’ve messed up so much this past year and it feels like I will never recover. I need you.
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