for him

My intuition told me to give up

In blindly hoping, trusting love.

Getting by with cuts only running deep

Uncertain which and who to keep

Expecting, wanting something new

Let all the hours paint me blue.

Misled, mistaken, quite unsure

Am I better than what I’m searching for?

Not ‘til I thought it was too late

Unexpectedly waking late

Exactly when I never knew

Led by heartbeat, there was you.

Chances come but may say “no”

On days when summer has to go

Best to test this given will

As asters grew promises to fulfill

Redeeming a long forgotten memory

Returning home, you came to me

Underwhelmed to be blown away

Between more than what you have to say.

In the end there’s me and you

And no one will or can undo