I Think I Took Way Too Many

you could look sicker

you could always be sicker

how sick could one get

Take a shower. Don't eat.

Do a hair mask. Don't eat.

Do a face mask. Don't eat.

Brush your teeth. Don't eat.

Whiten your teeth. Don't eat.

Drink water. Don't eat.

Go for a walk. Don't eat.

Make tea. Don't eat.

Do laundry. Don't eat.

Clean your house. Don't eat.

Brush your teeth again. Don't eat.

i need to stop taking up space.

i need to stop being lazy.

i need to stop being a disappointment.

Don't lose it and spiral out of control. The second you let yourself go, you know what'll happen: pain and bloating and crying over something that isn't worth your time. F00d isn't worth your time.

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You do not look better when you gain weight.

Fat oozing over your waist band.

Red cheeks, exhausted from climbing stairs.

Your fingers swallow your pretty little rings.

Bloated hands bring even more fat to your mouth.

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Gluttony is a sin.

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Thinness is angelic.

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Quit lying to yourself.

It's a matter of reason and willpower.