β β β β nadia let out a slow breath through her nose and leaned back again, staring briefly into the amber liquid resting untouched in her glass. "i know exactly what hope does. and, unfortunately, i'm no better." a humorless smile pulled briefly at the corner of her mouth.
β β β β "because apparently i'm the same sentimental idiot who keeps hoping katherine will change. that one day all of this will make sense. that there'll be some reward at the end of it." she shook her head. a part of her knows it's pointless. katherine won't change and won't let her obsession with stefan rest. sometimes she hated stefan so much that nadia wanted to get rid of him.
β β β β "hope is useful because it keeps you moving. it's also useful because it keeps you from looking too closely at reality." her gaze drifted briefly toward the ceiling again.
β β β β "the reality is that this is still elena's body. people keep talking about age like katherine's spirit is five hundred years older than elena's. it isn't. her body was."
β β β β "her vampire body carried five hundred years of strength, instinct, speed, resilience. her spirit doesn't suddenly inherit all of that."
β β β β another small shake of her head followed. "what katherine does have is stubbornness. pride. survival instinct. enough determination to drag herself through situations that should've killed her a hundred times over."
β β β β "but elena has advantages too. that body belongs to her. every memory, every emotional bond, every instinct inside it recognizes her as the original owner." nadia rubbed her temple again. "that's why this isn't some simple contest where age automatically wins."
β β β β the next question earned a frustrated exhale. "i don't know if she can switch again." honesty came easily there because she genuinely didn't know. "first she'd have to agree to it, which is already a problem." her eyes rolled slightly.
β β β β "second, she's currently possessing a vampire body. i have no idea whether the passenger spell would even function the same way under those circumstances." she glanced toward him. "a proper witch might be able to figure something out. there are still the traditional ways of putting a spirit in another body."
β β β β a pause followed. "there is a way to make it permanent and anchor her completely. it won't get rid of elena's spirit but it will make it dormant." the admission came reluctantly and immediately her expression soured.
β β β β "but i don't want that; because elena gilbert is the wrong body." there was no hesitation in that statement. "if this were some random girl living three states away, then yes. someone with no connections. no one looking." she gestured vaguely toward the outside world. "but this is elena. people know her. people love her."
β β β β "and katherine isn't nearly as clever as she thinks she is when stefan salvatore is involved. if someone figures it out, and eventually someone will, then suddenly she has enemies again." slowly, she shook her head. sometime she could slap her mother for her stupidity.
β β β β "she spent five hundred years surviving klaus mikaelson only to voluntarily walk into a situation where discovery is practically inevitable. she's playing with fire." || @sanguisprince