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it actually infuriates me that we as a society have decided to medicalize and pathologize gender nonconformity

everyone turn your comments on this is huge for me IM NOSY

someone tell me a show or movie or something that will delight my senses

oh my brain chemistry is fucked already i tried watching riverdale while i crocheted and i had to turn it off fourteen minutes into the episode because i was like "this shit is so stupid this is not good" like hypercritical you know. that is absolutely true about the show riverdale but when i'm sober and normal i can appreciate stupid art more.

and being an adult like "why doesn't anybody love me" makes people love you less. growing up my friends said "it will get better when you're an adult and you have freedom" and maybe... but it has kind of gotten worse because i still have this gaping hole in my heart and everyone around me doesn't want to deal with it so the world just passes me by.. i am trying to participate!!!