my secret life

So, I’ll restart my game from beginning. This time I will not have the goal. I will just enjoy the process

Still the same

It is almost two months with teasing, being horny, playing, but still no orgasm and no cumshots :) I enjoy this. I like this.

Still enjoying just the process :)

I think it is enough to change habits how pleasure should came. I feel very happy of the way to play with dick, but not to the end like do all.

Still enjoying without orgasm and without any ejaculation.

Still playing and waiting for the next week multiple ruined orgasms until empty and then full orgasm.

Still enjoying my dry games :)

Still the same. I’m very happy, that I learned not to cum while playing. I do not need to put some effort, or wait until cool down. I feel the right speed. So I could play forever without stopping and cumming.

Yesterday I had so many masturbation sessions that I fully satisfied without orgasm. I played until it got soft and there was no good feeling. So I finished

Still playing with myself. No orgasm, no cum.

Now it seems that I forgot what is orgasm and how to achieve it. I can go forever without it. It woud be very interesting to remember feelings and compare. After two weeks I’ll do it. Now I’m planning to have great session with a lot of ruined orgasms before, until cum finishes and then at the end I will allow to have real orgasm, but only when cum finishes. 

After so long time without orgasm I’m thinking about trying to achieve orgasm to remember what is it. I already forgot it :) For me now it is very normal to play not to the end

Today I woke up from urge to play. I wanted it so badly, so I could not resist....

What a wonderful feeling when I can play with my dick at any time and how long I want :)

Still enjoying orgasm denial. Yesterday I came a little too far so I droped several drops of very thick semen.

I still enjoying not allowing to cum my dick.