Jul 22
we have two more rooms i need to totally clean out (and then swap/shuffle) and then i can FINALLY install a door separating the big office/studio room from the main room (a door that was supposed to be there since the house was rebuilt in TWO THOUSAND AND ONE)
#DIS โฟ MAL#kagurabachi update this sunday plus stims fueling me. Ariu....... Ariu Soon........ Ariuuuuuuuu (<- has also been drinking 2 cope w/ pain)#my muscles hurt so bad but it's fine. i'm getting a Lot done. faster + more inexpensive than anyone initially assumed as well.... yaaaay#i moved the entire library around. i set up a bunch of gym equipment. i'm gonna go recycle decades of electronic scrap tomorrow i hope#sometimes i wish i could beam in2 everyone's brains how much i truly mean ''IF I DON'T DO IT. IT WILL NEVER GET DONE AROUND HERE''#but once these two rooms are swapped i will be able to effectively CUT OFF my entire wing of the house. like all it will be missing is-#- it's own separate entrance but lowkey..... i keep thinking abt extending the porch or maybe adding a door in2 my old bedroom#like. i wanna keep it as my bedroom but i'd be fine w/ it Also being a living room + staying a kitchenette. My Bug Nest.#all i'd have 2 do is remove the window. add an outward facing door + frame. extend wall. make sure it's sealed up. BAM. Separate 3 Room Win#i need 8724987294 separate physical bodies i can puppet around Hivemind Slash Bugstyle so more things can get done#I FUCKING LOVE TASKS BTW NONE OF THIS IS NEGATIVE you are just getting my accumulated thoughts. which are Scattered#i've got so much home repair + RV + $$$$ + Similar Boring Tedious Adult Things/Plans rolling around in my head#finally strangling a lot of my Diaryposting Neurons hasn't helped the scatterbrain but it has helped me not have panic attacks#i miss it though. it's fun. this feels more isolated/lonely but i'm not in the mood to be reminded that i'm [REDACTED]#especially not when i am about to start handling. Power Tools. 4 various reasons (<- can and will and has disassembled furniture in Mania)
