Hy'shqa

Sometimes I come back here and post a few things only to disappear for five months again.

Trying to be a sober human is really weird and hard. I have too much time and I’m bored but I also don’t have money to do things to entertain myself. I’m already bored of my free hobbies. 

Things didn’t work out quite the way I hoped, but that’s okay. I found a way to stay here and I’m happy and working on myself. I’ll get my dream job eventually.

I love my apartment and I hate moving and I’m desperately hoping I can stay on this island, but I’m also craving a new space I can decorate and settle into. Especially if I have a better salary and could afford to buy some new furniture. I want better lighting and white walls.