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there's something about how people talk about ableism online that feels somewhat divorced from the reality that ableism is a form of violent oppression that gets disabled people killed, assaulted, and brutalised in real life. that it causes medical neglect, abuse, and structural inequality. that disabled people are, on the whole disenfranchised. and it's not like verbal interpersonal ableism "doesn't matter" in the face of the "real stuff" because all forms of ableism contribute towards dehumanising and isolating disabled people, which in turn makes them more vulnerable to the violence i mentioned. but it's like, do you guys remember the violence exists? that it's not just people being upset over words "for no reason"? there's a glaring reason right in front of us if you bother to look

Me in 2026 practicing internet safety: who wants an updated list of my medications

"you just want attention." yeah, i do. so are you gonna give it to me or not?

its so scary making plans with new friends. what if i suggest something stupid and we have a terrible time and they find out im a fraud and not a real human being

yes i know that i'm annoying and high maintenance and clingy and paranoid and unstable and fragile and a crybaby and useless but do you still think i'm pretty

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly