Touch my heart

I bet she is a cardiophile, part 2.

I bet she is a cardiophile. Part 1.

These are stock pictures but she looks so comfortable and happy with this session.

That looks like a nice toy to have.

Great, finally my arrhitmya is gone and I am so happy. I am having now strong even beats, and my heart gets excited by so.

Thank you all for the follow up. Remember, if you have a heart condition, seek attention, and stay safe and take care.

Actualización de mi corazón.

Genial, finalmente mi arritmia se fue y soy tan feliz. Ahora estoy teniendo latidos fuertes y rítmicos, y mi corazón se excita por eso.

Well, this is my current situation. Since doctors said my arrhytmya will go out by itself, I just tried to do as usual. A great point of improvement was doing exercise. At this point, my last 2 readings with my home ECG that I bought 2 days ago, are normal. I am skipping beats from time to time but I feel al lot of improvement since yesterday. Now my steth collection went from 2 to 4, and also now I have a portable OTC-ECG machine, that I can use anytime.

Quizás sea karma, quizás es un deseo no solicitado que se cumplió, pero mi corazón está latiendo erráticamente. Imagínense una sesión de estetoscopio antes de dormir y eso ocurrió: mi corazón estaba brincando latidos, latiendo irregularmente y parándose para reiniciar.

Al principio me dió miedo porque se supone que eso no debe pasar. Un recordatorio: tu corazón literalmente puede matarte. Y entonces pensé "debo ir al doctor, pero ¿Cómo le explico cómo descubrí eso?"

Y entonces de alguna manera agradecí ser un cardiophile. Demos gracias por esto: nosotros como cardiophiles somos MUCHO MAS concientes de nuestros corazones que el común de la gente. Así que si nuestro corazón está en riesgo, podemos tomar acción temprana.

Tuve profesionales de la salud usando estetoscopios y practicándome el electrocardiograma. En algún momento sentí paz "si tengo alguna condición, me lo van a decir". Pensé "estoy conectado a un electrocardiograma, pero no por gusto". Diagnóstico final: es por estrés y se irá en unos días.

Ahora que sé que mi corazón no me pondrá en un ataúd al menos por ahora (algo de ironía aquí porque también tengo fetiche de muerte), ahora puedo sentarme y disfrutar tranquilo de mis latidos irregulares. Sí, somos unos desviados hasta cierto punto, acéptense a sí mismos y sean felices. Este es nuestro lugar seguro donde podemos desatar nuestros pensamientos oscuros a la gente que nos entiende.

Maybe it´s karma, maybe is an unasked wish getting true, but my heart is beating irregularly. Imagine doing some stething before sleep, and then oops! my heart was skipping beats, beating irregularly and stopping for re-start.

So, first I was frightened, because that is not meant to happen. Gentle reminder: your heart can literally kill you. And then I was thinking: I need to go with a doctor, how will I explain how I did discovered that?

And then I somehow was grateful of being a cardiophile. Give thanks for this: we as cardiophiles are A LOT more self-aware of our hearts than the common people. So if for some reason we see a danger over our heart, we can address very early.

I had health care professionals placing stethoscopes and doing ECGs on me. At some point I felt peace "if I have something, they will tell me". I was thinking "I am trough ECG, but its for real". Final diagnose: it is by stress and will go away in some days.

Now that I know that my heart won´t put me in a casket at least for now (kind of crazy because I also have death fetish), I can just sit and enjoy myself and my irregular heartbeat with peace of mind. Yes, we are deviated at some point, embrace that side of us and be happy. This is our safe place where we can unleash our dark thoughts to people who can undertand us.