eilagam toeorchestra

U n i d e n t i f i e d Vlog 2 is up! 

U n i d e n t i f i e d Vlog 1

uh.

these on repeat whole time: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tP6yvNiIgEU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLNzmyKQT24

uh... started out with that disproportioned crap head scrap and carried off to those compositions ... at the end.... 

... it looks like i cheated and made something 'visually stimulating' by repeating it a whole bunch of times which is stupid and the lines are simplistic but i.... ...huh. dont know. 

not... sure i care. 

coupla compositions

actually was on this crap for a good few hours somehow...

/ake ayase, of my project 'oh brother!' 

- on seated pose: cant tell if what im drawing today is crap or not.. not sure it matters because i'm getting a little more into my confidence in adding value.. so that's good. 18 x 24 vine. 20 minutes 

        >oh oh personal note for this one: Vonminor was saying how i should let my freeflowing confidence on my gestures be present when constructing the figure for a longer period type drawing, (i always try this in theory but end up taking too much time) so i did this this time a bit more successfully and it was helpful! 

- on reclined pose: getting with that value confidence.... i.... i normally pride myself on proportion... not sure if incorrect. i swear her bottom arm looked like that i swear it was weird hahaha. or maybe i'm big time art trash. (woops, does it sound like i want comments saying im an awesome artist?! yeah sure does... i'd better be careful!) 18 x 24, vine and maybe compressed 35 mins

the sound of the waves collide...tonight //sextape deftones on repeat

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0pdwd0miqs 

such flopped model.

I think what works about this sketch is the fact that I didn't think "TRY TO ADD VALUE TRY TO ADD VALUE!" i just sort of coerced myself subconsciously to do it. (I know it doesnt even look like that much value, but for me this is actually even a TAD better.) 

I also came in without really having any time to think 'okay now what i am going to do is draw' because i ran from my class to try and get a bit of figure drawing in. [class interferes with these sessions now] and so i just grabbed my sktchbook, panting and stood up leaning against a wall with a pencil and eraser in hand and just quickly observed. also didnt have any music playing... not sure that's important. but it's interesting because i had no time to 'zone'  so i think it gave me a different more immediate look / process into what i was doing. 

ALSO. oh my god i think i found a small key... when i draw... i usually don't use a lot of higher number B pencils. and i should. because they're a lot easier to get darker marks out of. i'm always using H's n' crap. I think this was a 6 or 8B. must do again. and given more time, (hell it might not have even been 10 minutes) i know i could take my 'value' work farther. 

random crap from dasia and I's first art-y podcast 

kosuke normally doesn't have black eyes... but i guess he's doing that thing his son does! 

simple doodle....been doing research on alcoholics and people who are alcoholics' writings to try and get better hands on what alcoholism really deeply can be about. 

cant give myself the satisfaction of staying in a comfort zone. no!!!!!

her nipple was literally a square on the top lying down pose oh my god... loved it.