my little digital world

I feel the pull, the warmth in your gaze, But I know you’re lost in someone else’s haze. You love someone you can’t embrace, While I’m here, lingering in your space.

I let the tide take us where it may, Unspoken words, left to sway. The line between love and friendship blurs, In quiet moments, our souls confer.

You share your dreams, your hopes, your fears, But never the love you hide in tears. I hold you close, in a way that’s pure, But the love you crave, I can’t ensure.

So we float together, yet worlds apart, A friendship that wears a lover’s heart. Maybe it’s fleeting, maybe it’s real, But for now, with you, this is how I feel.

We share our shows, a bond so true, In every scene, I think of you. I can’t sleep without your gentle sound, Your snore, my comfort, all around.

My pillow wrapped in your tshirt, A simple touch that eases hurt. You wander through my books with care, An old sweet soul beyond compare.

I have gotten so used to your presence. Staying up late at night on calls, Whether filled with stories from our childhood, Whether it's all about your life or mine, Endless silly jokes, Or our comfort in silence.

Hearing your voice everyday, Listening to your laughter, The annoyance, The sadness in your voice, Its raspiness when you wake up, The "hmmm" when you're sleepy, The way you cough, Burp, Hiccup, Laugh, The way you mimic the way I laugh, Or cry, Can't imagine my days without it. Without you.

“And as hard as this choice is, we break the pattern before the pattern breaks us.”