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cTommy being a troubled kid that isn't always right is very important to the abuse he faces. The fact that abusers target troubled kids means cTommy shouldn’t be portrayed as a perfect victim. Because he isn’t.
He was rude and terrible at times, not to mention selfish, and struggled to see others perspectives, which caused him to provoke them.
The point isn't that cTommy is innocent in everything he does, the point is that he doesn't deserve to be abused even if he isn’t a good person all the time.
He was an angry child. He needed to be 'fixed' or ‘corrected.' At least, after a while, that's what he began to think.
Abusers tend to use that line of logic with troubled kids, and it works, getting into the kid's minds that they are only helping them. (cDream and exile).
As for the people around the troubled child, it's more likely for them to write off the abuse because the kid themselves gets written off as being a problem.
cTommy was quite literally THE problem child. He had zero protection because no adult was really on his side nor did they want to deal with him.
And the chances of being revictimized and abused/ manipulated again are so high, so cTommy is still this angry child, but more guarded.
He had cTechno for a while, but that ended in betrayal. cSam was supposed to be safety, ended up betraying that.
cTommy’s story as a troubled kid is essential to understanding his character and watering him down to some innocent baby that did no wrong totally erases what his character development stood for.
Based on animatronics. I saw it fitting considering he's the shell of c!Dream, that only exists to keep the mechanical parts of the world alive.
His nicer form? The one with the mask. It's cool cause he wants to be seen as a protector, a fun loving companion, although it seems unnatural, he does the opposite. Make people afraid. Much like his mortal counterpart. :)
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when a house is both hungry and awake: c!wilbur, pogtopia, hadestown, and for thine is the kindgom
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I know I said I was going to distance myself from this piece of media because of all of its terrible connections, but these characters seem to have taken root in a permanent place in my heart, and I can't let them go.
Anyway, here's some character design notes below the cut for the one person out there who's obsessed with these characters as much as me.
Early DSMP: the era of childhood innocence
Bandanas: They sport each other’s bandana’s (they’re hidden in the design for every era). I love character designs with complementary colors (and I love how red and green are also cranboo’s colors)
Disks: Early on, cat and mellohi represent the peaceful moments ctommy shared with his favorite people, but they went on to be a symbol of victory and independence from the people who have hurt him.
Flowers: Ctubbo collects flowers and tries to memorize the meanings and symbolism tied to each type of flower. He also collects them for his bees.
L’manberg: the era where children became soldiers
Horns: Ctubbo’s horns start to grow in here.
Pogtopia: the era of an exile and a secretary of state / spy
You can tell I joined the fandom at the end of this era because I don’t have many notes here or for the l’manberg era.
Exile: the era of an exile once again and and a president too young
Hair: Ctommy’s hair starts to grow longer as he neglects taking care of himself.
Clothes: Ctommy’s clothes are tattered; one shoe is destroyed and he took to wearing cwilbur’s (f-ck ccwilbur btw!!) trench coat.
Bandages: Ctubbo’s wrapped in bandages from his recently earned firework burns. He’s gone blind in his right eye, and he’s missing the ring and pinkie finger on his right hand.
Compasses: They share their matching ‘your tommy’ and ‘your tubbo’ compasses
Hog Hunt: the era where one sought to kill the blood god while the other sought refuge there
Stolen goods: Ctommy’s has his antarctic empire outfit plus all the goods he stole from ctechno like the turtle helmet, golden apples, and the axe of peace.
Bedrock: Ctommy wears his counterpart piece matching techno’s from his ear.
Prosthetic: Ctommy’s right foot had to be amputated after he loses it to frostbite in the trek to cemeraldduo’s cabin. Ctechno gives him a simple prosthetic.
Disc Finale: the era of mended relationships and a final stand
Headband: Ctommy begins to wear a devil headband to fit in more, as he’s one of the few humans on the server. The devil horns were chosen to resemble ceryn’s real ones.
Patchwork: Ctommy learns to sew, and he fixes his tattered clothes from exile.
Post Revival:
Devil horns: Ctommy’s devil horns (plus a tail) become real after revival, and he gets a white streak in his hair to match his pseudo brother.
Prime cross: The bad things that have happened to them both that they survived strengthen ctommy’s faith in prime, whereas they weaken ctubbo’s faith.
Sweater: Ctommy makes himself a sweater from friend’s wool.
Mechanical inventions: Ctubbo pursues his passion for engineering more as he makes mechanical bee drones and studies nuclear physics. He also makes himself prosthetic fingers, and he upgrades ctommy’s prosthetic foot.
Marriage ring: Ctubbo marries cranboo platonically and wears the ring on his horn. He also founds snowchester so he can have a place to protect his loved ones and raise his son. He grows out his hair to avoid eye contact for cranboo and to cover his scars.
Body type: Ctubbo gets chubbier and gains some muscle as he gets a bit happier in life.
Post DSMP:
The prison break and everything after it never happened. These are my OCs, and I make the rules because every actor/writer who played a part in their creation either abandoned them or turned out to be a terrible person. Cbenchtrio live happily ever after and begin their journey of healing while cdream rots in prison forever.
an imbalanced monologue - an audience monologue is when a character delivers a speech to the audience. this does not require breaking the fourth wall unless the audience is just as big of a threat as the speaker.
c!tommy & exile (i had a feeling so peculiar, that this pain would be for evermore)
evermore by taylor swift // @beckyblah // anguish by @genlossicle // nimartiste on instagram // evermore by taylor swift // @klavtism // @mintbees // @beckyblah // holding on by richard o. moore // anguish // @thunderbottle // rue by girl in red // @low-quality-mcyt-doodles // anguish // rue by girl in red // @arginnit // anguish
Sacrifice, Bilal Al-Shams / Persona a Persona, Duane Michals / sainticide on Twitter / The Sacrificial Lamb, Josef de Ayala / Cassandra, Florence & the Machine / Half-Light, Frank Bidart / The Last Day of Pompeii, Karl Bryullov / Hamilton's Theseus
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